Last night I had a reoccuring dream, this time just a little different. I don't remember all the details. But it started at my cousins house, not his real life house. But in my dream it was his house. I was showering and he was downstairs by himself just watching tv, like he does normally. I got out of the shower, put my towel on and walked into the room where he was. Then I asked him what would he do if i dropped my towel. I don't remember how he answered but I dropped my towel and i remembered that we had had sex. And I remember that after I liked it. But I don't remember all the in between stuff. I remember in the dream that me and him were a consistent thing but i don't remember seeing anything else happen between us before i woke up. And i know in the dream that we were together and that we were hiding it from our family.
I've had this dream at least five times, but this is the first that i've actually remembered details of. My cousin and I are really close, he's only a couple years older. I'm 18, he's just turned 20. And we've grown up together and were close as children as well. I've never thought of him sexually but I have wanted him to want me. Because i like the feeling of guys wanting me.
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