I was in my apartment, or rather a nicer version of it, and walked out onto an open terrace and laid down looking up at the clear blue sky. I notice a few stories up a young woman was gazing over the edge and after a few seconds calmly jumped down. As she dropped past me she didn't look at me but I saw her face, it seemed calm and serene as she plummeted to her death. When she hit the pavement of the parking lot below she did not die immediately but rather flopped and twitched about like a fish out of water with blood spatter surrounding her. Some people began to gather around her and then they lifted her body. At that time I heard a glass shattering scream fill the air coming from the woman's mouth. They then heaved her body into the air and let her hit the ground again. They did it two or three times before she finally stopped moving. When I saw this my emotions seemed to be somewhat subdued. Almost indifferent although not quite to that degree as I didn't want to watch as the men ended her suffering.

Perhaps some background information is needed? The biggest thing in my life at the moment is getting over my ex-boyfriend. He is the first person that I've loved in such a powerful way and when he left me i felt like my whole world had shattered into tiny shards. In short, it was a very dark period in my life that lasted for several months. I ended up stabbing myself in the heart by constantly checking up on him through his twitter thus seeing him find a new boyfriend and continue living a life happily without me. exactly one week ago I made a decision to not check his twitter again and move on with my life.

My own guess would be that my dream signifies the death of something inside of me. Like having no more illusions of getting back together with my ex. However I'm new to this and would love to get some feedback from some people with more experience!