Im currently camping with my family and my dad saw a scar of a cut on my leg and him and his friend commented about it and later my mom also commented on it. When my boyfriend saw that I cut myself he cried and he did it to himself.... I had a dream last night that he checked my arms to see if they were clean and cut free. They were. But later in the night I had a dream that this female was sitting with my boyfriend the way I do and I started bitching at her and my boyfriend told me they weren't even sitting close at all and I tried to hit the female but I was so weak and my hits were useless I felt so weak, betrayed, useless, sad.