I need help with an interpretation.

**emporroll1** · 08-26-2015 03:39 AM

Hello, around 1 year ago, while I was visiting family in Europe, I had a strange, yet invigorating dream one night. Let me explain. I had finished arguing with my aunt about something quite irrelevant. I was tired from long day of traveling, and was prepared to just go to bed. It was around midnight anyways, so I kicked back and went to sleep in one of the guest sleeping areas. While asleep I had one of the most amazing dreams in my entire life... It was absolutely incredible, though i can't remember very much of it now. However I do remember one specific part, near the end, and the feeling it gave me. I was inside some sort of public area, and the rushed underneath a table with a girl. I know this girl in real life, and had never really been fond of her in any particular way, we aren't close friends, nor was I in love with her, or had a crush. I just knew her from school. While I was underneath she was smiling at me...I then realized who it was. Her eyes were beautiful, gleaming and blue. She then told be and I quote: "I cannot wait!" then kissed me on the lips passionately. Afterwords I woke up from the dream with such a burning sensation of love, that I could barely stand. It was not sexual love, it was something else. It was true love, the kind of the love that makes you want to go to the ends of the earth for her, even die for her. I've had such dreams in the past, but this was completely different. It was as if, I had been given notice of something. Even a year from then, I still have a desire for her, a strong passionate desire..and it hurts me emotionally to even think about it. We both just graduated from high school a few months back... She has a boyfriend, 2 years older than her...But this dream...it felt like a vision, not some random imagination. I felt as if it was going to really happen, some time in the future. I can't sleep because of this desire. I've always been alone my entire life, my childhood was filled with loneliness and abuse, and I've never felt like that in real life. It makes me want to kill myself, because some part of me knows I'll never had her, and another thinks i'll be alone forever. I just wanted to know if this has anything spiritual in meaning, or if I'm just an idiot turning my fantasies into reality.

**lunagoddess** · 08-26-2015 05:25 AM

In my experience, emotions, desire, and passion tend to be generally exaggerated in dreams. I understand the desire and despair that stems from that and I apologize it's something you're having difficult with.
If this was a vision then you can relax because that means it will come to fruition!
If it's a sign that you're meant to be with her, then you can still relax! Because if it's meant to be then it will happen naturally at the perfect time.
If it's neither of those things, then you can still relax! Because it's shown you that you're capable of a depth of love you never even knew existed! Even if it's not with her, you're likely to feel it again with someone else....but only if you relax, trust in the process of the universe, and enjoy your life.
Please don't hurt yourself. You clearly have so much more happiness left in your future that you've yet to experience

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