You belong to a Church that boxes up the Arc of the Covenant and tosses it toward the dumpster. It buys and sells its temples which remain without the Wiring of the Spirit or the piping of the Baptism of the Waters of Life. The intent was to build a proper Church, but the Protestants had never gotten past the framing which is old and rotten.
But you see the Light of the Covenant.
You should convert to Catholicism. The Bishops may be Paulist and as corrupt as any protestant, but the Religious Order manage to keep a correct Spirituality within Catholicism which is tangable enough to anybody who looks for it. Look at it this way... the Catholics have quite a number of Christ Like Saints in their History -- people who by the Practice of Spiritual Catholicism became almost Twins to Christ Himself. But Protestantism has been around for 500 years without ever having had even its first Saint. Protestantism was a Rebellion concieved in the murder to tens of thousand of Priests, Monks and Nuns. Thousands of Nuns were raped. It was the Mirror Image of the Heavenly Rebellion with Luther standing in for Lucifer conducting a War against God and Heaven. There can be no True Holiness in your Church of Rebellion against God.
Leave your rotten edifice and come to the True Church, even with its problems.
Classes start up in the Fall. If you were to run out right now, you could probably still be able to get in and catch up with the rest of the Class. By Easter you would be a bonafide Catholic. And then you would have the Arc outside of the box, which is the Blessed Virgin Mary. You see, the Arc of the Covenant carried the Holy Thing which was transferred over to Saint Anne, Mary's Mother, by the brotherhood established by the Prophet Elijah at Mount Carmel. This Holy Thing placed into Saint Anne became the unbegotten Child Mary, who, like Christ would be later, was born virginally without recourse to sex. The Holy Thing, what was that? Well, the moment before Adam acted in separation to God, the Angel of God removed his Spiritual Core. This Spiritual Core was what the Patriarchs passed down and what Moses had placed in the Arc (from the Tomb of Joseph of Egypt). This is what Mary became, and from Her came the Christ Messiah. And this is what your Pastor keeps in a box and tosses toward the dumpster.