I love my dreams. I like seeing what people think of my dreams. the problem is last night I had one about a teenage girl wearing black clothes{average teenage stuff but she seemmed awesome} chasing me down my houses stairs.{from my living room.} well she was chasing me but instead of running after me she would somehow magically be adding steps to the stairs as if by magic. this frustrated the hell out off me. I knew it was her doing this oit made me more resulute in getting the to the thing I wanted to get to{more on that later}. so I was stalled a bit but I dealt with it fine till she started adding a hole bunch of stairs. the stepps wrere as a title wave. this frustrated me even more.
I grabbed on to the rails and used them to jump down to were my current room is and ran to were my old room was. you see the hole time I was trying to get to some book notes that was recorded on golden records. there were a lot of them and they all filled the room. the room seemed junky I picked up one particular one black labled "kunox drive."{both a book and an identity here... more on that in a bit} I got mad at the girl and she got fristratedat me. so I made everything that was in my room including me and my room disappear from... existence...??? the demensions....??? not sure but all I know was the girl seemed like she wanted to tell me something the whole time.
It seemed like through the hole dream she was trying to tel me something she felt was important enough to interrupt me from getting to my book notes/golden records... which i would've needed a record player to listen to. It was interesting to say the least.
in reallife though... not in the dream I have writen a book series hat I have yet to finish called truly.{tru;ly first omnibus isthe first} and I have a big plan to make four small marvel verses... which will take so many years by my calculation. that is If I was working on it. It took me one month to write the sequal to truly but I do nothing now but lay on my bed doing notng biut procrastibating on youtube... which deprsses me. I don't get anything done in anything any more unless it someone else will punish me if I don't. I really hate that though.
also it's important to ote "duis:kunoxian driive" is on of my books that near completion. it just barely there. ontop of that kunoxian drive is what I call myself due to it's personal meaning in my life. you see ever since I was a kid I wanted to be a "girly tomboy kunoichi." kunoichi being a female ninja. yes I am a guy and I feel as if I am sabataging that as well. mainly I eat to much. my llife has ground to a haul for themost part and despite having all the amibition in the world.. I still do nothing. well except on acauthion.
It really ffrustrates me I didn't go back and att least talk tto thegirl.... I was being pig headed and sigle minded in the dream. I also studied he anima{female subcouisous of the makle mind} just last night before I went to sleep.. I watched a bunch of stuff on it on youtube. yes I am fully aware thatis what the girl might represent.....
about me.... I am an ecentric otaku whos tis very smart. I am kindy of geeky to say the least. Ithe following statement sums me up a bit... hi my nasme is josh head..and I can't be narsisistic.... I am to awesime.. a.k.a I am full of my self but in a humble way that dosen't forget others. I like to say that on a scale of 1 to 10 we are all an 11 regardless of anones opinnion. I live with my parets a flippen age 32 and it fru
stratws me. I qam kindof an oximorone.... by that i mean.. in every way I can describe myself... is a contradiction within itself.. or atlweast I like to think so. I really do like to go by the name kunoxiandrive though. that or jenifer ryoko ferwins. I am a bit obsessed wih kunoichis and wantingto be one despite being who I am now. kunoxian drive means.. the drive to become a kunoichi.
p.s. I've got to more dreams I want interpreted.. this one was from last night..
