Rape dream focused on the aftermath
I need an interpretation of this dream I had last night.
The dream started with me in a classroom late at night. I was a college student and had stayed to catch up on some work. It was really dark, maybe ten to twelve at night. When this teacher not much older than me that I had in one of my classes, came in with a smile on his face. I was surprised and calmly asked with a smile on my face why he was there.
I can't remember his response, if the dream even had one, or what happened after that, there was just this flash of an image of me being raped by him and then the dream continued after he'd left, all those feelings and the pain afterwards, my legs were so shaky I could barely stand.
Then the dream cut to me having gotten outside the school building, seeing the orange-y streetlights as I slowly despite the pain staggered my way over to the police station I'm pretty sure. I remember being pretty determined by that since I know how important it is to report this kind of thing and get an forensic exam as quickly as possible after it's happend. But mostly I just remember the devastating mess and numbness I was in after.
Ps. I was later sitting waiting for something in what seemed like a shelter or something, no panties on, just a long tunic or dress-like shirt or something that covered most parts. Where the teacher, assaulter, came in and started hanging out there. I was with my friend and I got really scared and told him(my friend) immediately when the teacher walked through the door. The guy was sitting on the same couch as me shortly after, with a distance of course, my friend on the other side of the room for some reason. The guy noticed it was me and noticed I wasn't wearing any underwear (don't know why it was focused on that) and kept making these actions or giving these looks
that made me really uncomfortable like he obviously knew how messed up I was about what he did. I could see my friend getting more angry by the minute from across the room. (At this "shelter" it was morning again, it was bright outside)
Pps. I'm a virgin.