So, There's this guy, i have met/seen about 10 times in a 2 year period. The last time i saw him was over a year ago. Now, when i did see him it was a very standard "hi how are you" kind of conversation. Nothing ever happened between us, but i did find myself extremely attracted to him. So since seeing him early last year out one night, he has since moved countries so i know i wont see him anytime soon...
Now, my dreams....
I have dreamt marrying him... I've dreamt having more kids and him being there as they were born. In my dreams when i am with him, I'm in such an amazing, happy place. I am happy, he is happy. When i dream of all of this, there is other people around us... my family, my friends, people that i met when i first met him. I don't even know him, yet he is so vivid in my dreams.
I'm a single mum with 3 kids, 35yo, and the times after i have had these dreams, i feel like it's telling me that what I'm dreaming is that "relationship " I'm looking for.... like- everyone wants to be in a happy, loving, fun, amazing relationship, and i feel my dreams are showing me what i want and what I'm looking for/hoping for in the very near future, but why him? Why someone i don't know from a bar of soap... Yes, I'm so attracted to him, but am really struggling to get my head around it all.... The very few things i know about him is his work background, he is single, no kids, and that's about all i know .. I hope I've put enough information to get some answers... i asked elsewhere and was pretty much told that "i think of him too much so what do i expect, of course I'm going to dream about him, nothing else to it", which isn't true because the only time i think of him is after these crazy, what feels so real, dreams... any answers would be greatly appreciated
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