Hello, VelvetCotton. I'd like to try to offer up an interpretation of this dream.
I feel like the most important clue for my interpretation that you gave is the last one, "I'm sixteen and (trans)male".
You said you don't remember your friend who appeared in your dream much, except for a shared interest in marine biology. Since this is how you begin the dream, the introduction of the friend, he could help to represent the main setting of the dream, which I think is not really about marine biology. At your age, with transitioning on your mind, I think it's safe to consider that you might dream of what's important to your daily waking life.
Transitioning.
Your old friend is there because your mind is saying, "This dream explores deeper issues surrounding biology." You find yourself in an abyss, which can represent gender fluidity, and you feel terrified by this environment, and want to leave. That doesn't mean that you don't want to be transgender. It means that it's a subject which feels dangerous to you, and that's normal to feel with so many people in the world who will judge you. The opinions of others are represented by the sounds of the whales. Those are the rumors and whispers you probably pick up on all around you in waking life, and the dream seems to say they feel threatening to you.
For what it's worth, I've never played "Endless Ocean", but I read a little about it, and I notice the father of the main character went missing while looking for a whale called "White Mother", and this could be significant if you feel that your actual mother is critical of your transgender status, or if you feel she's trying to "vanish" your masculine nature.
In order to escape, you have to traverse a tunnel, which you say causes you a "deep fear" you've never felt before. This tunnel represents the act of physically transitioning. It must be a very scary process . . . anyone would be afraid of what will be at the end of that process.
The cavern you enter represents the illumination you predict feeling at the end of the transitioning process. The spirit that awaits you is your own, male, spirit. Because you are sixteen, you're close, but not there yet. The longing you feel for that spirit is the longing you feel towards completing the transitioning process, and becoming a man, in the broad daylight.
The flashbacks are your reflections of how you think you will view your "old" life, after transitioning. You feel you will view your life as a female as a desolate, and destroyed, but still having memories that are valuable, or "nostalgic".
When you return to the cave, you're feeling scared because transitioning is a big deal and scary, but it is so attractive to you that you don't want to leave, despite the anxiety you feel.
I think this dream is about growing up.
What do you think?
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