I had a dream last night that upset me so much that I woke up this morning trembling.

In real life, I have recently got back with my ex which I'm thrilled about but he recently got out of a long-term relationship with a girl he loved very much. They were together for just over 2 years and he even planned to marry her. But it didn't work out. He's even said that he can now see it was for the best that they broke up.

I've constantly asked him if he really does want to be back with me and he said that he wouldn't be with me if he didn't. We get on so well, it's like old times. It's easy, comfortable, fun, it's going really well right now. But he did say that it's going to take a very very long time before he can fall for me again because of his long-term relationship that fell apart. I know he loved her and I know it's going to take time to get over her. I wouldn't ask him to let her go, that's not fair. But I have to admit I find that I compare myself to her and when he drops her name in here and there, it does make me uncomfortable. Of course it would though. But I'm just scared he'll never let her go and my dream last night scared me.

He hardly speaks to her anymore and even though he's still getting over her, he's not best pleased with her (or so he says).

Anyway, last night I dreamed that I was in his flat with him and we were hanging out just like we usually do. But then his ex called him saying she's got a new tattoo and she wanted him to see it. He was ecstatic at the thought of seeing her so he said he'll have to take me home and see his ex. I was a little upset but I felt I couldn't really tell him what to do. So we walked outside and she pulled up in a beautiful red sports car and she was absolutely gorgeous. I've never seen her in real life (I've only ever seen one picture of her) but in my dream, she looked like a movie star. Really intimidating beauty. And as soon as she arrived, he totally forgot I existed, jumped in her car & they drove away. He didn't give me a second glance.
My sister then appeared next to me & said "wow, she's gorgeous!" which obviously made me feel worse!

That's when I woke up to my boyfriend who was lying next to me and he wrapped his arms around me. It was comforting to feel him around me as soon as I woke up, but this dream really did scare me. Is it just my fear or does it actually mean something?

xxx