Quick background: my boyfriend and I have been dating for 2 1/2 years (3 years in September). We have a great relationship and want to move in with each other, but due to finances I cannot. Last night, I had a dream that I cheated on him with on of his current roommates. The bizarre thing is that the roommate that I had sex with in the dream, irritates the hell out of me and I have never been attracted to him.
In the dream, the roommate pursued me and I even acknowledged that it would be wrong to cheat on my boyfriend. However, his roommate convinced me that no one would find out. After performing my act of cheating in my dream, I don't remember if I was very worried about it. In fact, I think I was worried that he would find out, but not at what I had done. Also, there was a random girl in the apartment that found a condom wrapper and asked if my boyfriend and I had left it lying around. In the dream I said no, and lied directly to my boyfriend. I woke up right about the time that my boyfriend was finding out what I had done. This is completely not me in real life in anyway, I am very against cheating.
The dream felt so real and when I woke up I felt as though I really had cheated on my boyfriend. I felt horrible all morning, just relieving how I had acted in the dream. What concerns me is that I DO NOT believe in cheating. I would rather break up with someone, rather than cheat on them. So this dream really took me off guard. I also don't understand why I am dreaming about cheating, when I am perfectly happy in my current relationship and even want to move in with him and move to another state with him in 2 years! I am fully committed, which make this dream very hard to understand. Also, the roommate is someone that I don't even like, or hang out with; we see each other in passing.
Any suggestions of what this dream could me would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
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