Hello All,
My name is Leah and I am new here, so glad I found this community, a perfect place for me to be I need help figuring out a dream, now this dream I had a while ago but it is causing my Love great discomfort, which I do not wish for him to feel...while I myself figure it was just a dream and can deal with it on that level, he seems to think there is something more that he should be worried about, even though I feel completely opposite. But I would like to hear your opinions on this and I think it will help me understand it more fully and help him to let go of the confusion.
Now I had this dream one night that I had drank a bit much with some friends and was quite intoxicated when I went to bed, I don't even truly remember the details of the dream, but what my Love said I said and the actions I was doing. But here are the details...It involved a friend of mine who was dating this way older guy, he was like her 'sugar daddy' he gave her money and bought her stuff....now this man I can not stand, I do not find him attractive on any level and I personally think there was something wrong with him mentally, he seemed to be slightly mentally retarded, seriously he could barely finish his own sentences, but had barely enough mental compasity to run a small vending machine business, he is a very annoying and aggravating individual who I personally cringe when I see. Well my Love tells me that during my sleep I started moving around and when he asked me what was going on he said I told him I was with my friend and this man and we were all having sex, he said I said I was doing it for money and that I was complaining about the way he was having sex with me. He said that I was so into the dream that my body was doing the motions and actions....now I can see how this would be bothering my Love and it doesn't make any sense why I would have this dream....I am not the type who would ever have sex for money or even in my perspective, lower myself to have relations with some one who I find so aggravating.
I feel that I am a very spiritual person and I am on a path of self enlightenment, getting rid of this baggage will be most helpful in my journey. I understand my Loves discomfort because I am a very sexual person, even though I remain true to him, he is afraid that this dream is a sign that I am not faithful, even though I reassure him otherwise, I want to help him come to an understanding so he too can drop this extra baggage.
I know this is very personal, but I feel I can share this here without any demeaning responses, because I truly do need some outside help on this issue...
Thank you for taking the time to read this and I look forward to your response.
In Light and Love,
Leah
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