Thread: Tessa's Dream Journal

I haven't had time to write my dream down all day, but I can still remember a lot. My dreams are getting to be really realistic again...

Okay, first thing I remember is I think hitch hiking to England... though I don't know how I'd cross the ocean when I got to the border.....

Now I remember going to the store down the road. It looked a lot more modern, and the road I lived on was dark, and swamp like. But changed to green and cheery when you got to my house. Anyhoo, at this store I'm not sure what I did there, I only remember looking out the window before leaving, and seeing a big mushroom cloud over where Austin is. I heard a train like noise, and then saw the bottom of the cloud sweeping up and just as it hits, I think I wake up.

Next dream:

I remember mum finding out about me being gay, and she and I had a long painful debate... Resulting in my leaving.

Skip:

Now I'm on a ranch, and this (cute) deaf boy falls in love with me. I - being and awkward dork - didn't know what to think about it. So I just sat around confused, and was nice to him.... But I didn't really want to be with him, even though he was like a dream date or what ever....

Okay, I had some dream where some one kept posting dirty fanfic on my forum, so I banned him for a week. I can't remember anything else.

I did remember pretty well, but I was stupid and started reading, and so I forgot most of it. I do remember being in outer space orbiting 'round the earth trying to catch up with a satellite.

My morning as been some what traumatic from the moment I got up.
I can't remember but the nightmare anyway, and I'm not writing that down.

Okay, this is getting to be a pain. I can't remember last nights dream anymore, I did this morning, but no longer can. And yesterday I was woken up to the sound of dad telling me we were leaving in 15 mins..... all at 4am.

So right now it's really hard to remember anything, I'll update if I remember... I may have to stop writing them down for a while if my dad keeps this up....

Right, I remember dad taking me to a movie, and it was at this scene where a half robot half man was attacking a girl, and then suddenly I'm at the crime scene where she got shot. I remember talking to one of the policemen there, and swapping out change for a candy machine with him. Then my dream skipped, and I was in a hallway, and I heard this noise, and it was that same guy with the robotic arms, and he was running after me and some one else.

I know we got away, but I don't really remember a whole lot more....

Okay first dream was me talking to Shanice on the phone... or she was in my room.. I dunno... I'm pretty sure it was on the phone. Anyhoo, we weer just chatting, and at one point she was talking about how she didn't get much sleep last night - she told me she couldn't sleep. And I was surprised be cause (with a false memory) I told her that I couldn't sleep last night either. I was concerned about her, but at the same time, I liked the fact that we had another thing in.. er.. common... though it was just a restless night. I get excited of some little things in real life, but I don't think I'd get excited over that. lol

Skip:

Now I'm taken to my home in the Tardis by the Doctor. We land there at about 7 or 8pm. And right away I ask him to go forward a few hours... I don't think mum was home. But now he told me it was 3am! lol So I thought mum was asleep.... 'till I heard one of our dogs whimpering. I walked out around on of the sheds in the back, and came up behind mum, and one of our dogs whimpering on the ground. A huge foot print got my eye, and I leaned down to get a better look at it. It was like a really big foot print, with long claws coming out of every toe, and on shorter, thicker one coming out of the heal. I think "yeti" - or some one whispers it - I dunno. I walk out to the bigger shed just a few feet away, but hear something in the woods next to us.

I look over, and catch a glimpse of the big beast. Mom said something like "So that's what's been making that noise." And I wake up scared... but as soon as I realized I wasn't really scared, and that it was just a dream, I was okay and thought it was cool. lol Kinda mad at my self for waking up.

Now, after I fall back asleep, I'm walking into an English shop, in some city. I'm with two people... I think it's an older couple.. or maybe they just work together. Anyway, we walk into the back of the room, they see a man, open up the case they've been lugging around, fix a silencer to a hand gun, then kill the poor chap. And then a police officer comes, and gets finger prints and so on, and leaves again. Anyhoo, the whole time I'm there, I think I'm still in America... and I do my best to fake an English accent... But when everyone else starts talking, I soon shut up....

I remember walking out at one point, and seeing one of my fave actresses from ER on the walk. The woman with a strong English accent. I casually walk over and ask her how she's doing... her reply is something like "could be better" and she walks off. She was nice, but you could tell she was having a bad day..

Now I'm back in the shop, and I think I walk by a monitor for a camera, and see Shanice sitting at a table with several kids slightly younger than her self.
They're working on some thing... not sure what it was... but I just sat and watched for a little while... then said hello with a mic by the monitor.... she didn't seem very shocked. lol

Skip:

Now I wake up... and fall back asleep and into another dream... something kind of like TR I think... but I'm avoiding hitting the ground, jumping from car to car. I realize that I'm dreaming, but lose the dream and get stuck staring at a white wall of sorts, refusing to let go of the dream, but I gave up telling my self to just wake up... I only had to open my eyes.... I think I was already awake from the moment it lost the dream....

I had another dream, but it's a bit hard for even me to understand, and explain.

One last dream which I can't remember it's placement:
I was climbing a tree, and I had my iPod on.. I climbed over to a lower branch and just hung out up there - relaxing. But I was quickly scared by my dad coming up and grabbing me as a prank. Great, I'm not even safe from his jokes in my dreams lol

That's it for now. lol *yawns*

First dream I remember, I was at a job site, and Shanice came over... I think some one was with her, but I'm not sure. I remember playing around with her while I worked. At one point I was coming back down a ladder... so I showed off and slid down it and grinned when I reached the bottom... She went and did the exact same thing. I heard some one start laughing, and I looked up, and dad was laughing so hard he almost fell off.

Dream skips:

I think this is where this part is supposed to go.... I remember mum running outside thinking she heard the dogs squealing/crying...

Skip:

I remember mom walking in and she was holding a cat, and smiling. I walked up to her... and it was Amber! Mom said something like "Shanice sent him to you, she needs you to take care of him for a while." And so, through the whole dream I was way too over protective of the cat, and wouldn't let him out of my sight. I also remember my dog being mad at me for giving Amber more attention than her.... lol!


I know I had some dream to do with Doctor Who... but I can't remember it right now. Maybe I will later....

First I remember Shanice being.. not mad... but some what upset by the way one of my friends acted around me. I'm not sure what it was.... but she seemed a bit irritated at the fact that this girl liked me.... I can't really remember a whole lot.... The girl irritated me as well though...

Anyhoo, now (thanks to my brother) I dream that I'm on one of the two player maps in Call of Duty 5. But there's like a nice fountain in the middle, and not a little red bridge. I'm running away from some girl chasing me, I think it's the same one Shanice didn't like.... Dunno... anyway, after escaping, I wind up at a t.A.T.u. music video shoot... Looked a bit like the "Show me Love" one. I remember Yulia's voice giving out when she was singing...

Now I'm in this huge home.... like croft manner or something... Anyway, I'm walking up these stares, and there are doors in the walls to my right. and there angled to the side. I think the stares start to fall from under me, and I grab the handle of one door and it opens on me... so I get into the messed up closet, and don't really remember anymore... something about diving off a cliff afterward... but it's hard to remember....


Now I remember being at our Church... and a really mean man - Randy - was back... I remember some one spilling something on the sink in the Kitchen, so I started to clean it up. Randy offered to help, and nicely told him no, but he did anyway. Before I know it, he's talking to some one, and he has his arm around me, to where I can't move. By that time I was freaking out on the inside, but till calm on the outside. I remember trying to plan my escape, I thought of kicking him, and a lot of things.... but I waited a little while longer... for him to loosen his grip... and I ran away...

Okay, I think I start out in an operating room and I think The Doctor... as in Doctor who is in the room. I think at one point he was talking to this lady... She said something to him like "I will remember nothing, you will have to teach me all over again." We never really operated on anyone, or anything - though we almost did.

Skip:

Now I remember seeing the inside of the Tardis, and the lady had come back. And as she said before, she remembered nothing... And the Doctor started telling her things... I think... I don't remember what was said, or what he did... I just know he was teaching her things...


I know I'm forgetting a big chunk of this dream... I just randomly forgot it... grr...

I remember this submarine like space ship of sorts. It was wide and more flat than one though. But I only remember seeing something like that...

Now I'm in like this living room, and it has really nice sofas, and flat screens and gaming systems... lol And all of the guys (My dad, brother, and one other man) were hanging out playing games. Then I remember them dragging me into playing with them. lol

Skip:

Now I'm outside of my house... I think.. and there is a line outside of my house.. lots of people, and I'm on the deck in line... and this one guy is being a jerk, and pushes me out of the line... after he insults me a few times, I call him a jacka**... (I'm amazed at how realistic this was...) So now everyone forms a circle around us, and he starts to try and kick me, so I grab his foot, and spin him around back into the crowd. He runs back at me, I doge, and throw a punch and hit his stomach... now I can't really remember anymore... I woke up...

After I dozed off a few mins later, I remember being in the car with dad, and Dangerous & Moving came on the radio, and he turned it off, I got mad, and woke up... lol

That's it for today....

Part of my dream came back to me, so I thought I'd write it down before I forget again.

I remember it being night time, and I was talking to Shanice and Beth on MSN. (In separate windows) And there was a light coming out of a hole in the key bored. I was under the impression that when I covered the light with my hand, it made the light on the other persons keyboard disappear.

That's about all I can remember....

First I remember being in a big building - like a mall. I remember being with a lady, and her son. I'm guessing he was about the same age as me. I remember her telling us to go one way, and she said she would go another, and we would all meet at one point. Anyway, the guy with me starts running out to the front door, and tells me to fallow him. So we run out of the mall, and make our way to a construction site where this guy comes out, and he has this machine strapped to him, with hug pincher coming out of the part that's over his belly. Like to curved blades snapping open and shut. There's a big red trailer behind him which is enclosed, and he grabs the boy I'm with, and chops him in half, and puts him inside that trailer. Then he comes after me, I remember getting on top of the trailer, and keeping out of his reach, but I don't remember getting away from him.

Skip:

Now I make my way into this huge warehouse that has it's windows busted, broken, or too dirty to see through. I remember my dad being there, and some sort of fight happened, or something, but I can barely remember this part. All I know is that one wall in that building collapsed, and we escaped down a hill from it - we jump of the edge, and rolled down the hill.

Skip:

Now I'm on our road, and my brother is with me. We're right in between my grandmothers house, and our house. I'm not sure what we're doing there, but I remember my brother putting his ear to the road, and listening for vibrations, or something... I'm not sure. I got worried and told him to get off the road, that it wasn't safe.

Skip:

Now were in a room, my brother, Doctor. Who, and a few others... not sure who they are... I think maybe the guy who got cut in half earlier. (How'd he come back to life? ) Anyway, this room is old fashion, log cabin like. But not really logs, just made out of straight cedar boards. The Doctor opens a door, and we walk into a lovely hallway, with tall white pillers, and a black and white tiled floor. There's some sort of monster, or machine here, I can't remember very well All I know is that it shot a lazier beam and killed my brother. Now I remember being tossed into a room with a lot of Daleks, we were all in the room, and the Daleks were getting back upright, about to kill us, and I hear this noise.... This pounding, machine like noise.... And then I see a shadow, and this little robot like girl comes in, and throws another Dalek into the ones behind us, and like saves us all.

Skip:

Now I'm in a little shop with my mum, and I'm trying to ignore any emotion, afraid I may cry. I was looking at these ear buds that never needed to have there batteries replaced. (Sense when do they need batteries?) And mum was checking out. After we started to leave, I looked her in the eye, and told her my brother was dead. she started crying, and I forget everything else after that.... The end.

Okay.... Hard to remember now... hehe


Starts off with I and mom walking home in the dark, from my grandmother's house, and this guy is speeding down the road in his car, and he tries to run us over.

Skip:

Now dad and I are at the gate of our house, and they guy who almost ran us over. Did just stood there, and let him walk right through the gate. The man told us to leave it open, but our dogs were out, so I closed it. He went into our home, and I heard mom scream like she had just been hit or something. And the man walked up to our fireplace, and started taking stuff of the mantel, and shoving it in a bag. I yelled at him and told him to stop, but he just kept going, and dad did nothing to stop him. Now he's walking back out of the house, and he yells for the gate to be opened, and I remember him trying to hurt my dog Kristi. So I jump on top of the man, and hit him - hating my self the whole time for being so violent. But after a few mins of that, I saw Kristi run for the road, and ran out to her in the nick of time to save her from getting run over. I also found out that the guy who came into our home, lived next door to us.

Skip:

Now I'm in some English home. My dad's side of the family is there, and some of my mum's. And I think Shanice was there somewhere....The house looked kinda like some haunted house. I remember some people singing about how grand it was to be English, which was kind of irritating me. I walked into the back hallway, and opened a door to a guest bedroom, there was some odd eye piece on the door, that almost pricked my finger with a needle... So I walk outside, and stumble upon a bag near the house. It's full of guns. Suddenly I (false memory) remember everything, and a story falls into place. (Like one guy is a bad guy or something, I really can't figure out what that false memory was for sure.)

Anyhoo, there's a hand gun, and a really long rifle, so long that it's taller than me if you stand it up. I run around to the back of the house, and there's a man with a gun there, and he's aiming at me, so I shot him with the hand gun. It knocks him down, but he gets back up and I realize that it's just a really powerful BB gun. So I back up a good ways, and take him out with the rifle. There are trees out here, and I still see the house, but it looks like I and the house are in a huge aircraft hanger. I remember having to fight for a little while, then I wake up.... After I fall asleep again, I dream that I'm like spiderman, and I'm in the same place, and I'm swinging from the rafters trying to stay away from these robot spidermen, that have like target locks that of a jet. Long story short one finally gets me, and I wake up...

I remember being on MSN, and Shanice, Beth, and Elodie were on. But they all appeared away. And suddenly I see them all sitting at a table laughing and talking... And I'm just kind of watching from afar... almost like a ghost or something.

Skip:

I remember dad reading all of my MSN conversations. And finding out about everything and anything about me...

I didn't sleep very well, I had too much on my mind last night I suppose. I woke up several times during the night...

Yesterdays dream had something to do with Tomb Raider, it was like I was in the caves level of TR:1.

I remember being in a school, and it was dark, some one was with me, but I'm not sure who she was. I remember there being these noises in the hallways, and running around the school, trying to keep what ever was trying to get in, out. I also remember thinking "I'm tired of this dream, time to wake up." But I wasn't lucid.

I wake up, do an RC, and I'm awake... so I fall back asleep, and now I'm on a highway with my mum and brother, there weather all around us is insane, there are twisters starting to form, and I frantically look around for the closest formations. After I think I've spotted them all, I get sidetracked for a min answering my brothers questions, after I look up again, this huge twister is headed our way. I grab my mum and brothers hand, and drag them to a drain pipe under a drive way, and shove them under, then jump in my self.

Skip:

I watched ER last night... and the main plot in the episodes I watched was about a cereal rapist that kept raping old women. I wasn't too frightened in this dream, so I wont mark it as a nightmare... I think I'm just used to it now....

I'm in an old country Cabin, with guns mounted on the wall... and poor little dear heads. I'm with, Shanice... I think... I dunno... I remember hearing that there was a man on the loose in our area, and I saw from his point of view for a min, in the woods, he was watching us, he was watching her. I do something like send her away in a car, and tell her not to come back 'till I say she can.

I walk back into the house, and suddenly remember some old lady friend of mine is in hammock outside, and I run over to the window, and see her laying on the ground, and a man over her, about to kick her. He sees me, and runs after after me. I grab a shot gun from off the wall, and pull both hammers down, and get ready to fire. I pull the first trigger, and it doesn't even stun him, I pull the second, and it doesn't do anything. So I grab another gun off the wall, and run out of the house, and into the woods.

In this forest, there's a lot of old junk, and old buildings coming apart. I basically remember climbing over all of these buildings, with him trying to catch me the whole time. I remember one part where we're on top of an over hang on a roof, and I shoot him again, and it still doesn't hurt him, not much anyway. I also remember stumbling upon some old weapons and they worked. One was like a laser beam, so I climbed up in it, and tried to shoot him with it, failing... Finally I run back to the house, and wind up grabbing one more gun, and shoot him over and over, 'till I run out of ammo, he drops to the ground, and I remember nothing after that....

Night before last was mostly nightmares... but I do remember talking to an aunt I don't like about dreams. And how things in my dreams happened in real life. (Why didn't I go lucid... *Hits head*)


Last night's dream is really hard to remember.... I know I was talking to Shanice on MSN, but I really only remember her saying she had to go and that she loved me. That's all I remember....

Wait, I remember being in the Church. And I remember being launched off in a rocket. It's all hard to remember, I can only remember fragments. Maybe it will all come back to me later....

Sorry I haven't written my dreams down lately...


Can't remember this one very well, but here it goes:

I remember being up on this tower, and it was made out of stone mostly. And I was mom and another guy, and they asked if I was too scared up here, and I said no, I wanna go higher. So I go over a little rope bridge to a higher tower.
But it was spinning around and made me dizzy. After I got back to the bridge, I looked below and people were spinning a platform of sorts around, which spun the tower around.

Skip:

Now I'm in a hallway, and all of the doors are open to the apartment rooms there. I'm looking for someone, I think Shanice, I'm not sure... some girl. There's a lady in the hall saying that I should be quiet, and listen for the fire. I tried to tell her it's almost impossible to hear, but she just got mad at me.

Skip:

Now I'm in like the lobby of this apartment complex, and there are hospital beds all around, and a slight orange glow from burning embers left from the fire. I remember Dr. Benton being there. (From ER) He was mad because he couldn't have a bed next to hid son, so he did something to hurt himself, so they'd move him near his son.

Skip:

Now I'm on the roof of the apartment, looking down on some girls father, talking to him. I forget what I asked him, but his reply was "No, I want her to be normal. No."

That's all I can really remember, I do know I was in a dream where I was running away from something with Shanice, but I forgot almost all of it after I got up....

*Is freaked* I am so freaked out right now.


First I'm in a parking lot, and my (evil) grandfather was in a truck next to the one I was in. And he gets out, hands me two Journals, one red, one blue, and they're titled "Dress Journal." (WTF?) Asks me how fat I am, and tells me to suck it in and go put a dress on, and hands me a box.

Skip:

Now I'm in a church, and I keep sitting in the wrong seat, and people keep moving me around, so many strangers, I was a bit nerves, and I then realized I hadn't shaved in forever. So then I was just a crazy person running around trying to find a seat, and getting glared at for being in the wrong place by a lot of my rude family members.

Skip:

Now I'm in some sort of wooden ship, and I think it may be the Tardis, and I'm on the phone with someone, teasing them and daring them to come get the ship.

Skip:

Now mum's trying to rescue a lot of people who are trapped in a big fenced in area. She keeps calling some sort of officials, trying to order there release....

Skip:

And now I beat my brother in a small race out to the back of our property...

Skip (again):

Now I'm in a room with Shanice, and a friend of her's. Her friend is very.. typical, and has a valley girl accent of sorts. And Shanice was talking about how they were supposed to be somewhere else right now, and that her mum wasn't supposed to know she was here. Later after she was gone, I was back in my house, and I got a call. I heard her friend tell her mum everything, and for her mum not to worry. So I called Shanice and left a message telling her, her mum knew, and not to downplay anything.... Now I'm waiting for her to call back, and then the phone started ringing, and I answered it, and as soon as I did my mum comes in my room, wakes me up and says I have a phone call from England. And it's Shanice - for real!

Sorry for skipping so much, but it's hard to remember, and I was in a hurry... hehe.

First off I remember some dream that had to do with hospitals, and taking photos underwater at a beach. And one where I and Shanice were in some kind of competition. But that's it... Can't remember what happened...

Okay, I'm in my house, and Edward Cullen is with me, aaand I'm a vampire! (Also should say we're married. *Epic face-palm* I think I may be Bella, but doubt it) I'm not a very strong or very fast vamp though. There was this thing in the book case, it was like a face, and it blew fire out in a long straight line. I forget how I was told to shut it off, but I did, and it vanished. I asked dad who was in the kitchen if he saw it anywhere, he said it was outside on the wheelbarrow.

Edward went out to mess with it again, and I went out near our trampoline, where Brandi was. I walk out to where she's standing, and she looking it the ground. When I look down, I see a bunch of little kitten heads poking out of the soft dirt. They all start moving, and wake up and want to be held. I pick up this amazing white fuzzy kitty with purple stripes. Brandi picks up a black and white one, and we stand there petting and hugging the cute little things. lol Then I wanna run around, and try out my new supper speed, so I put the kitty down and take off towards the back of our land. I get frustrated because I can't run as fast as the others, and it's almost like ya would be in a nightmare and not be able to run fast enough to get away.

By this point I want to say I was parcialy lucid, but I guess I wasn't, but it was very real. Anyhoo, I took off and started flying, and came back around and landed in the same spot I left from. By this time some lady came up to, and asked me to fallow her. So she took me out by my dad's shed, and she took me back in time some how, I forget what happened and how she did it, but I do remember coming back. Now I'm out by the kitties again, and I'm holding the same one as before. I hug it, and close my eyes, and then remember that Eward can read my mind. So I thought to my self, "If you can read my mind, I want you to be standing next to me when I open my eyes." And sure enough, he was standing right next to me when I opened them. lol I looked at him and he picked me up and carried me off inside...

Skip:

Now I and Edward walk into the kitchen where my mum was cooking, and Carlisle was in my mum and dads bathroom. A few mins later we see water slowly flow out from under my mum and dad's bedroom door. I run into the living room and turn on the light, and then the whole floor in there is wet.

Skip:

Now I'm flying into a tunnel, and there's a bunch of men at the end of it. So I stay to the fa right and come up besides some metal rails where they can't see me... 'till I poked my head up. They start running towards me, and I have a flat metal disk, and some sort of scope I try throwing the disk at them, but it flies off. I pull the scope out, and turn it on and flash it at 'em all, there eyes go from blue to red, and the freeze in there tracks. Then I step around and get closer, but one guy smiles and then they all run after me. I take off and fly out of the tunnel, with this big razor sharp disk chasing me. I manage to catch the disk, and bend it 'till it's a big ball of metal scrap. Anyhoo, I fly around the city for a while and try to flying in lots of different ways. Flipping around, flying backwards, it's like in each dream I have I get better and better at flying.But yet again I go to fast and had one hell of a time regaining control. At one point I landed on a tower, and realized I was dreaming, but stupidly closed my eyes, and then tried to focus on opening them, but opened my real eyes instead, so I closed them, and tried to get back in the dream, but just kinda went into a dreamless sleep.

Hard to remember which part goes where, just gonna start writing:

Okay, I remember hanging off the edge of a water fall, and there's a bomb on the end of a rope counting down right next to me. It was almost about to go off, and I managed to get it off the rope 4 seconds before it went of, and it blew up half way down the waterfall. Now I cute my self loos from the rope, and swung out as far as I could, and landed in the huge lake below where Brandi was in a boat. (I can already tell you what I see in that dream: I have one hell of a time ever getting to talk to her, much less see her. She's always so busy.....) Now I'm at an arcade kinda place, and I sit down and but my hand in these padded jell like gloves.

Now I'm kinda in the game, I'm Spiderman... Spider woman. XD (I play Spiderman 2 on the PS2 a lot. It makes me feel like I really can fly... hehe) First there's sorta of a cut scene, of a few people up on what I think is the Empire State Building. There wondering what there going to do, and trying to find a way to hide or get out, and this big machine like robot man comes out, with red eyes. (Like from Terminator Salvation: Clicky) And my heart skips a beat, and he throws the people that were running around over the side. I hear someone say something like "Spiderman ain't comin' now." I shoot webs at both side of the building and shoot my self up. I see the robot, and shoot him with the web and pull him out and let him fall to the ground below.

Skip:

Now I'm in some room, and I walk up to a metal piece, much bigger than my self, and it moves. It's a huge version of the robot I just killed and it's coming alive! Now that last bit was almost like a cut scene, and my dream now goes to the game play. He's not as big as he was in the cut scene, but he was still big. (Just like in most video games lol) He has a sword in both hands, one he's holding properly and the other he's holding by the blade. He takes a swing at me an I doge it, I run up to him, jump up and grab the sword he was holding the right way. Then I swing and knock off the other sword, and my dream ends....

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I remember something about my dad trying to force me to eat meat, but I wouldn't do it. (Very random. lol)

Last night I dreamed that I was in my mum's car and it started taking off while I was in the back seat. It was going in a straight line, and wasn't hitting any cars, and before I knew it I was on a huge highway/Motorway. But now it's about to hit a car in front, so I jump up and take control...

Skip:

Now I'm pulling up to these guys broken down in the middle of the road...

Skip:

Now I'm in a barn with the same two men, and there are cops pulling up outside. I jump around and try to run past the door where they can see me, but they start shooting at me! I hide and wait for them to figure that out.

Skip:

After it's all over, I'm in the same area that the barn was in, but this time it's more of a heavily wooded forest in some places. And I'm in a small open patch, and it's cloudy... I think the barn was near by, I'm not sure. And I know mom was around some where. I keep trying to remember the actual part I was with Shanice, but I can't really remember anything but fragments... I know she was there...

Skip:

Now I'm back at home, and I hear mum talking to dad in there room, and I go and listen to what they're saying. I come in on the part where mum says "yeah, she was a beautiful young girl." and I assumed right then they were talking about Shanice, and grinned to my self at the word 'beautiful'. And then I remember mum talking about the way I looked at her, and things like that. I know they were talking about the both of us, and they were using serious voices... I don't remember anymore...

Most of my dreams are hard to remember, I've been busy and haven't been able to write anything down, plus my mind is so busy I can't get to sleep 'till late at night.

Wednesday night/Thursday morning:
It was about 2am before I fell asleep, and seeing how it was 8am in England the thought of calling Shanice crossed my mind. Anyhoo, after I fell asleep I odly had a dream about that. I dreamed I had a long phone conversation with her at 2am. lol I remember trying to think of one time or one place about a year back, (Right before I fell asleep) and hoping that maybe I'd dream about it... it never worked.

Thursday Night/Friday morning:
I dreamed I was at our pastors and his wife's home, and we were there to do a job. But his wife invited us inside, and they had a lot of Tomb Raider stuff on there walls! (I went to there home to work the next day for real. lol Though I knew that before I went to sleep.)

I also had a dream where this little planet entered the earth's atmosphere because there planet's atmosphere was failing, and they were dying. I remember being in a small park and dying by turning into dust. Then I remember being in the same exact time and place, but Doctor Who/David Tennant comes in with the Tardis and saves me and another person.

Last night:

I remembered everything so perfectly this morning... but now I forgot almost everything.

I remember my mom being mad at me for thing's I didn't do, over and over again. And then we walked into our kitchen and some friends of mine were at the table, but I don't know who they were. Anyway, I finally told mom I wouldn't do something, (like some punishment or something) because I did nothing wrong. And then she yelled at me and I walked off yelling just as loud and into my room. I remember being so embarrassed because my friends saw, and breaking down in my room and crying.

Now I'm being outside, in our back yard. But there was this play scape of sorts back there, with lots of rope bridges and little wooden ones all around. I was trying to find my way through it and bumped into my mum. We were near our neighbors home, and he was glaring at us through the window. I was scared and hid where he couldn't see me, and told my mum to hide because he was one of the sexual predators in our town. (Which is true... :\)

I remember nothing else...

Okay, I remember being close to the Texas state capital, very close to where the museum should be. I was walking on the side walk with my mom, and it was cloudy and it had snowed! There was a few inches of snow all over the ground. And I wanted to get a picture so I pulled out my camera. And as I was getting it ready, I saw pictures of I and mom that look like they were taken from across the street, in a building or something. I'm starting to wonder if that was my mom or not. Meh.. And way, I found this tire track in the snow, and put my camera in it facing the state capital, and it made for a very lovely picy. XD

Skip:

Now I'm at my grandmothers home, and everyone is there - like it were Christmas. I forget what all happened, but I felt more unwelcome there than usual.

Skip:

Now I'm at a recreation of the laser tag arena I go to in Austin. I think Shanice was there, but I can't be sure. Anyway, I was mad at one guy there who didn't even teach my friends how to play, and he was being a huge jerk to me.

Skip:

I remember taking the blame for doing something, so Shanice wouldn't get her drivers license suspended. But I can't remember that part well.

Skip:

Now I'm outside of my house on the deck, and Shanice is sitting in one fo the chairs, and her friend Lauren is in one next to her. I remember seeing Shanice's face perfectly - I mean, most of the time I never see anyone's face. But I saw every detail in hers. I was getting in one of the chairs, and it was one with wheels on the bottom like an office chair. And I was rolling a long by putting both feet out and then pulling my self forward. Well... one time I my chair got stuck, and I didn't know it. So when I pulled forward, I came out of the chair and landed close to the bottom of Shanice's. I looked up dizzy to see her laughing at me. That's when her face was clearest, and I just grinned because she was cute when she laughed...

I woke up after that...

Okay, I can't remember my first dream anymore, I was stupid and played a game before even thinking about writing anything down. I keep having flash backs, I'm not sure what they are. I was in some sorta of study. Maybe it will come back to me.

But anyway I can remember the second one:

I was on a river with my mom, and my brother. We were in some kind of canoe or kayak, and I remember us jumping up onto a rocky point above the waterfall, before we went over. I don't know how we got stuck up there, but there was this huge oak tree a few feet out and about 5 feet down. And it led to the shore which was safe. So I climbed out to the edge of the rock and got as close as I could to the tree limb below. In real life I wouldn't have jumped if it wasn't life or death, but I was brave enough to in the dream. (So either dreams make me stupid, or I knew I was dreaming to some extent.)

Anyway, I jumped and didn't even get close to the limb. Instead, I fell what seemed to be 100 feet more than if I fell over the edge of the waterfall it's self. I hit the water with my feet pointing straight down like an arrow, and glided into the lake below. I hit the bottom of the lake which seemed to be about 200 feet down. It was so real under water, I saw some sort f fish burrowing under the sand, and HUGE fish swimming around at the bottom. I saw the bottoms of the fishing boats above, and the sun beams coming down through the water. I hated being in the water with the bigger fish, and had to tell my self to calm down and closed my eyes. I started swimming with my eyes closed and forgot which way was up, but I had a hard time opening my eyes. When I did, I was in my room and I realized I had slept in.

Dream end.