Originally Posted by
Vesterguard
Okies so,
First post on the forums, first structured WILD attempt, instinctively tried this method (have never tried OOBEs or AP before, help would be appreciated =P)
Focused on my breathing, there was a shift in awareness and I felt numb. I couldn't comprehend lying on my stomach and floating above though. My head was kept stuck firmly to the pillow. I kept grasping for the rope willing myself to trust it was there. After a little I felt my body lapse and I was back to just lying in my bed. Not quite sure if it was possible to attain a second SP, I continued focusing on my breathing and looking out for hallucinations and waited/trusted for the state to kick in again.. off course at this time I was a bit more excited and had a great sense of awareness due to elevated excitement. The second time around I tried specifically to listen out for audio hallucinations (which I am not good at) I eventually heard a voice.. just once.. calling ”Just run it” so I started to run making sure I felt out for my legs running and my arms swinging towards a light portal, cannot define how close or far away it was, not caring if I would reach it or not, I just kept repeating to myself that "it is just there" (wherever that may be). At one point I noticed the shift in awareness from the first experience, so I leaped and grabbed the rope. This time I shouted to myself ”Pull yourself free goddamnit” I didn't care this time what was up and down and the verbal commanding seemed to make a difference, as all of a sudden I feel my legs starting to lift from the bed slowly and steadily. This time i start feeling my head and chest let go and I am firmly with ”the climbing me”. I notice my head is starting to float as well. Again it slowly keeps rising until I hit a crucial mental barrier ”Maybe I am just lifting myself off the bed and actually doing it IRL” I open my eyes and find myself 15-20 centimetres (measured at the head) above the bed, however I notice a quick shift in the colour of my bedsheets before I realise that the pulling sensation is gone and I have to support my body with my arms. I get extremely excited and decide to go on the forums and slap on my first post.
Now here is the million dollar question, am I on the right track or doing something wrong? (well considering that I am trying to WILD, I might be trying something completely off)
On a side note I feel almost euphoric and have a very uplifted feeling running through my entire body.
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