Thread: Alex's Dream Journal

havent had a dream in a while... that i can recall. here are two more (or 4 more if you count the set as 3) dreams from today when trying to WILD.

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I posted in the general lucid talk early today, and shortly after, i went back to try to fall to asleep again (i was performing a WILD).

after hitting the couch and laying a weird way (but still comfy), i started to relax my body and try to get my mind to focus on something, but not at a great point wehre i would keep myself up. i did this for about 15 minutes, the reason it took so dang long was i got a phone call, dogs where barking, and there were kids playing outside. haha, its ok though.

after eventually falling asleep, i went into a town of sorts, that was nothing unusual, just a town with lots of buildings. (now that i look back on it, it seems as though there were steel buildings, and a paved road, and it seemed that i was kinda closed in). anyway, this is where i was still repeating what i said before i went to sleep "am i dreaming? how bout now? i will dream soon, and i will stay awake through it all". i stated this when i first entered the dream, and after i said "am i dreaming? how bout now?" i realized, hey, this isnt my living room couch, i must be dreaming!!

after i got the feel for dreaming in this strange steel town, i noticed there wher no cars or anything of the sort. first off, i tried finding an old friend in my dream, but as every corner i passed, and i said to myself "aw shes around this corner, she told me so!" i must have had a strange thing in the back of my mind saying "uh, no she isnt" so i never did make her appear. but its ok, atleast i went lucid. but next i felt myself waking up, like i was too much into the dream, and i was pulling myself awake. the reason for this was, i thought to myself "what if i wake up... that would be bad" and instantly i started to prevent it, but my mind got the idea and tried to wake me up. the initial dream was outstanding in detail, but when i was being woke, i noticed that everything went misty and i couldnt tell where i was. then i "woke up".

i put quotations around "woke up" for a reason. when i woke, i got a false wake up. though i was still lucid, it felt very much like the real world. i even got a phone call from my brother saying that he had beat this part of a gameboy game (he had called before too, and said he cant beat this part, but he is close) so i instantly thought it was a real life deal. after i got up, i went back to my pc and i heard a knock on my door. there was my uncle and my new aunt and my ex-aunts parents. but heck, this didnt surprise me, because stupid me was still dreaming. anyway, we talked for a long while, and they left, and i thought to myself, hey why dont i try to become lucid one more time? so i went to bed. remember though, i was lucid this whole time.

next i was sleeping and i woke up to my old elementry school. it was me and my grandmother, but after about 2 seconds of checking out the insane detail of the place, my grandma wasnt there. but i didnt seem to even notice in my dream. i walked around the street, noticed i had passed my truck, went back to my truck, got in, and woke up in real time life.

ugh, so they werent the best lucids out there, i couldnt really make anything appear, or make anything go away, the lucids where strange as i would go into a lucid part of my dream, and then feel like i was just dreaming, but then have total control again. like i was swapping in and out. hopefully tonight i can get a better lucid, where i am more in control, and i can make things happen. nevertheless though, i was able to walk around my self, and i was able to talk. oh that reminds me, when i was in my dream (the steel one) i rememberd on a website reading to call out someones name. in the dream, i tried to talk, but nothing came out. and then i figured that it was just because in the real world, (yes i was thinking this much, kinda cool) i wasnt talking. so then i focused on talking with my voice, and seeing as i was alone in the real world (house to myself) i yelled and voice came out. but i only had to think "am i alone in the real world? ah yes i am! lets yell!".

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The second dream, i was in a amuzment park with many people out there that iw as haning out with. this dream wasnt as exciting, so i will keep it low. i wasnt lucid, and i was just kinda living my dream. but there were these key points:

1. the slides in the park

2. the marbel hitting me in the head

3. the softball

4. the "minun" calling

5. the girl

and thats all im saying about this dream. it wasnt spectacular, so i will leave it at that.