Thread: Aliciaagraceful's FIRST dream journal.

Nice recall! I hope you don't mind me commenting; I just wanted to say it looks good so far and to wish you luck. I totally agree that even if you don't LD, it's interesting to be able to go back and read those odd, odd dreams and giggle about them. I also found out about lucid dreaming from Wikipedia.

Yeah it's been a long time, I have had a few lucid dreams since the first post, but I just hadn't the time to update this, and some times i was so busy that i didn't even try to lucid dream, not even last night did I try but I still had one . it was pretty awesome, but yet again it's only bits and pieces that I remember.

-p.s, since itwasn't planned, by dream journal wasn't next to my bed -_-, so i woke up and hurried to find it but I couldn't, so i grabbed a piece of paper.

people who were in it
-Me obviously
-kieth
-kylil (again)
-my mom and dad
-krystal (even though I don't remember her saying anything)
- antoine

i'm just gonna type what i had written down in bullets.

June 7th, 2009

-me, my mom and my dad were sitting in the El (train) station, it was coming, and we were going to catch it, but then, as it came, it dragged a little girl with it, and i think she died (didn't see any blood though) so my mom was like "oh shit, fuck this" and she sat back down and was like "let's take the next one" wtf?. so we sat down and as we watched that train ride off (i guess no one cared that a little girl just died, and the conductor of the train didn't care or maybe even know), it was riding off really slow, it should go really fast. but then behind it, another train was coming directly behind it full speed and crashed into it. next thing I know, we were sitting on a bench like 3 feet away from the train crash, ( orginally we were sitting like 20 feet away from it) wtf? and i got up and guarded my mom so that the sharp metal wouldn't kill her, after that was done, everything froze. and then i told myself like 3 times "i am lucid dreaming, i know it" then i pinched my knee and didn't feel anything so I knew i was dreaming then. I remembering trying to fly, but couldn't pull it off. so that was the end of that scene. it was like i teleported to a completely different scene.

I watched as the El station turned into what looked like to be a half of a classroom. It was a voting that me and a bunch of kids were doing for a kid to be the star in an acting role for whatever. as we were voting, I heard my friend my from that is always cursing and always seems upset say "alicia, choose any fucking color, choose green, green is a good color!" I have no idea where that came from. perhaps i did, but i probably forgot it.


*just then, out of no where i saw the dream fading and for some reason, I got this weird feeling that I was about to wake up, so idk, some random thing told me to turn around in circles, I did that and the dream went regular again*

-Next thing Everyone in the class was given a big book to choose what Marvel/DC character would be in the movie. The villains and the heroes were divided into two groups. The Horde (the villains) and the Alliance.
(heroes) i was going through and i remember looking over spider man in the book, and I looked at Krystal's face but I don't remember her saying anything to me, then the guy sitting next to me named Antoine just flipped out and was like

"A YO CUZ, THAT'S MY BOOK, BITCH" Inside the big book, was a little book, that he claimed to be his and being called a bitch is pretty hurtful. What I did next was not expected.

*I remember this part the most*

- I picked up a small plastic bag and wrapped it around his head and then started banging his head on the desk as hard and as fast as I could. Kylil ( who was in the first post i made) just started cracking laughing, he laughs at people misfortune, so this was normal. I kept banging the dude's head on the desk over and over, once again, there was no blood, and his blood didn't crack open either. It was like banging a rock on a desk. As I was banging his head, he was saying "bitch, bitch, bitch" lol! But then he died.

when that was done, kylil was still laughing, and a girl who was sitting on the other side of the class was like "alicia, why'd you do that to your brother", things were in slow motion now and I remembered saying slowly, "what...? do what..?" I knew what I was gonna say next was "that's not my brother" but before I could, I could hear from the outside world, my mom saying "Alicia!?, Alicia!?" I knew that the dream was ending as I seen it fading, so I quickly tried to turn in circles again but it didn't work, I woke up.


.."Alicia!?, Alicia!? Do you want some french toast or not!?"

This was my FIRST LD (no kidding) that I had on Sunday/Monday. I was kind of afraid and it was pretty scary too. I also had another LD last night( which I REALLY ENJOYED) I think I might have found my first dream Dream Sign too.

This was my first LD

October 18/19

I didn't write much either, therefore it's shorter than it most likely was.

I woke up. Was in the same dark room that I fell asleep in. Something didn't feel right. My eyes were open and when I tried to walk, I couldn't. So I sort of remembered on this forum when someone said you should close your eyes and imagine them open and you can walk. So I did that, and I could walk. I checked a light behind me and flickered it, but it didn't turn on. Then I looked at my hands and saw they were all wiggly and weird looking. I knew I was dreaming then. I wish I would have tried more, interesting things. But my first priority was to go outside and just walk the neighborhood. I opened my front door and started floating for some reason. I floated all the way up in the air and started flying aimlessly. I didn't know where I was going. My body was all different colors. I found myself in City Hall. Then I flew back home. I was standing in the same spot I was before I went outside. I wanted to wake up then because it was pretty creepy. I knew that the next time I had a LD, I didn't want to be alone. So I screamed, and screamed, but nothing happened. I was still in the same spot. SO quickly something came across me telling me to kill myself to wake up. I imagined a revolver gun, and YAY, it turned up in the hands and I pulled the trigger and woke up-so I thought.

I thought I was awake. I wasn't though. I heard my mom, dad and aunt calling from upstairs saying "Alicia needs to wake up, it's time for school. ALICIA. ALICIA!?" So I call back to them "WHAT!? I'M AWAKE" But they kept on yelling it, as if they didn't hear me. I layed back in my bed and really woke up then. I woke up saying "I'M AWAKE. I'M HERE" and my aunt's upstairs like "what?". I said from downstairs: "oh, nothing. Is mom and dad awake"? And then she was like "no, they haven't woke up yet". So then I quickly realized that that had to be a false awakening. It was about time for me to wake up anyway so I turned the light on and recorded what I could remember fast enough so I wouldn't forget.

Well here's the SECOND LD. That I absolutely ADORED. I had this one last night and this morning. and it was like in 3 out of 4 different dream scenes that I was lucid in. I think this might have been a DILD. But before I went to bed, I was reading ETWOLD and I told myself I was going to have a LD.

So here it goes.

SO it started off that I was just watching a video/movie of someone in a Lucid Dream. I don't think I was Lucid here. I don't remember much of it here. Sorry. But I do remember towards the end, the guy who's dream it was was sitting down and facing me. The animations looked like something of Waking Life. I'm pretty sure the guy had blond hair and was about middle aged. He said something about how his LD lasted about minutes in the dream world it seemed like, but in real life it was hours.

second part- I was with a girl that told me with my imagination, I could change environments. I met another guy too who had spikey hair. (also saw him in later scenes) who agreed. I asked him his name, but he didn't seem to want to reply. So I thought of where I wanted to be. And I said that I wanted to be in some guy's bedroom having fun (. I really think I was joking; maybe I thought it was impossible that I could change environments, so I said something ridiculous) The guy with the spikey hair said no. But I said come on let's do it.

So things started to change and next thing I know, I'm laying next to some guy who's face is under the covers. I lifted them and it was an indian guy who looked terrified. he was naked. I wasn't though. And I remember him saying that he had a wife or something that was downstairs and she was on her way upstairs. I sat next to him and heard someone coming up the steps. It was a huge bald black guy who looked prtty upset. I'm guessing he was some kind of escort or body gaurd for the Indian guy. He tells me to get out the bed. So I sit down on the floor. and I see my friend Chinedu sitting next to me. He was playing a song that I knew: "2.0" by Blessthefall. Everybody looked pretty mad at me and they just stared. The spikey haired guy was there too. They were alll saying the lyrics while looking at me, as if I should know them too. haha But I DID.! . I sang the lyrics right back to them and they looked pretty shocked but impressed. Then Chinedu got up and started hardcore dancing. ha, no shock. I got up and started doing it too. It was like a face off lol. Then the environment changed again...

This time, it looked like I was in the 1600s or something sitting in like a bar in the daylight. With me sitting was the Indian guy, the spikey haired guy, the big black guy and someone else that I probably met but I forgot. In total it was 5 of us sitting. We were all laughing and yelling. we were so happy. we were talking like we knew each other for years- or we would. I was telling them that we'd all hang out some time and they laughed and agreed. I told them that I was dreaming too, and they just laughed. They didn't respond.. That's when I decided to ask them alltheir name. The spikey haired guy immediately stopped laughing and stood up and said "We don't have names", So I laughed out loud friendly and said "IT'S OKAY. WE'LL GIVE YOU ALL NAMES!" and we all laughed. It was like we were all best friends from then on. I put my hands on the table and the guy that was with us that I forgot said "DUDE! YOU HAVE 5 FINGERS. WTF? WE ONLY HAVE 4!" so they showed their fingers and they really only had 4. I had 5. And I just stared at them.

Then I just opened my eyes. I opened them without any trouble. they opened so smoothly. It wasn't a nightmare. I was awake and I was happy. I was 4 in the morning. and I just wrote it down and went back to bed hoping i could get the dream back, but I couldn't. I really hope all the characters in my dream are recurring.

Well Here's my dream of October 23rd/24th


Wasn't very long, I forced my eyes open to wake up. I don't know why I did that. I was getting pretty far. What an IDIOT I am.


I just jotted down what happened basically so it's not long.


-I came outside my house. I RC a lot during this dream. It was night time and I saw my dad and some other guy fixing a car. I RC and then tried to make myself go some place different. Didn't seem to work. So I started walking down my block. I saw a guy walk into an alleyway and I said "WHO'S THERE". the guy said me, and for some reason, I concluded it was the homeless guy who I always see maybe looking for drugs or food or something. I was flirting with the guy and I DON'T KNOWWHY. I was like "want a good time" hahaha. He's like "No I'm busy!!" So I scream out at him "YOU AIN'T SHIT" LMFAO. and I forced my eyes open. Maybe my conscious mind realized that what I was doing in the dreaming state was absolutely ridiculous and just said "fuck this, this dream is OVER"

But yeah it was short. Not very sweet but I do have to increase my dream recall.