Thread: Astral traveling in my journal, in my shadow,shedding skin

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.....Suddenly i was there, i didnt know were i was or how i gfot there, but there i was. in the middle of swrilings lights all around me, and as the light circled me it seemed to bend, morph and slowly it settled and became dust. i remember just standing there and sorta passively watching this dancing light/dust but when it finally settled i jumped and woke up, this was very odd and a very short dream unless that was the end and thats all i rememebr, hmmm, who knows, peace journal.

I was standing in my back yard when i saw it, it was the moon, shinning extra bright, i saw a metior fly right past it, then i said "hey, im dreaming" but as soon as i said that i got that feeling you get when you stand up to fast, i awoke in sleep paralisys , there was pretty colors every were

I was standing by the Nile
Whe I saw the lady smile.
I would take her out for a while,
For a while. Light tears wept like a child.
How her golden hair was blowing wild.
Then she spread her wings to fly,
For to fly. Soaring high above the breezes,
Going always where she pleases.
She will make it to the island in the sun.
I will follw in her shadow
As I watch her from my window.
One day I will catch her eye. She is calling from the deep,
Summoning my soul to endless sleep.
She is bound to drag me down,
Drag me down.

i decided to take a day nap, i gave up my sleep deprivation, i will try again some other time, but ne way.... yea i took a nap and i was there, at my grandmas house, mushrooms covered her lawn, tghen i saw this piculiar fungus comeing from the ground, but it soon turned into water spouting from the earth, i quikly, but disoriently ran into her house laughing, for what i know not. i saw my grandpa, and i gave him a hug and said love ya gramps, he didnt hear me so he asked what i said, i began to stutter and forgot how to talk, i felt like i was on some new drug, but then all the sudden the dream faded, and i awoke.............intersting.

something just behond the pastel horizon calls to me
it wont reveal but it comforts me
somthing under me becons me, it is always behind me so there is privacy
how to sum up a dream that made no sense, by not making sense

I was Smoking pot in the room
Mexican men looking for mushrooms
climbed the mountain only to fall
And i heard my cousin call'
Fell into the forest saved by my sister
the wedding was postponed
so we journied our way home.

Climbing mountains of beautifull green
sitting with a guru in india
sacraficing plates of hate and pain
into a basket to be tossed off a cliff
meditating until awakening.

Put my hair in black dred locks
Went to band practice, encountered AWESOME girl playing hendrix
Went to school, girls brother plays zepplin
Find a beautifull girl with lovley eyes
Realize im dreaming, decide to let the dream take its corse
Jump on a dangerous train
Get on it again.

At park with lil bro, find travis , get drunk
Lil bro goes home
go to travis's, on a drug
go to school, drunk as fuck
make it through the day just fine, lots of people from my past
and again
DRUNK AS FUCK

GREEN is the color of her kind.

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Who what when now?

i was sitting at home,
just playing, just rome
telepathicly move the phone
paranormal i was prone
wierd voices wont leave me alone

"i swim, but i wish i never learned, the water is to palluted with germs."