Thread: MarthaM Dream Journal

08/21/05 NLD
I woke up about 2:00-2:30 from a dream. Something outside of the dream woke me. I tried to make notes but the brand new pen I set out did not work. Here is the bit that I can recall.
Showering/Horse/Buddy/House/Clean up yellow poopies/Not enough time
I am in a house that belongs to a horse. And the horse chooses to live in the bathroom (very large bathroom.) The horse goes outside so that I can take a shower. While I am in the shower some people come in and talk to me. I don't recall the topic. Buddy comes into the shower with me but he doesn't get wet. He is a Yorkshire Terrier. He takes a dump while I am in there. I have to get out and dressed to clean up after him and then undress to get back into the shower. The horse says that I am taking too long and to hurry up.

08/21/05 NLD
I woke up around 5:50 AM from the following dream:
I am driving to work, west on Thunderbird Rd but it looks wrong. I realize that I am driving to the old office and need to turn around. Due to traffic I have to make a left turn in the wrong direction before I can turn around. I make the turn and find that there has been an accident that I have to drive around. There is a pedistrian standing in the way and I have to stop. The driver behind me, in a Jeep, yells, "Jeez." And the pedestrian moves out of the way. I start to drive again and the driver behind me says, "Caramba." After I make my turn around I find that I am still on the wrong road and going to the old office. I pull into a parking lot to turn around again and have to wait for a slow road worker to get out of the way. When I get back on the road it is all dug up and I have to stop again. The other road worker asks me why I am there and I said I was driving to work. He says that I shouldn't be there and should not have driven around the road block. I told him that there was no road block when I started. That I had pulled out of the parking lot and there was no block there. The first road worker said that I must have gotten there before the road block went up.
I woke up feeling very frustrated.

08/21/05 NLD
I woke up about 7:47 AM from the following dream:
I am at work and no one can find the boss. He has flown to Canada to give a speech. Before I got to work, the people in that town called and asked where was the guy giving the speech, that he had not arrived yet. I try to find a computer to logon and see if I can find the travel information and maybe find the boss. No one in the office knows what I am talking about and try to get me to do other things. Pam wants me to put forms away but that is her job. Someone else wants me to inventory the supplies that just came in. I am on the phone trying to find Susan Howard (?). The phone is on the wall almost too high to reach. Susan answers her phone and asks me where I am calling from. And then says, "Oh no you don't," and hangs up. I logoff the computer so that Wendy R can use it and begin to put the supplies and stuff away all the time explaining that I don't have time to do this because I have to find the boss.
I woke up completely feeling a little confused. There are some people from work that I recognize in the background but other than Pam and Wendy who are all those other people?

08/22/03 12:33 AM NLD
roller skate, dance, Bobby Brown, Turn the Beat Around

I am in a bar or a club and there are people dancing. The song, "Turn the Beat Around" by Gloria Estafan is playing. I start talking to Bobby Brown but I have no recall of the conversation. Then I go roller skating.

I was almost ludic. As I woke up I realized that I was dreaming.

08/23/05 11:26 PM NLD
Building a house, Roger Hazard (Sell This House) & Brad Haviland (Designed to Sell), walls, spraying for bugs, canned air, Nina, cars, stairs, parking garage (?), road construction, other guy, state trucks
Billy Joel, "My Life"

08/24/05 3:00 AM NLD
The Carpenters "On Top of the World"

controlling other peoples dreams mean being able to control those people

08/26/05
2 nld's

1:10 AM
sharks, island, plane crash, spies (?), looking for something

4:00 AM
man on roller skates (not blades), someone is kidnapping girls, in a home - woods (?), trip and fall, shoot hole in wall, we'll have to leave now

08/29/05 4:47 AM NLD
Bill Henderson, Sussex Middlesex England, new worker, driving, traffic is bad, very angry, parking in handicap, I don't care, some workers have 2nd jobs (ie, real estate), in the dream someone asks me if I am angry, I say not especially, street sign short and long jump

In the dream I am driving to work. The traffic is bad and the road has some curves in it. The other drivers seem to generally be angry. I can see a sign that reads SHORT AND LONG JUMP. If I turn down that roadway I would have that destination. I choose to stay on my present course. I get to the office and I park in a handicapped parking space. I don't care that it is for handicapped people I want to park there. There is a new worker starting him name is Bill Henderson and he is from Sussex, Middlesex, England. Some of the workers in the office have second jobs; for example, real estate. In the dream someone asks me if I am angry and I say, "Not especially."

I almost became lucid but woke up instead.

08/30/05 3:05 AM NLD
Bach or Mozart, spies, copying handwriting, Christmas, Julia, hanging lights, formal dinner, airplane

I think this was really two dreams that got mushed together.

I am in Europe, don't know which country, and come across a spy. He is teaching some boys how to forge handwriting. They notice that I am watching them and they get up and leave.

Then it is Christmas and I am in a large house. There is a person named Julia there and she is hanging strings of lights. She says that you have to live your life for yourself and not others. Then the scene changes and we are at a formal dinner and she is hosting. She tells people not to bother with me because I don't get it.

Not feeling well and took Benedryl for my allergies. But managed to get this much.

08/31/05 11:23 PM NLD
flagpoles, looking for job, qualify to be a supervisor

09/02/03 Sometime this morning NLD

I had a dream with Susie & Dave, Danni, Karen where Susie moved back in with Dave after that long drown out nasty divorce. It was because she wanted the money and didn't want to work anymore. She moved back in and took the dogs with her and waited on Dave hand and foot.

09/03/05 4:50 AM NLD

attacked by a demon or spirit, my home, on bed, false awake, see shrouded figure, I start to get upset, it attacks me - grabs my brain

In this dream I wake up and see a shrouded figure watching me by the door inside my room. I decide that I don't like this and want to fight with it. (Just feeling punky?) Anyway, the figure turns and attacks me, it reaches inside my head and grabs hold of my brain.
(I call this my house and my room but I do not recognize the location.)


6:15 AM NLD

at work, Kathy and I killing a bug, need to sign papers, scene repeats and bug is bigger and flies

I am at work and Kathy and I are trying to kill a bug. We spray it and step on it and then I pick it up with a paper towel and throw it in the wastebasket. A man comes to the office and I have to sign some paperwork. Then the first scene repeats but the bug is bigger and flies around and it is not so easy to get rid of.

I tried following the 61 points chart a couple of nights ago. I envisioned tubes of light entering each point in sequence.
Interesting visual kept coming up: looking like a bug in a display case.

I stayed with the exercise and felt quite relaxed afterward. My mind lacked calmness but I was very relaxed.

I found this while I was sorting through some old papers.
08/02/01 LD

I dreamt I was in Africa with my boyfriend. (Unknown DC)

I have been out in the sun and jump in the river to get cool. A bunch of mosquitos or gnats starts biting me. So I get out and walk along the river some distance.

Then I am at Victoria Falls, the biggest waterfall in the world. I meet a ittle boy and we start talking. He does not want me to go over the falls as it would probably kill me. We walk around and look at the waterfall. Then I walk back up the river and meet my boyfriend.

We get back in the water to have fun and play. At one point I am carried away by the current. I ask for help but The Guy would not help me because it is my problem not his and I have to find my own solution. There are other men around and they tell me to start swimming towards shore because of the waterfall. And there are some others that make fun of me because I am a girl.

I know I cannot make it to shore so I swim towards a sandbar (island?) and am able to get myself out of the water by grabbing onto a rock. The nay-sayers start throwing rocks at me because I am escaping; and, some of the men wave at me to come back to their side of the river. But all of the men are amazed that I was able to get out. I wave at my boyfriend to com over and go exploring. My boyfriend shakes his head and turns around to find a new girlfriend. There is a wizened old man on the sandbar. He looks at me then turns toward land and points. It turns out the sandbar leads to the other side of the river and I can safely get to land.

09/10/05 7:00 AM NLD

murder mystery, ghosts that kill, group solving the puzzle/mystery, captured by gang want to control the ghost world, sisters that are ghosts killed each other and want company, stained glass windows, old house not a church, stairs

I have a little more recall now.

I am in an old house. I want to make changes so maybe I own it. I have admired some of the stained-glass windows and am interested in buying the house. While I am inspecting the attic I find two ghosts. The ghosts reveal that they are sisters and killed each other so that they could live this way. Then I am in the living room with a group of people that are interested in studying the phenomenom of ghosts and ghostly existence. I am letting them study the ghosts but the ghosts are not cooperating. The ghosts are killing some of the people that are there to study. The ghosts say they are lonely and want more company so they are killing people to join them. Later, a gang tries to take over because they want to control the ghosts. The ghosts are not willing to be controlled and there is a "war" between the two groups.

I don't remember when I had this dream but it was after the divorce '97 and before I upgraded and lost the journal '00. Lucid.

I am a research assistant and I work in a laboratory with a well-respected scientist in a Moon based facility. The planet has been invaded by a metal-eating virus that was put here by an alien race and we are working on finding a way to get rid of the virus without destroying Earth. My employer is content to work so long as the government will allow him access to his wife and family. But the government tries to manipulate him by controlling this access. In the dream I am running down a maze of hallways trying to get to my boss. He is worried because has not been able to contact his family for several days. I have learned that his family has been evacuated to Earth. There are four young women that try to stop me but I keep running.


This is a related dream that I had some time after the first one. Lucid.

I am a research assistant and I work in a lab with a well-respected scientist in an Earth based facility. There is still a metal-eating virus, put here by an alien race, that we are researching. My employer is at home with his family. I am running down a maze of hallways again only to find a man in a suit that tells me it doesn't matter if a solution to the virus is found. He says that the planet is already too far gone to bring back. I try to tell him that a cure has been found but he will not listen. I get angry and decide to let the planet break apart when the metal is finally all gone.

09/11/05 4:50 AM NLD
old people sex, camels, dogs with hooves, earthquake (woke me up), new guy doctor leaves me to help others, hotel, middle east women, flood or disaster of some kind, lonely, Stevie Wonder "Don't You Worry 'Bout a Thing"

I am in a large city standing outside of a large building, possibly a hospital. I am asking the new guy to stay and work here but he insists that he has to leave and help others. I turn around and find myself in a hotel. There are some middle-eastern women talking to me but we cannot agree on what I will be doing with my life. Then I am back outside where I was before. The women are on camels and they are leaving for the harbor to board ships for home. There are some dogs with them. The children have been playing and taken old hooves and glued them to the dogs paws. Then the ground start so shake a little and stops and then starts again. The new guy insists that he has to leave and help the victims. I am lonely. The earthquake comes back and I wake up.

This afternoon I tried another experiment on the 61 point meditation. I used a meditation cd to help me relax and activated the 61 points with the light tubes I used in a previous visual. Again I had the drifting feeling and could sense the universe spinning but could not link into that stream. After I got all 61 point open I then ran through the chakra colors from red to purple and ended with clear.

Sort of like turning each tube til it showed red and going in order from 1 to 61. And then started over with orange. By the time I got to yellow the circuit was running real fast and at green it was almost instantaneous. Then I got to purple and really started to feel calm so I jumped into the clear nothingness of absolute formless space and just existed at one with the universe. I called "Calm" and "Relax" then "Happiness." Then I expressed the need to experience elation, bliss and healing and made it clear that the stress in my life needed to go away.

I concentrated on this need for a while and then let my thoughts drift into daydreaming and walked in the clouds. This entire meditation lasted a little over 30 minutes and I feel quite relaxed and calm right now.

09/13/05 4:00 AM NLD
song from commercial "It's so great being a dad . . . ", General, flooding, protestors being handled, dog rescue, more ghosts

near lucid - in the dream I wonder why are there so many ghosts lately

09/14/05 4:30 AM NLD
Same commercial music "We're having fun out in the sun . . . "
spies or con artists, revenge, Caribbean island, driving, swimming

I am living on a Caribbean island and make a trip to the USA. While I am in the airport I meet a woman that tells me about an adventure that she is having. I leave the airport and I am driving to my home. I find some spies, I think they are spies but I am not sure. They are setting a trap for a man that has created several problems for them. They don't want me involved and I try to stay out of their way but our paths keep crossing. I want to go swimming but there are sharks and barracuda in the water so I have to stay out.

09/15/05 12:17 AM NLD
dogs, castle?, man and woman and older man, trying to save the dogs, trying to save their marriage, music
It is possible that I am an observer of the dream and not really in the dream itself. However, this is not a LD as I am not aware that I am dreaming. NUTS!!

I am living on a large estate. Lush green grass, big house, large kennel full of hunting dogs. There is a man and a woman present and they are arguing. He says he is trying to save the dogs. She says she is trying to save the marriage. An older man is present and he is trying to help them with their arguement.

09/15/05 11:29 PM NLD
in dictatorship, looking for proof, in a store, fight breaks out

I am in a foreign country and working with some people that want help. The government is a dictatorship of some sort and they want to try and overthrow the government. Everyone around them says that this is not a bad country and the government is not a dictatorship or tyranny. I am searching for proof of the form of government and have to be very careful. At one point we are in a book store and have found some old documents. The police are after us and a fight breaks out while we are trying to get out and save the documentation.

09/17/05 8:50 PM NLD

vampires, working in an office, company cars, people are disappearing, Stevie Wonder "Don't Your Worry 'Bout a Thing"

I live in a world where vampires exist. I work in an office and the night shift is pretty much populated by vampires. There is a difference over company cars that raises the queston of whether company cars are needed. People start to disappear and the vampires are blamed and it adds to the arguing.


There was a second dream later that night and I was on the verge of lucidity. Recall was lost when Buddy and Samantha had a fight.

09/21/05 11:30 PM NLD

real life musketeers, in a library, shelves knocked over, vases and belongings not just books

In this dream, I happen to meet some real Musketeers. I'm not sure what they do but they are Musketeers. (No muskets, no swordplay, no D'Artagnan, no horses, no kings or queens, no evil cardinals.) They are on mission and we are all in a library. Someone knocks over some shelves. There are vases with flowers and other personal belongings in this library not just books.

09/22/05 2:50 AM LD!!

Munsters Theme, galumphing, dog show, redneck men, there is more, fixing things, at District office, remodel, little kid, old cars, Emily, showing people around, supplies

I have no idea what galumphing is but that is what we say we are doing. I am at a dog show and thinking about starting a kennel and showing dogs and building a good breed line. There are some men there that want to discourage me and try to make me see things their way. But the words they use and the way they behave are not convincing they are offensive more than anything. I know there is more to living than just their point of view and their wants and needs. I try to tell them that my life has a different path and try to tell them about other lifestyles and how important school and training can be. They are not interested.
I decide to explore a little. I am not sure why but I have the most vague inkling that I am dreaming. Then I find myself at District office. It is being remodeled. Not just physically but figuratively as well. There is a little girl with me and we are having fun and running around. Emily is there and we talk to her but she leaves and we go back to the fun. Then we decide to show people around and show off the changes that are being made. New supplies show up and someone puts them away and they insist on telling me all about it. Their ordering of supplies is not my responsibility and I refuse to accept their job responsibilities.

Finally, one LD!!!!!



6:30 AM LD

saving people, getting off island, build a bridge, underwater cables

Some people are trapped on an island. I am with a group that is communicating with them. We start to build a bridge to get them off the island. The workers are laying underwater cable for the bridge. I again have the most vague thought that I am dreaming.

LD! LD!! Finally, finally I am getting lucid. Just barely but it is happening!!!!!

09/23/05 1:17 AM NLD

studying with guru/teacher, embroidery & color & fashion, I am asked to define red, I say it is the 1st chakra, our assignment is to decorate a pair of jeans, all of the other students have embroidery patterns & studied the lessons & are prepared, before all of this - swimming, at a camp?

In this dream I am living in a commune or resort of some type. (Ashram?) I am studying with a guru or teacher. He is teaching us how to earn money by sewing. He teaches principles of embroidery, color and fashion. In class he askes me to define red and I say that it is the 1st chakra. He appears to be puzzled by my answer as if I have missed the point of his lectures. Our assignment is to decorate a pair of jeans. All of the other students have embroidery patterns and studied the lessons and are prepared. I am left sitting there looking at the others wondering where are my tools.
As I wake up I have recall from earlier in the dream or from another dream about swimming like being at summer camp.