Thread: Migato's Dreamy Place

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There was a car which I edited, like i do with images in paintshop. I aligned the top and bottom pieces together. The car is suddenly real, and I'm standing in a driveway with a group of people. There are too many cars, and I park the japanese one in car-lot. We decide to ride the one I had just made, it looks like a hummer, yellow?, and kinda cool. We see a cop bent over the trunk doing something. I see a red mark on the top of his head and I know something is wrong, I warn the others. The cop ends up being a villain, we all try to distract him by bidding on his notebook. This strategy apparently works on robots like him, we get all go overboard and loud trying to outbid each other. He hold up both hands and tells us something about calming downing. His tone is like a parent trying to make a kid understand.


After this:

I'm in the kitchen watching t.v with my mother, it's a horror movie and I'm worried about her being scared. I remember following the plot along with this eerie feeling, until this part where the people who were alive were suddenly dead, something was killing everyone, last scene I saw was a corpse with a bloated body.

A race, that a bunch of people were competing in, I decided to join too. Someone tells me that the race is serious. I ask why and they say "because you cannot stop", "The people really want you to lose weight". I run through these strange places, up and down stairs, crossing cliffs and narrow streets. Then there is this old person, a woman who wants to buy fish (eel?) She tries to convince the old man to sell it to her. He isn't really the owner, he's watching the store while the owners away, and is almost talked into signing a paper that sells her the fish. Someone comes into stop it, kicks out the old woman and tells the old man "to not be tricked by their pretty tongue", "your the owner, what you say goes" "If you say No, then it's No".



(had other dreams but I didn't record- lazy/tired this morning)

edit: ah wait. There was this one part that was slightly sexual. In which I had ran to a place where there were cliffs and this guy takes me behind the doors of a closet and attempts to cheat on his g/f or wife with me, I'm too embarrassed to leave because people are on the cliff below us so I'm trapped between him and the closet drawers.

(twas feeling a little depressed adn so I had a bunch of dreams from sleeping for so long, and waking up then falling alseep again. I forgot most of them...)

one dream: The guy from Glob/Camp built a kitchen , a very nice one with an island and everything, in order to win some girls heart. There were three girls, two from yoga class and third one was christina. Christina was the only one who was single.

another dream: I crawled through a tunnel, like the ones I you do in zoo's in order to view little mammals in their habitats from plastic circular air bubbles. I crawled through and instead, find myself in the open behind a short wire fence looking at a biggest anaconda I've ever seen. Same color as the one britney made famous, only this one was enormous. I'm really nervous and so are the zoo keepers, but they're convinced that they have the snake under control. The snake starts to come at me, I throw a blanket or cloak thing over myself and feel the snake circling me. After awhile it stops and I peek out. The zookeeper, says something about not looking the snake in the eyes is a good thing, and that what I did to distract the snake was brilliant. I'm thinking someone else must have saved my life , because all I did was hide. Don't know the details but the snake eventually goes crazy, the handlers lose control over it. It starts jumping up and diving into the ground. It does this one of the times killing the zookeeper by taking a huge chunk out of her.. I run around trying to stay alive but eventually the dream fades into another dream.

Some kind of game that had gotten very popular. I was just then discovering it. There were codes you typed in to do things. I thought mom and me could rent in the virtual world, so much cheaper. The money they use is different from real life. 1 real life dollar was worth more in game, the company does it on purpose to get people to purchase from them. Jessica was teaching me the codes.

We are following signs, a game set up by them. I follow the signs until
I find myself faced with a door that says boiler room, someplace that maybe creepy. I open the door next to it instead and see a woman and man who look as I've disrupted them in their rented home. I ask a Jessica for an alternative game and she gives it to me. Something about business, sort of. I type a code and this virtual person, woman, suddenly has on a tutu.

A see a black family's house is on fire, smoking. Her daughter, the youngest one is still trapped inside under a pile of blankets on the floor, she gets up and begins to cry, the mother doesn't run in to save her. It starts to rain then, puts out the fire. I see that the roof is leaking and realize how poor this family was. I wonder about the mother not running in to save her child and whether or not she will have a guilty conscience.

Jessica throws a pair of jeans for the woman but makes me pay in meat. Jessica gives it to her dog who serves as a ??? (don't know word, catalysts-but not quite) (Combining two things in order to make one thing
) She tries to sneak one piece for herself but I catch her.

This morning:

Spider like thing, it's a hunter. I pick it up in my hand, try to find it some food. I feel it twitch in my hand because it's hungry. The spider's food source, is this little mammal, looks like a squirrel. The squirrel eats another kind of animal-looks like a weasel. I let the spider in my hand go, several times I am worried that I should have waited for the squirrel to kill the weasel first, because the weasel will be half dead since its predator had only half killed it before being attacked itself. The squirrel quickly grabs and breaks the neck of the weasel.This whole thing rewinds and replays couple of times.

Last time: I let the spider go, it's small and on the dead weasel at first then quickly gets behind the squirrel , it bites the squirrel and I hear the squirrel scream and it's terrible. Somehow during the struggle, the spider gets all 4 of its legs caught on the outer edge of the squirrels mouth, stretching it. Every time the spider bit down and pulled, the squirrels mouth stretched open , it's skin pulled almost cartoon like, and screams in pain. Screams in this chipmunk voice. I watch this death struggle, the spider couldn't kill the squirrel fast, and the screaming thing was being tortured to death. I was tempted to kill the spider, but I couldn't because the spider was also fighting for its life. Woke up hearing chipmunk singing songs in their chipmunky voices in my head and feeling so sad by what I saw and felt.

Day before:

1: Group work, the teacher hands us a guitar. Ours is missing a chunk at one end, and the sound it makes is too low/soft. He says that it's ok, because the guitar has good vibrations, and he adjusts it so that the guitar is at its loudest vibration . We are meant to compose a song with our own melody. One my group members is asleep, thought how unfair it was having a broken guiitar and a lazy team mate.

2 -something about a couple and a half filled bathtub with roses.

3 Something about a creepy house. Being stuck in this maze of a house. The man says that only people who have the same unresolved problems find themselves in this maze. I or this girl find myself in this area with doors all around me. At first the problem is which door do I open but realized suddenly that the doors are not openable at my end. Someone else needs to open them from the other side.





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Todays:

dream 1 Played pingpong, only it was the way one would play tennis in a court. I kept messing up the serve. The guy never laughed or talked. I almost wished he did, maybe so I could flirt a bit. A moment or two when I played decent, he became very concentrated and into the game.

dream 2 I'm in a field, looking for something, it feels like a game. I pick my way to this area with these immobile ghosts standing around. I know that if I pick this item (a flower) the ghosts will come alive. I do it, and run and the ghosts start to drift after me. I am suddenly in sunset park, viewing the chase and the entire scene from a birdseye view. It' s a huge sprawling grassy field, and the swarms of black are everywhere, like ants. Pockets of white were the people. The swarms of black change direction when I change direction, I to buy myself more time, alternate the direction I run. There are people mixed in with the dead ghosts. I come back from looking at the scene from the sky, I see that the group of people directly behind me are gone/dead, overrun by the ghosts. But I have the plant (looks like a bundle of weed). I run and hop into a van. I put the flowers on the roof? with the roof door slightly open. I worry that maybe I should have closed the roof door in case the flowers aura attracts more death while we flee. There is person with me, I'm scared and try to move fast. I drive the car away, veering left and right, squeezing through fences, past the swings, the playground and into the highway.


(note to self: Realized that sunset park is reoccurring place. Sometimes the park distorts, and sometimes it pops up when I have a dream where I am lost, trying to get home, many times it's connected to a highway, the feeling is always...strained, foreign, sad? the way I feel in dreams when I can't find home.)

Dec 28 08

I was in my old house, Bo was there along with everyone else. I was in my old room, and all I remember was that I was in my old bed with that spring wind blowing in, and I felt the way I did in the past feeling that wind.