I few nights ago I had one hell of a vivid dream. It started out with some old memories of elementary school...particularly about I kid I really didn't like named Amanda. I always thought of her as a spoiled arrogant snot and always felt her presence as negative and threatening. I was sitting in a desk in the marching block alignment style they were always arranged in with the other students. But it was outside in a beautiful park on a sunny day. The sky was all hues of blue like a painting and the grass was lush and fragrant. A friend of mine was sitting next to me, she is twice my age in "real life". She was talking about Amanda and how she was an arrogant snotty bitch. I looked over to Amanda sitting in her desk.
Her mother was talking to her asking her why she didn't do well on a test. Her tone of voice and demeanor was accusatory of lassitude and disrespect. This was a dream so the words weren't the focus. Amanda was hurt but suppressed her feelings of inadequacy by acting tough and arrogant. Her father was from Iran and very domineering towards her mother and looking down on women. Her mother reacted to his intimidation by pushing Amanda in school to prove something to him. She had no regard for Amanda's feelings and only cared about scholarly success much like a rabid soccer mom with sports. Her upbring built her a sharp and bloody sword to make her way.
I left "class" and started walking down this road it got darker and darker until night arrived...then running, then riding a bike then driving then I was at an amphitheater in the mountains and it was cold! Rush was playing but I didn't have a ticket and was walking to the box office and a lady announced there were front rows seats available. I ran over there and said yeah I want...then I realized I was by myself...I called my b/f and told him. He said how am I going to get there now and never could tell me yes or no...this really bummed me out. I never actually bought a ticket...I just went up there and stood there and nobody cared.
Then the show started and they were amazing, their energy was like flashing light shocking my soul. They were all smiling the whole time then I realized I was dreaming and it became lucid but I woke up. (that tends to happen and since I haven't had a lucid dream in a while I did)




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But when we were trying to have sex his parents were sitting at a table with us. It was really annoying and weird. I hate dreams like that! 
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