Thread: True Range journal

9 months!?!?! I envy you. I kill a bag like that in two weeks, and that's with restraint.

Originally Posted by The Cusp

9 months!?!?! I envy you. I kill a bag like that in two weeks, and that's with restraint.

I have found the sweet spot. For me and the herb less is more.

Staying in line with my once or twice a month LD`s.

Last night was short but sweet.

I was having some sort of conflict with a fellow. An argument or something. Kind of like a drunken frat party altercation. It occured to me all of a sudden. I`m not that guy. Fighting is for dopes..why for goodnes sakes would I be fighting. PING...lucid. I walk over to my adversary. And apologize. Smiling politely we shake hands and part ways.


That was it.

Last night was a first. I had two LD`s back to back. Last nights memorys are kind of fuzzy. And my LD`s tend to be end as soon as they start. What I mean is as soon as I realize i`m lucid I probably dont have much time before its over. This is something I need to work at.

First dream.

I am in my basement..spinning around..wondering why I am there. It doesnt feel right. I did my first "reality check"..I pinched right cheek with my right hand. "I`m dreaming" I concluded because the last thing I remembered was going to sleep. Lucidity sets in. And for some reason all of sudden i`m super horny (I woke up after the LD ended and found that I needed to apply some calamine lotion to my ..er ahhh privates...got a major case of chiggers all over my body ...itchy-horny???)
So feeling randy I NEED a way out of my basement...seems that the staircase is gone. So i`m looking at the basement window. And decided to fly right through it...sort of made myself long and skinny as I lept through. When I came through I was at the bottom of my staircase...not outside. So I sped up the stairs...around and around 4 or 5 sets ( I actually only have one). Got frustrated when I couldnt take care of my "itch" and the dream ended.

Woke up..took care of chigger itch issue. Back to bed...

Second dream..This is the part that freaked me out but good.

I`m lying in bed...wide awake..its 6:00 on my watch..the sun is peeking through my window. The wife is asleep and my baby girl is asleep at the end of the bed in her cradle asleep also. I start to light a joint and smoke it! (Now I havent smoked in weeks because of upcoming employment opportunities..AND if I were smoking it sure as hell wouldnt be in the same room as my infant child and sleeping wife.) As the smoke engulfs the smoke filled room the wife wakes up and starts freaking out on me about A -smoking with upcoming piss tests..B- with the baby in the room C- in the house (I go to my workshed to puff when appropriate). I immediately knew I was dreaming....snuffed the joint out...told my wife to relax..its all a dream. And then it was over.

This was heavy for me. When I was laying there "awake"..I really felt awake and like it was time to get up and go to work...and my wifes anger was very realistic.

I sure hope I can extend my LD`s....but I feel happy nonetheless.

I woke up in a great mood yesterday. And pondering as too why, it occured to me I had an LD early morning after getting up to hit the mens room and then back to sleep.

I was buying an island with a Hamptons style home on it. New colonial with cedar shakes and siding..etc. And to further inspect my spectacular new home I decided to fly up and above it. As I took off a counter-clockwise I started low. Then with each pass got incrementaly higher. The view was great...the home in fine condition and the water a deep, clear green blue. Getting higher each time the reef appeared to be cascading from the shallows into the depths. And the home became smaller and smaller. Getting so high in the sky now I could barely see the house and the water was a dark blue....nearing space and the upper atmosphere I woke up...