Thread: Zero's Dream Journal

Unknown Date, somewhere in late August.

My memory is fuzzy, I can't remember when it happened, but I'm sure it happened twice.
The two(?) dreams occured with thej same thing happening, It starts almost immediatly(?) when i go to bed, I keep thinking that I will have a lucid dream tonight. I can't remember if I was actually dreaming that, or thinking in real life. It's all a blur to me, maybe I fell into a dreamless sleep or maybe I was dreaming. I can't distinguish.

I think it's wierd that I'm bumping up this post and increasing my post count when I update this journal. at least I can tell the dreams apart and stuff by separating them by post.

This particular dream is from last night, I remember I would only record Lucid dreams here, but this was an interesting one.

I remembered it so clearly this morning, but since I had to go to school, I had forgotten so much, but this note I in my pocket, folded like a right angle triangle, reminded me of it. The pointy ends alerted me about the note.

Sunday, 16 October, 2005

'Tis blurry
A strange setting. A road in front of me, but I am facing diagonally right. to the right I see greenery I couldn't make out, trees?
I didn't pay attention to it
there was alot of it. An arch bridge was behind it, but obscured by the trees(?). The ground, red pavement(?) Blurry, obscured with the greenery.
I recalled the red pavement during one of my lessons, but I'm not sure if it was due to faded memory, or recall.
I recall that somehow, I'm repeating these events. My friend, Jesse, to the left of me maybe, is looking to the distance, to the right. I am still facing the same direction as in the beginning, and I look in the distance, too. I see a castle, grey, stone. Jesse says he'll be right back, and he fetches his scooter.
it's one of them ones where you put one foot on the scooter and push yourself along with the other one.
I tell him that I want to come along too, so he says jump on. I put my right foot on the end of the scooter, and before I get a firm balance on the scooter, he starts to go. I fall over, but somehow, I am holding on to the scooter by my feet. I struggle to put my second foot back on the small scooter.
I was somewhat sitting cross legged, and my feet was on the scooter.
I can't get back up because of the speed we are going, and I didn't want to hit the Bitumen road, I struggled to get up but couldn't, but then we got there.
Blurry, I don' think I ever got up, we were just.. there
The castle. it seemed like a normal house, with a grey brick arch leading to a small courtyard.
Relative to the readers, if there's any, the basic shape of this arch was like that arch in Paris.
There were two black metal gates, quite short, part of a fence like thing.
Didn't pay attention to that, either. The gates are about a metre away from that arch
I knew he was here for a reason. wanted to look at something. Jesse started to open the first gate, and someone behind me yelled out "hey!" I turned around.
"This is/get off my property!"
Can't remember which, most of the spoken parts are now fuzzy
The person was.. Brendan Fraser.
I wonder what he represents in this dream? He's the guy who played the first George in the Jungle, in you don't know
"What are you doing here?"
I step back to Jesse, who was trying to open the second gate, "Why are you here anyway?"
"This is the house where I was born/raised in/where my parents were" He says.
Again, This is fuzzy, like almost all of the other spoken parts.
I knew that he has something he has to do here. I turn back to Fraser. I repeat what Jesse says back to him.
Not sure if I did this.
"This is my property, you're trespassing, get off."
"Come on, lets go." Jesse says.
He walks off. I start walking, but then I turn back and face Fraser.
"He has to purify and free his soul from this*. We'll be back."
Fraser does a face, as if he understands, full of grief.
again, cannot remember. *can't remember if I said from anything, actually.
I leave, and go up and and around the fountain like area.
It was a circular(maybe, but it was round) seating area, with a garden(?) in the center, now that I think about it, it was like the ones in the courtyard near the office at school.
Many of my friends are sitting there, I walk around and see Jesse. I get his scooter(out of nowhere, I guess.) I tell Jesse, "Lets go."
He walks up to me. he asks if I helped him push the scooter. I say, "uhh.."
"Get off." he says. I get off, and James jumps on instead, with Jesse. they ride back to wherever.
(It was never explained where I was)
I'm stuck by myself. I start walking across the bridge, back to wherever. I think of something to myself,
(I can't remember what)

-End Dream-

What thing that's interesting is what I say to that Fraser guy. "He has to purify and free his soul". I think it means that we must release all of our burdens before we are free. What's wierd was the feeling I had, as if I was repeating time itself. I wouldn't call it deja vu, it felt like something more.

I had this in the morning, I woke up at 6:30, but since I woke up quite early, I went back to sleep, causing a WILD. My memory is quite blurry on this one, more than the one on Oct 16. I keep lapsing in and out of lucidity, thus why I can't remember it clearly. This is based in my school, so whoever reads this may not understand it fully.

Friday, 21 October, 2005

For some reason, I knew this was a lucid dream from the start. I remember an episode of Ed, where Ed has a lucid dream and uses it to try to think of a way to say how he feels about that other lawyer he's working with. for some reason, I think this is why I'm in my lucid dream, I plan to look for her, and tell her how I feel.
I am on the ramp thingy between A block and the roll room. She's there. but she's busy talking to someone. I wait, but I give up.
---can't remember---
I am outside A05, where I have English. for some reason, everyone is sitting outside of the room. I sit down too, against the wall. I see Austin on the other side of me, to the right, leaning on the portrack.
This is on the second floor of the building
I get up again, heading toward the left, I step around a few people, but for some reason I go back to where I was sitting.
I end up standing back on the ramp thingy again,
Can't remember how
She's gone. I run forward, I stop at the end, and look to the left. she's gone.
For some reason, the area I am at is more like the C block upstairs area
I think that she must be at the farm, since I think she's usually there, so I head back towards where my class is sitting, outside the room, I go down the stairs instead.
the stairs are more like the C block stairs, instead of the A block stairs, where I'm supposedly at.
I am outside the library, heading towards the farm, still. Someone stops me, and tells me something. He/she tells me something about the farm. Someone else comes along, when I start heading towards the farm again. I explain to her about what he/she said. The farm won't look right, because I don't know what the farm looks like, I've only seen some of it once. She interrupts and finishes my sentence. "At the expo."
"Yeah."
It wasn't the expo actually, it was the open day. I realised this a while after I woke up.
I am past the garden, and crossing the farm road.
the garden at the sport centre.
The person accompanying me tells me to look out. I look to the right, a car is turning left and is heading toward us.
the road doesn't go in that direction, though. also, the road wasn't black bitumen, it was white cement, like the footpath.
The road/footpath is lined with flowers on the side.
red or pink flowers, now that I think about it.
She tells me to throw the chair at it. I roll the swivel chair at it, it hits the car, doing visible damage to the front. and we are able to get past.
Swivel chair? was I on it?
I am in front of the farm. the person who was with me is gone. I continue looking for the girl, and I'm trying not to get spotted.
heh, Tactical Espionage Action. we have to have a farm pass to be at the farm.

-Incomplete-
Right now I haven't finished recording it. I'll finish it in another post, from around this point on, I have trouble maintaining lucidity and I eventually lose it, and the dream goes out of control, then I wake up. It's hard to describe the rest, drawings would be better.

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