Well, this is my first post,so here it goes! I'll only be able to post on weekends, but I keep a journal at home so it's no problem. However, I'll start this off with a dream I had several months ago, yet still manages to trouble me for no apperent reason.

It started off, me sitting with my parents, an elderly couple, and what I thought was a friend of mine, thaxton. They were telling us that we were to be married-something about it being so that he didn't have to live with his dad. It was just smiles and laughs- we weren't in love, but didn't care all the same.

In the dream, he lived in a house with the couple, in an attic bedroom. We would sit and talk for hours for no reason, and planned the wedding. I kept going to get fitted in my gown- the measurements were never right.

The day came, and I was walking down the aisle alone, all the guest there waiting, but no thaxton. A bridesmaid turned me towards a giant screen against a wall, where I saw thaxton having a siezure. I bolted, thinking of nothing but saving him while everyone else went to a buffet table. I ran into his room, where he was shaking and crying, randomly twitching and foaming at the mouth. I asked him what happened, and he said he overdosed. I asked him if he wanted me to get someone, and he started begging for help. I turned, finding my dad and the elderly couple. They pushed me out and called an ambulance.

After that, all I remember is someone telling me something before I started bawling. I woke up crying.

For some reason, this dream really upset me. I used to have the biggest crush on the guy- we were close durring the summer( when I had this dream!) but have been talking less since school began.

If anyone can make some signifigance of this, please contact me. I want to know what's troubling me, but I can't seem to figure it out.