Freaky.
So you're a Bowie fan? I've been listening to him since his Ziggy Stardust days!
"We've got five years!" Soul Love, Moonage daydream. Man that spiders from mars was awesome!
Two things happen to me often. Sleep paralysis where I know something evil, usually a banshee or something OMG TOO MANY RPGS!!! Is about to kill me, so I lay silent like hoping it won't notice or something. And then right before I die I scream and run, only neither happens, and I just lay there awaiting duh duh duh certain death (for all you David Bowie fans).
Its terrifying.
The other thing that happens is I have these VIVID hallucinations. Like the other day, I got up and got this coke form the fridge...And got back in bed...The damn thing was so cold. But what was wierd about this trip was that I saw my cat on the way to the fridge. Wait a second...I don't have a cat. So I'm pondering all this and my hand is under the blanket with the ice cold coke...I can see the imprint in the blanket and everything...Then I decide I'll take a drink to wake up a little and forget this whole cat business. So I pull my hand out form under the blanket and there is nothing...
What is interesting about it is that I didnt go back to sleep before I realized I had been dreaming...Wierd.
Hope is the denial of reality.
Freaky.
So you're a Bowie fan? I've been listening to him since his Ziggy Stardust days!
"We've got five years!" Soul Love, Moonage daydream. Man that spiders from mars was awesome!
you must be the change you wish to see in the world...
-gandhi
Not a big fan, my ex-best friend is probably the biggest fan in the world tho, so I kind of got pulled a long for the ride.
Hope is the denial of reality.
hmmm i wonder why i went completely lucid and you still get scared.
i do very very rarely now believe that my dreams cannot be manipulated. but i usually don't manipulate them anymore...it got...boring. so now, i try to focus on my emotional willpower. you know what's amazing? when you let your dreams try to kill you but still believe in yourself, i mean really believe that you cannot die...you won't. there's always a convenient plot twist!!! it always happens
i haven't had a bad dream since...well...since before i started doing hallucinagens. um....that's likes about 3 years now, wow.
as far as you seeing your cat (where's mercubio?) i thought you had one?
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That's kind of like me, I always know when I die in a dream because I'll wake up with this intense ringing in my ears and I cant move my arms or legs for a few seconds. It's really freaky, especially if you look at the clock, and the time is 3:33. I was so freaking scared when that happened, I kept my eyes open for like an hour and tried to stay really quiet..
I honestly expected something to jump out of the shadows and kick my ass, lol..
That is a really weird thing to happen to you. I have no idea though about how to change the outcome. I would say become Lucid, but that doesn't seem to work for you.
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I've heard that those are called old hags, but maybe thats just demons.
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