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Do any of you have a darkside hidden behind your nice and friendly personality, if so please explain.....
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You merely have to change your point of view slightly, and then that glass will sparkle when it reflects the light.

Passive aggressive. I take criticism/taunting/etc. for quite a while, but if someone knows how to push my buttons and makes me angry enough, all my emotions come out in one explosive burst, usually in me hitting something... very hard.
The last time was several years ago when my brother came home and screwed up our computer and lost all of our files like I knew he would. He was in the bathroom and I asked him to fix it and he said no, and I hit my fist against the wall, sadly knocking over my cacti who were standing on a shelf and breaking one of the pots and cracking the other. I, of course, had to clean it up, but that was also the day where I found out what "System Restore" is.
"If there was one thing the lucid dreaming ninja writer could not stand, it was used car salesmen."

Bleh. I have something like that aswell, however I'm better at controlling it now than I was... Fortunately.
Most recent time was in class, while I was talking to a friend, me and this other guy has had some sort of cruel game going where we just try to hit each other in the balls when we don't see it comming. (x_x) Anyways, so he was just going around me, being somewhat annoying. I can feel the anger, but I sort of keep it in. Untill suddenly, I grab his arm and push him hard into a wall. Quickly I regain control and let go. That wouldn't have happened 2 years ago.
An old one was where I was already angry, but keeping it in, someone I didn't like too much said something. I got out of the class and went outside.
On my way out, chairs, schoolbags and jackets flew.
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Last edited by Maeni; 08-22-2008 at 12:41 PM. Reason: probably best left out ._.

Yes. it's like I have the traditional shoulder consciences of angel and devil, only the angel posessed me and kicked out whatever I was originally. The controlling angel conscience is inherently good, but has no conscience aside from the Id-type devil (which occasionally takes over when the angel mind gets tired enough to pass out while still awake, as a sort of metaphor for severe sleep deprivation). It could also be described as me being completely and utterly evil, but I have all sorts of inhibitions that coat my evil conscience to keep me from destroying my life (unless I become supreme, immortal ruler of the earth.)
It's actually more like I have a nice side, which happens to be on the outside.
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Sometimes... I have horrible thoughts. But because of my strong morals and restraint... the world never see's them.
I'm good natured/nurtured. Really!![]()
I can be passive-aggressive and betray my friends. I'm a bad person![]()
"What are you, a gangster? Get in that pool!"-Random DC of mine... don't ask.

I am a serial killer. I have twelve dead bodies buried underneath my home in Texas and three here in Florida. I just hope no body has a dog.

I don't really know...

Every time a random woman smiles at me. I am picturing what her face would look like glazed in my semen.
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I occasionally let myself slip to the Dark Side for a bit, just to bask in the raw power of pure anger. Its strength is intoxicating. The lightning that flickers just at the tips of my fingertips and the way my eyes flash yellow is pretty cool, too.
I get cold and almost completely merciless when I hit the full limit of my anger. It takes a HELL of a lot to get me there, at least now, but once I'm that...well, upset, mad, pissed, etc, doesn't really cover it, so let's say...enraged? That'll do. Once I'm that enraged, you might want to watch the hell out. I don't yell, I don't usually cuss, but there is no stopping me, and I'm stronger than you could possibly imagine.
When I was...11, I want to say, the kid brother of one of my best friends was pitching a fit, for some reason directed at me, and jumped on my back, kicking and clawing. It ticked me off, so I flipped him off, picked him up (literally, 3-4 inches of the floor, no effort) by his ears, and calmly told him that it was not in his best interests to continue with that course of action. He was nearly as big as I was, 'cause I was a shrimp of a kid. He then promptly ran off crying after I put him down.
I'm a lot worse now, because I've become cynical and slightly sadistic (well, not usually sadistic), and now just get mean at that stage. Luckily, it takes a lot more to get me there than it did at the time. It's been ages, and I've managed not to kill anybody yet. That I know of.
So yeah. Don't piss me off.

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Of course you don't.
You merely have to change your point of view slightly, and then that glass will sparkle when it reflects the light.

Light and dark are the same. One.
Kyrie Eleison.
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