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**jacobo** · 01-31-2004 11:56 PM

hey guys, im running on 250ml of jack danials and 3 shots of rasberry voldka... and this is my rant. you dont have to read it if you dont want, thats cool. -- i just feel like doing something for about a half an hour before i go to beddy bye.

ok guys, i think i'm in love, but i have yet to figureout if its lust or lpve.
"i'm drunk
and right now i am so in love with you
and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do
lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars
while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car
nothing quite like the feel of something new" -- god
shes a cool girl, and i really like her. we're going up to the mountains in the morning, i cant wait to tell her how i feel but im a pussy like that and i probablyt wont say anything because im a pussy like that. im engulfed with her. i cant stop thinking about her. i cant understand it. shes not what i usually chase after. i mean her kind of "astetics" she's different. she georgous, in and out. im in love guys, or im in lust. i dont know, im still young. ill try to write a poem...

you
you are the one i long for
the one i lust for
my infatuation
my lifeblood
you're funny
you're depressed
you;re concerned
you're everything i wany
so why can't i say it
why do i have to prcrastinate
why?
why do i take it so far?
i wont see you in college
i wont
why do i lust??
why do i build up just to fall?
why would i do this?
do i want your body?
no
i want your soul
i want you to remember
me
forever
im infatuated.

sorry guys, i dont expect any replys to this. i just want to post.

**KalmaH** · 02-01-2004 02:09 AM

As much as I like ][][]/[, I don't think Trent is anywhere near a god.

As for the girl just tell her!!!! If she says yes awesone and if not there is always .... ALWAYS .... someone else.

**A Lost Soul** · 02-01-2004 02:17 AM

Originally posted by Prophetian
As much as I like ][][]/[, I don't think Trent is anywhere near a god.

Er... I beg to differ.

As for the love stuff... I don't have anything constructive or supportive to say except guard your heart well. Love is cruel. I'm sorry. I suck.

CT · 02-01-2004 02:28 AM

Originally posted by A Lost Soul+--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(A Lost Soul)</div>

<!--QuoteBegin-Prophetian

As much as I like ][][]/[, I don't think Trent is anywhere near a god.

Er... I beg to differ.

As for the love stuff... I don't have anything constructive or supportive to say except guard your heart well. Love is cruel. I'm sorry. I suck.

[/b]

Why not take the leap? If it works out, you'll probably feel like the happiest man alive. If it doesnt, you'll feel bad. But only for a while.
Isnt it worth a shot?

**A Lost Soul** · 02-01-2004 02:36 AM

Originally posted by CT
Why not take the leap? If it works out, you'll probably feel like the happiest man alive. If it doesnt, you'll feel bad. But only for a while.
Isnt it worth a shot?

My opinion: Nope.

Trust me. When you leap, you fall. And you hit the ground damn hard. If he truly loves this girl though, I say go for it. There's enough of a romantic left in me to wish him the best. But the realist in me still says guard your heart and don't let her in. I like you, Adidas, and I don't want to see you hurt. Love tends to bring a whole lot of hurt along with it.

Also, you mentioned you're a little inebriated? Perhaps you should wait until the giddiness of the alcolhol wears off before you staple your heart to your sleeve and take such a plunge? Then again... what do I know? I'm the biggest fool on the board.

Either way, I do wish you the best. I truly do. I hope you find happiness in your life, whether it's with this woman or not.

**WerBurN** · 02-01-2004 02:49 AM

Originally posted by A Lost Soul

Then again... what do I know? I'm the biggest fool on the board.

no you're not....make me feel sad

...i dont know a whole lot about falling (geuss im pretty lucky), but i think you should go for it...you can take a jump while being cautious(sp?)...jus remember to bring your parachute...i dunno, im a fool for love and romance too...i went and got myself into a great relationship with an even better person, knowing full well at that beginning that we will have to part, and its gonna suck...but eh, gotta live in the now ne? if you died the day after tomarrow, would you be content with your life? ...sry i geuss im reanting again ;p

**A Lost Soul** · 02-01-2004 02:53 AM

Originally posted by WerBurN
if you died the day after tomarrow, would you be content with your life? ...sry i geuss im reanting again ;p

That's actually a great question. Everyone should give it a think over.

**WerBurN** · 02-01-2004 02:59 AM

i know i would be... too many people caught up in the future or the past

**KalmaH** · 02-01-2004 03:38 AM

Originally posted by A Lost Soul+--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(A Lost Soul)</div>

<!--QuoteBegin-Prophetian

As much as I like ][][]/[, I don't think Trent is anywhere near a god.

Er... I beg to differ.

[/b]

Don't get me wrong, he is a great musician, producer, ect. I just don't relate to his music as much as I do say... Eternal Tears of Sorrow.

**Lowercase Society** · 02-01-2004 04:06 AM

dude, you can type so well drunk.

**jacobo** · 02-01-2004 02:48 PM

Originally posted by Lowercase Society
dude, you can type so well drunk.

8) i've had practice. -- also i kinda built that up because, hey i was drunk. she's a great girl and i really like her but i dont know if love is the word, yet... i will tell her soon. v-day maybe.

**jacobo** · 02-01-2004 02:52 PM

and trent is a god. but i have many gods. maynord in a god of mine, george carlin is a god of mine... al pacino... mark twain... ernest hemingway... yeah the list goes on.

CT · 02-01-2004 03:45 PM

Originally posted by A Lost Soul+--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(A Lost Soul)</div>

<!--QuoteBegin-CT

Why not take the leap? If it works out, you'll probably feel like the happiest man alive. If it doesnt, you'll feel bad. But only for a while.
Isnt it worth a shot?

My opinion: Nope.

Trust me. When you leap, you fall. And you hit the ground damn hard. If he truly loves this girl though, I say go for it. There's enough of a romantic left in me to wish him the best. But the realist in me still says guard your heart and don't let her in. I like you, Adidas, and I don't want to see you hurt. Love tends to bring a whole lot of hurt along with it.

Also, you mentioned you're a little inebriated? Perhaps you should wait until the giddiness of the alcolhol wears off before you staple your heart to your sleeve and take such a plunge? Then again... what do I know? I'm the biggest fool on the board.

Either way, I do wish you the best. I truly do. I hope you find happiness in your life, whether it's with this woman or not.[/b]

Whoa, Lost Soul you really must have had some bad experiences... makes me sad just to think about what kinda stuff someone would have to go trough to get such an attitude towards love

must be alot worse then "Wanna go out sometime?" "No." "....":'("

**theunknowndreamer** · 02-01-2004 04:56 PM

I have had some REALLY sucky experinces with love, but when I was about to give up I found someone and gave it a shot. I wasn't really expecting it to go anywhere, but it did. I am so in love now and I am so glad I gave it another shot. I don't think anyone should give up on love.

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