Thread: Casual Violence

Perhaps you were abused as a child and have repressed anger taken out here. The girl would represent your innocence, her neck your connection between mind & body or heart, and your sadism your self destructiveness.

well no, i don't overly think so, because i clearly remember my childhood, and i don't remember ever being abused by anyone i know. any other ideas?

I'm pretty sure the girl is an innocent part of you and the breaking of her neck is the separating of the mind from the heart.
I'm guessing you made a decision in waking life that changed you, such as a change of heart in political views or practices.

Originally posted by ebvrasea
i had a dream which disturbed me greatly the other night.

i was like walking back from my friends house, and i saw some girl going into a house. the girl was only like 12 or 13ish, and i looked around, there was nobody around, and i walked casually up behind her, followed her into the house, grabbed her roughly, broke her neck, and then walked out and kept walking home. it felt so real, i didn't know it was a dream, it felt so real, like i felt her cold skin in my fingers as i broke her neck, felt her body react, the muscles tense at the last moment before i killed her. i felt her last warm breath escape and brush my arm as she realized what was happening, and i can vividly remember her eyes staring up at me, i can't get those eyes out of my head even now, days later, and i didn't feel any regret or remorse, it just felt really good, then i walked home and went to sleep, then i woke up.

i knew it couldn't be real, im not a violent person, but it just freaked me out, becuase in the dream i took some kind of sadistic pleasure in killing this girl, a girl i didnt know or anything, who didnt offend me or insult me or anything like that.

i don't normally read too much into my dreams, but this one freaked me out a lot. can anyone help? thanks in advance

I got good news and I have bad news.

The good news is that this is an Anxiety Dream, and that those who have Anxiety Dreams are rarely guilty or fall victim to what they are having Anxiety Dreams concerning, as those who dream of never studying for tests seem always to study for Tests, and those who dream of being late for work are the type who are never late for work. So, I would infer that those who have Anxiety Dreams regarding the sadistic morder of young girls would be the last to ever really harm them.

The bad news is that you have this violent predisposition that may well be with you for the entire rest of your life, unless you can find some way to surely dissociate from and alienate that aspect of your persona formation. You are a potential sadistic killer.

But you can control it. First, NEVER drink. You will have to remain mentally sharp and sober your entire life without even the smallest lapse. Secondly, I would stay single and not get married. It is enough for us non-sadistic killers not to break our wives necks, but for you it would be too much of a temptation.

We have Anxiety Dreams so that we may be aware of to take the appropriate actions and remedies. Do not ignore this valuable warning that your Mind has given you. Don't allow others to minimize all of this potential for tragedy as simple innocuous symbols of fluff and silliness. It is all very deadly serious.

Remember, NO drinking. Not EVER. And if you do ever get into a Relationship, you must forever keep in mind that if you ever suspect you will not have a good day or a good evening -- leave and come back the next day, and tell your wife just how lucky she should feel to be left alone at such times.... unless she wants her neck broke.

First off, I want to say Leo I really respect you and all your opinions infact you've inspired me with several of you posts.I'm usually a silent board member but I think you're being a touch to harsh here.

I know I'm no scolar and I know you've probably done alot and had alot more experiance in life than I have. But I don't think a one off dream can show you that this person has potentail to be a sadistic killer. To be completly honest I have had a dream I was the oppisit sex and had raped some one (i physically threw up when i woke), but I dont think, infact i know that i don't have this in me.

I'll give you that I don't have a decent interpratation for this dream, but I'm sure I've read somewhere that depressed people often dream of murder, I have no idea how true this is just throwing an idea in.

I want to say again I'm mean no offence to anyone espically you Leo.

-JC

hmmm, well you all have given me a lot to think about, even if Leo is being slightly harsh. it does seem a little extreme (leo's explanation i mean) but i could see it maybe. i'd be open for more interpretations if anyone wants to