Thread: I dreamt that i was at my own funeral

Last night I dreamt of my own death and that I was watching my own funeral. Strange enough… it wasn’t a scary dream…and I woke up in a good mood this morning. In the dream there was two of me. A dead me inside a black coffin and then like a ghost me sitting in a chair and I was sitting where everyone else was….but no one else could see me since I was a ghost. The weird thing was that I didn’t seem to care that I had just died…as the ‘ghost’ me or the ‘other’ me had my arms folded and I was leaning back and swinging on my chair…thinking ‘Is this gonna be over or what’ I remember feeling really bored…so half way threw my funeral the ghost me got up and left…and as I left I walked threw a wall.

I was going to try and relate this to my last dream that I had before…which I posted yesterday ‘bazaar dream’. The fact that my last dream was about dolls and toys…i think that might be about my childhood and then the fact that I had this dream the next day…means I’m now burying my childhood…I think? I’m not sure about the details of both these dreams and what these details mean…but I think somewhere on a whole it’s something to do with that.

I guess the childhood thing would make a bit of sense….i’m 18 now and I’m joining the police in the new year and so I’ll be moving away from home. I do look forward to the fact that my life is just beginning…I enjoy planning it out…and I mean I have everything planned out! From like my first wage…to how much is going to get taxed…and to how much I’ll save a year for my mortgage…and so on. But then there is times when I worry about being independent as I’m not a very confident and independent person…and sometimes in a way I feel like my life is already over…as the fun it gone now…cause I now have a lot of stuff to worry about and I’m going to have more stuff to worry about as life goes on.

So if you could help me out about my two dreams and their meanings …that would be great

Thanks

Holly xxx