Thread: My child in the dream died.

last night i had the worst dream ive ever had in my life...

i woke up with my pillow wet obviously from crying, and my eyes red raw...

i had a dream where i had a little brother (i have a brother who is 2 years younger then me, but this boy was about 5)

i have a feeling he was my child in the dream because i was very attached to him, he had some sort of disease, which could only be cured by having an operation. Unfortunatly, the percentage of him suriviving was only 20%. I had to spend the last day of his life with him, i was taking him round places and showing him things he had never seen before, im actually crying whilst writing this. its so horrible...

so basically i knew my child in the dream was gonna die...yet i still took him round and had to say goodbye, it was the most horrific thing ive ever drempt of and it was so upsetting.

next thing i knew i was in the hospital and a man came out and told me it was unsuccessful. Things flashed before me, and i remmeberd his little face and everything that happend the day before, and i asked to see him, and i just remmeber seeing myself looking down on the child and crying by his body, then i kinda floated up out of the dream and it changed completely...

i was with a group of friends in the dream,(i didnt recognise these people at all, i just knew they were my friends) and we were all looking at this barn, there was two guys walking upto it (it was an abandoned barn) and i turned to my friends and said "Those were the guys in my dream, and if they go in there, there gonna die!!" so i ran upto them and shouted, and they didnt hear and went inside, so i followed them, and so did my friends, next thing i knew was that i was trapped inside the barn with those two guys and my friends, it turned out the two guys were ghosts

my ( child ) who died previously kept appearing in the barn and saying "mummy, why did you leave me"

i feel so shook up by this, it was so upsetting.

(btw i DONT have a child in real life)

if you could help me with this, it would really help..

btw some back ground information on me...iv had the worst year ever.

1.split up with my long term boyfriend (s)
2. my godmother died of cancer
3.my brother split with his 2 year girlfriend and went through a bad patch tried to commit suicide)
4.i have come down with liver disease (virual hepatitis) and im recovering. but i nearly died.