Thread: I have a lot to talk about xD

just a little warning to begin with, this is probably gonna be an essay xD
i guess i have a ton of stuff i want to talk about

i'm not sure if theres much point in these next 2 paragraphs because it could just be normal but anyway...

Now i'm not sure if my dreams are lucid are not, nothing ever feels as solid as real life if you know what i mean, and i can never do anything out of the ordinary. although it does seem like i can make decisions sometimes and i might even realise that i'm sleeping, but it doesn't change anything. I try as hard as i can to fly and stuff but the results are no different than in real life, and if i try to wake up i get a false awakening. I usually just have to endure whats going on until something happens like i fall and die or something :S, kinda like i can't leave until the stories over.

Whenever i have one of these dreams it's like i'm being dumped into another world, or another lifetime that i'm taking part in. I can never refer to different dreams other than ones that took place in the same world although i can refer to real life sometimes. And every time i have a dream in a certain world it carries on from where the last one in that world left off.
Theres like a collection of these world stored in my mind and each one seems like a distorted version of real life.

The last one i had was a new 'world' and i remember waking up and thinking 'well that was new'.It's not the best one but it stuck in my head for some reason.

It took place in a really weird version of london. I think i was trying to get to my friends house but as usual i had no idea where to go. Then this guy appeared and i followed him to what i think was meant to be a train station (it had the london underground sign, this is the only reason i knew i was in london) but instead it was a weird series of huge brass pipes that you're meant to slide down, but i didn't have any idea which one lead where. I think the one i took lead me to a huge pit full of water, it didn't bother me much but it annoyed me a little and i remember struggling to get out. After that i remember
even more pipes leading to more water over and over.

All i remember from there is having a really horrible series of false awakenings,
it was like a nightmare thing with weird monsters cornering me in my room and then i'd have another false awakening where it'd all happen again only slightly different. I woke up after about 4/5, i usually don't have any.

Gonna end here anyway, i'm not much for long posts. Might post more later


edit:
lol been browsing the forums and it all seems pretty normal xD
guess this is pretty pointless but oh well