Thread: Could I Have Some Help? Nightmare, Pain, Death

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Freaky, Painful Nightmare Thing

I had this absolutely horrible dream the same day in which I had my last lucid dream. It was a little weird because it was both me but someone else at the same time. It was like I was like I was watching a movie, but everything that happened to the person, I felt it. The person was this woman, either a white woman or someone of an equally light completion, with long, glossy black hair. I/they were in my kitchen with that weird dude from the movie "Dare Devil" who had that weird crest in his forehead. Anyway, he wanted her/me to float this spinning popsicle stick in the air. He did it and then she/I followed suit. I knew that when I finished he would hurl one at my face so I was prepared and blocked his attack. The stick pierced my arm and I felt it!

He became angry and lurched at me. She/I backed away but he managed to pull the pins from her hair and threw them at me as I turned and ran towards the Den in my house. I pins went through my body, my back, legs, arms, neck, and face. The pain was unimaginably real. I've never been stabbed before, but I think I now know what it's like. I/she fell on the floor and I decided I should just play dead, but my posture made it clear that I was still alive. He came into the room. I/she was laying there trying to cover her face with her arms. I began to wish him away, just wish it would stop. I then saw the light catch a thin knief he had in his hand and I really freaked then.

I knew he was going to cut my throat, and I was going to feel it. I started screaming. I don't think I can even scream that loud or that high in real life, but I did and didn't stop, wishing with my whole being for it to stop. I heard something pop and I realized I could no longer hear. I had lost my hearing. Then something like a white light filled my eyes and the situation was gone. I didn't awaken but the dream was gone.

So, I want to know if this was a case in which I had some dream control but no lucidity. I also want to know if this happened because of the following things that I said: I was speaking to a friend that I work with earlier in the week and I told her a few of the things that I wanted to experience in a lucid dream, such as flying. I told her that I wanted to experience death. When I said that though, I didn't mean something horrible like this. And I WASN'T lucid in this dream either. Do these two actions connect in any way? Thanks you guys.