Thread: Heaven, Hell, Limbo & Judgement Day

Ok this may seem a bit heavy, but I'm sure you all can handle reading this sort of thing.

I had a nightmare this morning, although it felt lucid at some parts. The main theme was heaven and hell. I experienced a hell of the mind, like somehting out of Hellraiser.

I remember thinking I had woken up, I went to pull the covers from my face as i couldnt breathe, and the more I pulled the more covers would come and the more I couldnt breathe, it was like the covers wouldnt end and then this climaxed in me really waking up gasping for breath! I then returned to the nightmare. I then found myself in a room talking to people I know in real life about what had just happend, I then walked to the end of the room, spoke to a man who was quite chubby, he had an old face and had plenty of creases and wrinkles but seemed early 40's. I dont remember what was said but then I went through some doors and down some stairs to some swing doors and as I opened one of the doors I got a sense of nothingness, darkness, nothingness coming from the end of that room.

The room was tiled and dank, damp, and had a real disgusting and dirty feel to it, almost evil, the man I had spoke to appeared from nowhere and his face was covered in cuts and rotting flesh. I remember an overwhelming sense of fear and depression, I then walked back up stairs and walked through another door into a courtyard where people were walking in and out of another building. There was a feeling of a biblical end and everyone was preparing to be judged (going into this building) and seemed to have been globally accepted as normal, like everything had fallen in to place leading up this point in time, everyone had learned the truth about everything and now being prepared to be judged for heaven or hell.

I then walk towards the building, aware of my path and the way Ive lived my life I see a group of friends go in, they were smiling and happy and as I reached the building they had came back out smiling widely, wearing the same clothes but they were now of brilliant white in colour and wings started to form on their backs. I walked over and touched one on the shoulder and congratulated them all, but I then had a sense of fear and then I was shown a comparison of they way they lived their lives - doing the best they could for others, helping others throughout their lives and helping each other compared to me - living selfishly being self motivated and being selfish throughout my life. the fear went straight to my core, maybe the fear of god?

I walked into a room with a large table with many seats, like a conference room. There was one or two people sitting at one side, dressed like lawyers and I sat down across from them. They seemed to go through my life from an early age to present, they found it difficult to decide and eventually couldnt decide and asked me to come back. This scared me even more, I then left and after a short space of time it came to me that I was actually in limbo. My feelings never rested, they would dip and peak constantly never landning on one specific feeling.

I then got woken up by dad closing the front door!

I used to go to church when I was younger, and for a spell when I was at college about 5 years ago for around a year and more recently been reading books by Don Miguel Ruiz, so I wouldnt say I was religious at the moment but I am concerned for my spiritual well being.

Has anyone else had dreams similar to this?? Is it a common dream??

It really freaked me out but I feel I should be taking the truth from this dream as though it was a kind of message.

Thanks for your time

and safe dreaming