Thread: Suicide Nightmare

I was extremely depressed so I decided I should kill myself and get it over with. I was living at the house I used to live at but the difference was that it was mine and some there were more rooms that were bigger. I was also a CEO or head of a game developing company. So anyways I decided to kill myself. I don't really know why but I hooked up myself to my computer that I was sitting at and it was basically monitoring my heart rate and saying what should and shouldn't work on me. I took a knife and slowly slit my throat and fell to the ground. I was watching the monitor and it said that my kidney's failed and that everything was failing until it said that I would only be able to talk but my brain wasn't able to function anymore and that would make it so I wouldn't be able to talk anyways. So I was like wow I am dying right now.I realized I was in my CEO meeting office type place and there was a meeting going on! So while I was killing my self (being the head of the company) no one said anything and they kind of went on with their meeting.I was wearing a white undershirt when I cut myself and my neck was bleeding severely and turned blood red like the blood that was coming from my neck (obviously) and I looked around, got up, and tried to speak (which was weird because the computer said I wouldn't even be able to move) and It felt like my ears were popped but I couldn't hear the inner head thing when I was speaking it was more like I went almost def or I was speaking really lowly which I still would have been able to hear the same so I guess my ears were messed up. I said can you guys still hear me? And they all said they could so I kept asking them and eventually they stopped answering. I was fed up with this and walked out of the room.My neck still feeling horrible. I took my cell phone out of my pocket and was trying to call 911 but I couldn't remember the number. So I decided to call Mr. Miyamoto (the guy who I thought made Link, Donkey Kong, and Mario and some other characters and I wanted to see if he could help me out with this) so I went looking through my address book and It was so blurry I couldn't see what the letters spelt out so I just clicked it. I called another game developing company and when they picked up they were having a meeting (about 4 people in the room) and It showed a laptop and all of them sitting around it, they had been working on Quake Arena 5. When they answered I replied "IS MR. MIYAMOTO THERE" Then hung up I did this to multiple people until I got bored and threw my phone on the ground. I walked to my computer and started playing Peach, Plum, Pear by Joanna Newsom then I remembered I wanted to die with the Last Days song playing (from death to birth) So I started playing that and left the room once again. I was hurting so badly at this point from my neck that I decided to sit down. I found a mirror in some odd spot on the floor. stood up and walked over to it. I looked down on the mirror and saw that my neck had scarred up and was all healed and I wasn't going to die. I started crying because I thought my kidney would never work again, and I remained thinking that through the whole dream.I was blown away because while looking in the mirror I woke up and was so freaked out because I thought I had just died a rather depressing death, then realized I was alive and I was so amazed that a dream could feel that real that I kinda laughed a little. (actually a side note) I started playing Peach, Plum, Pear before I slit my throat and it played until I changed it.