Dream recall, as well as lucidity as a whole, is a rather slippery skill. When you first start on it, even if you do every single method and work consistently and intensely at it, you may not even get any results. Along with that, your effectiveness at this skill can fluctuate at times. Sensei described it as a sort of way to see everything you do in the skill as "percentages" for the next night's chance of doing well in it. For example, if you don't move upon waking up, that's +20% of remembering most of the dreams. WBTB? +15% (Note: the percentages I put here are simply an example and are fake). In this case, because you're frustrated day after day, your accumulating less chances of remembering the dreams which produces a dry spell, all because one night chances just occurred that everything you did didn't amount to much results.
What is for certain though, is that if you keep going it will surely produce results. I guess you could say the more you remember, the more confident and experienced you are which adds up as bonus percentages to remembering the next dreams. But recalling dreams will never be 100%, as some of the most experienced lucid dreamers still forget some now and then, and some even go on dry spells similar to yours.
Let out all the irritation you have and just keep doing what you do. It'll come eventually.
Hope that helped.
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