Thread: Sucessful WILD this morning (I suppose?)

Hello,

This morning I woke up around 8 am to check on something, and went back to sleep. Since I wasn't that awake still, I was hoping I'd fell back asleep pretty soon. But that wasn't the case, I was just losing myself in imagery, and I really wanted to sleep.

Anyways after quite some minutes, as I was thinking of my childhood game, and as you collect collectibles, you hear that specific sound (if you know what I'm saying), and that sound started becoming louder and louder each time I'd collect something. And that was becoming rather weird for me, because sounds are barely heard in my head in my imagination (at least for me), so I was wondering why? Turned out my body and my mind was falling asleep, but I just had enough awareness to realize that, which gave me an idea: oh I'm falling asleep, why not try WILD? So I did! I was letting the imagery come and leave, wasn't paying attention too much, just observing, and hearing that sound of collectibles becoming louder and louder (to the point where it started to freak me out), which soon turned into waves of buzzing noises one hears when trying to fall asleep aware. So The imagery scene disappeared and it turned into some weird kind of visualizations of darkness with splashes of colors through which I was traveling, hoping I would just enter a dream scene (wasn't happening, I was just traveling from one darkness to another). And so those waves of darkness imagery followed by those noises repeated I think 6-7 times, but I just did not want to quit. I was simply observing both the scenes and noises and waiting for the dream kick-in. As I am already quite experienced and familiar with Hypnagogic Hallucinations and all that, none of it scared me or anything, because I knew that is a normal process to expect during WILD-ing. I just knew I should not open eyes if I did not want to see something rather unpleasant (brains..) My legs felt exactly as described in tutorials; being held by somebody or something and raised and whatnot, similar with my body, but I just went with the flow and waited. During one of the scenes of darkness, I tried to imagine where I would want my dream to start, but I figured I could very easily lose lucidity (awareness) during the transition and it would all go to shit, and I did not want that now that I came this far, so I quickly dropped the idea and had to wait more. SO after 25-30 and more minutes of this transition, a dream finally occured. I woke up in a bed in my other home in other city, I got up and instantly did a finger through palm RC, just to confirm it is a dream. The dream instantly started fading away, so I did a stabilization technique where I was rubbing palms against each other, and it crystalized in seconds ! I love how that works every time. The dream wasn't anything spectacular, I just merely practiced getting to feel things and stabilizing it as well as stabilizing my hype about the dream. So I just took a tour around the flat, and after a minute or two, I just woke up non paralyzed, like it was nothing. That kinda disappointed me a lot, I am not quite sure what happened; did I lose lucidity, or I simply wasn't sleepy anymore haha.

Anyways, this is my story of WILD, I think it is WILD afaik, since I was aware at all time. Can somebody more experienced confirm?