I tried a WILD a couple of days ago, and I was listening to a song that's 40 minutes long since I never know how long I actually last before I give up. So I laid down in bed, eventually became numb like a wash of numbness, eventually also became more numb again in a second wash of numbness. The second one was kinda cold, aaaaand it took a lot longer than the first one. It's all cool normally until I come up to the second one, and then it tickles and it feels like pins and needles and goes really slowly, which I can just about sit through. Then, although I can't actually hear it, you can imagine the kinda scratching a blackboard sound and sensation, it feels like I'm listening to that, as in it just feels really cringy and horrible but I can only hear the song and nothing horrible and blackboardy. Well, it happens whether I'm listening to a song or not and I'd say I last a couple of minutes of that before I really can't stand it anymore and feel like I have to move. So I saw that I was laying down for about 30 minutes on that attempt, I felt my body going numb but I didn't feel like I was actually headed for a dream anyway. Maybe I was supposed to be in the dream already or something, because it seems like a really long time and it felt even longer. I did this after 2 hours of ordinary sleep, got up and drank some water and lay back down to do the WILD. Also I really really do try to sit through it, and I'm not normally one for giving up Maybe WILD just isn't for me
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