Back again for another update! I didn't really take on any new plans so I didn't really had much to say here. I still think my plans are solid for the future. But I had this epic LD last night. And I kinda need to tell this to everyone, since I don't have anyone IRL who's into lucid dreaming :p
I finally did a full WILD. I was unsure if I had a WILD before, but after experiencing this I am fairly sure my others were MILDs and that this one was my first WILD. I am totally stoked! I have been trying this for a while now, on and off, whenever I have time. And now for the first time it worked! This is a great step into the right direction, since now I know what to look for when WILDing
I want to keep practicing WILD's since it doesn't really take any time out of my day. I wake up after most dreams anyway. If I can get better at this, it might really boost my LD total significantly. And the dream itself was insanely vivid and sharp as well. I was just standing there for a second, in pure awe of how insanely real it all was. Perhaps even more real than real life, since everything was super sharp, even at a distance. Really awesome!
Other than that I joined the competition, which is what got me stoked enough to really try and get a WILD. I was pretty much almost at the time to wake up, so I basically told myself: it's now or never. Then laid still for about an hour, which is btw insanely long if you are just lying awake doing nothing , until it finally worked! I'll also post a link to my DJ since I needed to post it for the compition there.
My sights are set on DEILDs. I might not make it this holiday, but I think there is the next big step for me to increase my monthly amount of LD's. But, I'll leave that for the future for now.
Lastly and probably most importantly: This LD really got all my excitement back. I was a little bit afraid that all LDs would be the kind of not-so aware kind. Since that's all I've really had lately. And these low aware dreams were kinda fun, but they also felt more like regular dreams. More like it wasn't really me, though it was me. I dunno how to explain it really. But this LD I had this night was completely me. Totally aware of who I was, what I wanted, what happened just a few minutes ago when I was awake, I knew everything and could do what I want. Not to mention the jaw-dropping details. This is the kind of LD that makes it worth all the trouble. So I have a totally renewed faith in LDing.
Looks like you are stuck with me for quite a while longer, cause I don't plan on going anywhere at least until I can have these kind of dreams a couple times a week
Here is the dream, if you are interested
[EDIT: Also, are those DVA chat sessions still ongoing? I was just checking out some logs, and it seems really interesting.]
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