Thread: Hi

Hi guys. So before I start I'd like to say that I'm completely new to this website. But this is how my day went. I worked out, then I ended up taking a nap. This nap lasted about 5 hours... lol. But anyways I don't remember how my dream started, but I remember towards the end of the nightmare I could hear everyone in my house. Almost like I was awake but I wasn't out the dream yet. I remember that it was My mom, dad, sister, and I. We had a built in pool so my sister was swimming and my mom and dad were inside cooking and I was sitting on the porch watching my sister. Then I went to the back with my mom and all of a sudden I got scratches all over me. Around my throat. All along my leg. My arms. Everywhere. And it wasn't like a small "animal" scratch, more like human scratches... but no one had scratches me.. so I assumed it was like a demonic figure bc it just came out of nowhere. My mama had 1 too. But she ignored it. I started to get suicidal and i don't know why. I wanted to kill myself. My parents were ignoring me. I remember they were acting like I legit wasn't there. I remember screaming to the sky... " I HATE YOU GOD! " ....,My legs started to burn. I took pictures of them but they weren't clear. I remember going to sit on the front porch to sit in the chair and just think. But I couldn't. I remember feeling like I was at my LAST and FINAL peak of living. Then I woke up and I was crying. Full on crying.


If ANYONE could give me a prediction of why they think I had this dream or what it could possibly mean, please help me. A few months ago, I did try to attempt suicide. But it was completely because I acted too quickly. Since then I have been suicidal but I never acted out. This past 2-3 months I haven't thought about anything similar to killing myself. So I don't know why this would've happened. I also don't know why I got this out of no where. I usually have small dreams that I could remember in the morning. The scary part is that I remember this nightmare. Anyways please someone help me.