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      Gah! The one time I want to sleep, I can't because I'm in so much annoying pain. Chest pain and back pain and all from gas
      I need to stop taking anti-diarhea meds but it's really the only way I can eat out in public (but even then it's a crap-shoot couldn't help myself there) . Friggin annoying stomach.
      I managed to sleep from 2:30-4:30 but I tossed and turned so much I finally just gave up for now.
      Hubby's wanting to go eat out again today around noon.

      all around.
      I've always enjoyed pregnancy dreams, but I can see how that would be really weird for a guy
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      I just got my work experience evaluation and it was so bad. Apparently I can't even do the dishes right?? And same thing with using Word, Powerpoint or Excel. Why didn't they just tell me what I've done wrong, so I can do it right the next time? But no, I have to find out through this evaluation that I'm doing really bad. This could ruin everything, even if my grades and exams are good, I might not be able to graduate bc of this bad work experience evaluation.

      Honestly I feel like dropping out of year 13. There's no point in working my ass off all year and then have my teachers tell me that I didn't pass. I worked at two different companies before this one, and my evaluation was great all the time. But now I can't do anything right ffs.

      I'm so upset and angry like my boss and co-workers really think they're better than everyone else. Stupid twats
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      crashyy...i once had a placement where everything was great until an evaluation on the final day...one of the kids in the school had died of a brain tuma and there had been a ceremony and a very moving assembly with a gospel choir. her class had had no lesson that day until mine...they seemed to remember the fact that the observer had given the girl who had died a hard time and shouted at her last time...they were not exactly happy and things did not go well...
      the observer put it all down to me...i had to phone the class teacher last thing on a friday to get him to confirm over the phone that lessons were usually fine (when she wasnt there) otherwise i would have been failed on that single observation
      (also she had said she would understand if things did not go well and would leave if they did not as the class were under emotional stress..........she didnt)


      my pc is now making noises not unlike a flymo...one of the fans has gone on the motherboard now...sod it imgetting new one
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      *sigh*When I look at dreamviews I look at it in a different way now. I use to be eager to lucid dream and when I looked at dreamviews I use to do it with a smile. Now im just sad when I look at it. Not everytime but so much things changed from when I joined to now. I dont feel like the same lucid dreamer/person I was before. :/ But its ok. Ill get over it. Just letting my feeling out.
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      College!!!!........COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:<
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      Quote Originally Posted by DreamCafe11 View Post
      *sigh*When I look at dreamviews I look at it in a different way now. I use to be eager to lucid dream and when I looked at dreamviews I use to do it with a smile. Now im just sad when I look at it. Not everytime but so much things changed from when I joined to now. I dont feel like the same lucid dreamer/person I was before. :/ But its ok. Ill get over it. Just letting my feeling out.
      Things have changed a lot. But its good to still see some people that I knew when I joined. The forum actually seems pretty dead now a days. At least a lot less active than 5 years ago.
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      Been really busy with life and stuff, but I am, in general, really happy.

      I had some friends up for the weekend and we had a big Halloween party. Sunday was rough, not just because of the hangover, but also saying bye to our best friends whom we may not see for a few weeks.
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      Seem like I'm up for the worst daughter of the year award. Because not wanting to fight with trains and buses for 16 hours in two days for one diner makes me the laziest to even lazy or something. I recognize the emotional manipulation but damn I still feel guilty over daring to have personal agency.
      On a lighter note, I will be able to spend my weekend as I see fit, which make my little introvert heart happy. I'm not sharing my candy.
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      Sorry to hear that Milly. Hmm I think it's called claiming your independence...however in my experience it's a long time before parents (if ever) stop thinking of you as their little daughter...

      I'm still refusing to get a new computer, I have been taking it apart and putting it back together and would be praying for divine intervention, but i'm saving that wish for something more useful ^^

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      Yes you will share the candy!! OnO

      lol anyways, I've been chilling lately, just trying to be relaxed and not stressed out. I fear failing college bcz first year is hard, and on top of that I suddenly stopped having any will power for studying at all. It's like my mind has had enough of the BS i fed it for 12 years lol. Well at least it's a public college, so if i fail, i can easily redo the year . pretty sure imma fail xD i've decided to take this year a break xD but I can't actually not go to college cuz then my mother would kill me. Talk about lack of independence. So what I do is get back home right after she drops me off at the bus stop XD take a cab back home! She arrives after i would usually do, so perfect!! Except for fridays. At fridays I just sit in the campus listening to music :/
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      Hope everyone had a great weekend... or will have one

      Rant: I burned my tongue on e-juice I've had the liquid pop before but youch!- this time was much worse (but still not THAT bad )
      I bought my new tank today. It's so much bigger than the mini nautilus I've been using. ... But I can't eat for the rest of the week My vape trip cost me $87.00. Gah! Oh well, Slim Jims and chips it shall be.
      Another rant/rave is that once I finally realized my anxiety for what it was, I upped my Celexa from the 60mg I normally take to the 80mg I'm prescribed and I've been feeling a million times better. I'm still in a restless/bored/annoyed-ish sort of mood though.

      Hope you get your machine fixed soon, Meoh. Having an inadequate (or none at all) computer really sucks.

      I can't wait for Sunday to see if a much-beloved-character on the Walking Dead is truly dead or not That person better not be!!!!!!!!
      I also can't wait for fallout 4 to come out. I'll get to play it for maybe 3 days before hubby and I leave for Vegas. Oh, the torture
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      Outch Zhaylin, I'm burnt my tongue before and it hurt like hell.
      Rave is, I got my sister on the phone for almost three hours, so instead of pacing around the house like I normaly do, I did a lot of house chores I was procrastinating about only problem is I'm allergic to the cleaning products so now my arms are red and itchy up to the elbows. meh.
      I'm still totally eating all the candy Louai
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      @Zhaylin hope it heals quickly. And lol no food for the week I bet you're actually happy cuz now you get to snack to the max

      @Meoh Yeah hope you can fix the pc. Life sux without a computer lol I can't imagine how hard it would be to buy another laptop if mine dies now xD I literally didn't afford except the cheapest one (300$) but still it works great for my needs! (I can't believe it runs fl studio 11 smoothly! I thank 64-bit for that xD)

      Also loving those gifs!! *whispers* anime for life! *whispers* >:3 Which anime are they from?


      Now my turn x)
      I've decided to tutor for a couple hours a day. I'm searching for a school student who needs a tutor.

      I'm gonna save the money to bey a midi keyboard! I'm really really want to learn how to play the piano! The idea of being able to directly record the melodies I compose in my head is so exciting!! Always when I try to copy the melody using the piano roll, I end up forgetting it after doing the first half of it .

      I know it'll take time to learn how to play the piano well, but i'm willing and looking forward to the practice! It's one of my passions after all! Also i'm saving lots from my allowance so I can buy the midi earlier. Drawing tablet will come after that hopefully if I manage to be able to keep saving money cx. i'm keeping some of it on the low so I wouldn't have to pay as much house taxes :p


      That be it! xD
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      LouaiB its from Mondaiji-tachi ga Isekai kara Kuru Sou Desu yo >>click on picture<<
      I love it but its only 10 episodes long... so sad. Its funny and kickass with many colourful characters a blue eared moon rabbit (who turns pink when enraged) and even a vampire friend. Plot is usual underdog fights back...that I love xD

      Ouuuuuuch...poor zhaylia....poor Milly...you need some lotion for that (and/or a butler).
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      Thnx Meoh!! Definitely gonna watch it after I finish chuunibyou S2. Plus, I don't mind just 10 eps. Most of the anime I watch are one season long anyways. I like to watch them when I just want to have a relaxing fun cute time.


      Extra news:

      I'm getting really hooked with NCS's (NoCopyrightSounds) music! It's very much a style that resonates with me a lot! I'm trying to learn how to make music similar to that style, and it's easier than I thought!! I discovered I can really work well with these bright plucks! I'm in bliss!! *music meltdown* *w*
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      Rant: What's going on with this crazy world. I posted a compliment on someone's post. So they asked me if I was being sarcastic. I said nope quite the opposite. I then get dropped as a friend and blocked by a friend of their. I even sent an apology for the misunderstanding and deleted another post in case of any more. *sighs*
      Can't I just say "Well done for a good job" or "Keep up the good work" like I do at school without criticism, when its heartfelt and I really really mean it. This world seems so upside down, to me.

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      I have not been on in a while. I had joined some somewhat political groups on Facebook. Two were private groups and two public. My husband decides he all of a sudden wants my attention, so he tells me out of the blue he wants a divorce. Two days later, he says it's because I have guy friends on Facebook and that I spend too much time on facebook. We make a deal, I'll cut down on that time on FB, but he needs to help me and be more supportive of me in regards to our grown children. Basically stop encouraging them to treat me like their slave and help me enforce sone rules. You know, act like adults and all that.
      He was off at work today and when I got off work he called. I didn't get to the phone in time, but I called him right back. In the mean time he's calling one of my sons to see where I am. My son, having not even seen me in the 30 or 40 minutes after I got home, decides to tell my husband that I'm probablly on the phone or FB. (I was in actuality in the kitchen talking to my daughter in law and just missed his phone call). Anyway, to make a long story shorter, we have arguement. Things seem to get talked out. I go to bed. He tosses and turns, then goes out to the patio to drink. An hour later I go to see wtf he's doing. He's private messaging some of the guys from the groups I have on FB and challenging them to a fight to the death.

      Now, in one or two sentences, what would you do if you were me?
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      k well hes jealous...sounds quite a common response...theyre is an issue of trust here and an issue of personal freedom...
      Id be honest and say you already feel down trodden (as per previous conversation) and now what little freedom you have is being taken away by his actions...you arent playing around and you have a right to friends...
      You do want to be with him and you want his help in sorting out ground rules for your children
      and maybe as a consetion, ground rules for you two...for instance when hes pissed off he will talk about it maybe and you will only spend a certain amount of time on FB etc ..but stress the fact that you have to work together to accomplish these things you both want...but trust is needed for this to happen

      You could be diplomatic in how you want to approach this. For example you could say to him you know hes only jealous because he cares about you (true) and that you need the two of you to work together to sort things out...then say how you feel.
      btw kids are not daft and will try and divide the two of you...they dont want a divorce but they do want an easy life...
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      Kadie, live in separate houses like me and my hubby My hubby is similar. He doesn't like me having friends (though he'll deny it vehemently).
      In truth, he just wants the world to revolve around him. I accommodate him as much as is in my power. When he's off work, I'm available to him for whatever he wants. He's the breadwinner so I feel it's the least I can do. When we lived together, it was so much worse. I'd have to go to bed when he did; tv shows were only things he wanted and so on. He was never available for my kids (previous marriage). 17 years later, we've made it work. But it's not been easy
      Sounds like you and your hubby have been together longer. What changed?

      My tongue was better the very next day after burning it. My taste was a little off yesterday, but everything's back to normal now.
      My rant is that a battery for my e-cig is already dying. What the heck? It never charges more than half way. At $10. a pop, I thought it would last longer than a month.
      My rave is that my daughter fed me today. She made some kelbasa with rice and beans (a family fave). It was WAYYYYYY too spicy, but really hit the spot. My stomach is going to blow up, but that happens no matter what I eat

      Another rant is that my son has counseling today. The weather is nasty. The wind was so fierce it woke me several times earlier today. BUT, I'll be able to get my 50 gallon drum filled with soda (that's what my hubby calls my 64 oz cup).
      It's very strange to me, but I can tell a difference from when I drink fountain soda vrs. bottle/can soda. I LOVE fountain coke. I fill it under half way with ice. The cups insulated so it lasts all day. Hubby and my kids say fountain soda sucks because it's watered down. It doesn't taste watered down to me (tastes heavenly lol) but I guess it is.
      I feel very dehydrated when I drink bottles all day. Fountain drinks refresh me.

      Another rant is that I have a mole that should be looked at. Its on my knee. It's only slightly raised, light brown and has been there for decades. Every now and then it will itch me to death. A few minutes ago, I looked at it and it had a dark brown top. I scrapped it off with my x-acto. I think it was just a scab from where I've been scratching it. Unless bugs have randomly been biting the spot, it should be looked at. My mom has been treated for skin cancer numerous times (but she's a big dummy who used to get 3rd degree sunburns on her face a few times every summer when I was growing up ) I've never been a sunbather. I could probably count, on both hands, the number of times I've had a bad sunburn throughout my life.
      Who knows. I'm about 2 years late for my Dr.'s exam anyhow.

      Oh yes, and Meoh for weird people. I don't know why some people can't take compliments. Maybe they've heard too few genuine ones in their life.

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      " I don't know why some people can't take compliments."

      Lol I know why. My guess is that we try to compliment them but at the same time not make it a casual forced compliment, which would make them feel like we're just saying it to spare their feeling. So, we end up over doing it and it seems sarcastic. Lol I do this a lot without noticing. Ppl constantly think I'm making fun of them (cruel world T^T )
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      Thanks MeohMyoh and Zhaylin. Ya we tried the boundaries talk last week. I thought we were on the same page until I find out he's cyber stalking me throughout the day. Usually at my lunch break, I go get my food and log on FB. I check what people have posted, make a comment or two and eat my lunch. Evidently even that was against his rules even though it was only supposed to be when we were together. So this morning two of the guys that my husband messaged and threatened messaged me asking WTF is going on. I had to smooth things over before other members of the group got wind of the craziness.
      @Zhaylin, I think that's what's going to happen. He is working out of town for 5 weeks so we will be apart anyway, but I want a divorce. This is not normal. It's not healthy for anyone involved really. We have been married for 25 years. That's a lot of years of control.
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      I know a lot of ppl would disagree with me, but if he's acting crazy like you say, then divorce his sorry ass. You do not need to deal with this shit. You are better than that. It's his fault anyways. If I were you, i wouldn't allow this life-sucking force to stay in my life anymore. It's been too long. I'm sure the kids will understand. you said they're grown up. Great. It's time to take the trash out.
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      Quote Originally Posted by Zhaylin View Post
      I can't wait for Sunday to see if a much-beloved-character on the Walking Dead is truly dead or not That person better not be!!!!!!!!
      I also can't wait for fallout 4 to come out. I'll get to play it for maybe 3 days before hubby and I leave for Vegas. Oh, the torture
      I really hope that he is dead. I don't dislike the character, and it would be sad to see one of the last originals go. But it would be such a cop out to kill him off, just to say that he didn't really die. I would feel like that whole episode is pointless. We will see though.

      My only rant today is that I don't get to see the Rocky horror picture show. Me and a group were expecting to be able to get admitted at the door but I guess tickets sold out yesterday.

      Oh and I went to hobby lobby today and spent way to much money on Acrylic paint supplies that I am probably never going to use. Usually I am a very frugal person but lately if I see something I want I just get it. I'm terrified to look at my bank account.
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      Thank you LouaiB. I think you are right. I don't hate him. We spent 25 years together and he always provided for us. But I have also suppressed myself to keep the peace. That is like living a lie. I don't think he is trash, but he has gone crazy trying to control things. Control is a nasty thing. It destroys people and families. It is a means to reduce anxiety about unknown situations. Rather than confront the source of anxiety, some people try to control situations. But it never really relieves that anxiety.
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      You take that back Dakotah!

      A lot of people feel the same way though. I'm holding out hope that the writers can pull a realistic rabbit out of their hat (there are a couple plausible positive outcomes
      Grats on your purchases, hugs for your account

      kadie

      My rant is that ... today doesn't feel real. Isn't that a strange sensation. It feels like I'm sleep walking or dreaming, but it's not nearly as severe a feeling as disassociation. I think I've just not been getting enough sleep. And I'm dehydrated because my urethra hurts I don't know how people drink so much. I very rarely FEEL thirsty.
      A rave is that I finished another lanyard. It's not the plarn one because I buggered that one up completely and have to start over. All I need to do now is make the strap for it. I REALLY hate making the straps. Maybe I'll just buy a chain on Monday. But that would look really, really tacky, so I'll just make one

      My joy has been stolen until after this trip. I am so restless/bored/agitated/fuzzy-brained/completely beside myself.

      I can't really get into my zombie game anymore because an update is coming out (at SOME point likely between now and the first of the year). Once it does, everything you've worked on is gone because this is an alpha game. It just feels like a waste "whoohoo, I recreated New York City... oh wait, where did it go."
      So much is changing in this update that you can't really even play to just perfect your skills.

      And my brain is so fuzzy that it's been nearly impossible to switch gears between games "does Tab open the inventory or is it "E" or "I" or escape.
      My body/brain is acting as if it's depressed. But I'm not sad (yeah, but I'm not 'anxious" either, and we all know how that goes )
      I just want to hide away from the world in bed on my iPad or sleeping.

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