That does sound awesome, Tiresias. I hope you get over your cold soon |
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I just got back from an adults-only resort that was pretty awesome. I am sick now, and it is about 30 degrees colder here than it was there, but it was awesome. |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
That does sound awesome, Tiresias. I hope you get over your cold soon |
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My life is a balls up.I'm a shit person. I'm too fat. I'm a horrible person and hoy fuck am I weak. I'm the weakest person I know. Both physically and mentally. I have such a low resistance to pain and I keep crying. I fell up the stairs today and fell quite badly on my ankle resulting in weakness, dizziness, nausea and my ears ringing. I can't believe all that happened because I fell up the stairs what the fuck I'm so useless and fuck my life. Nothing is wrong with my life except me. |
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Last edited by Wishfulthinker; 11-03-2014 at 01:21 AM.
Get to a doctor ASAP. Fat? Horrible? Weak. You, dear, are a wonderful, beautiful, strong person. Hang in there and get to a doc. You might have hit your head or something when you fell. A tumble shouldn't make you feel that horrible unless something more is going on. |
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I have running internet! |
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grats on internet, Auron! |
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Last edited by Zhaylin; 11-04-2014 at 06:55 PM.
Life's good. |
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Yay, TwoCups |
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Rant. Have been crying for hours. Everyone around me has decided to act strange all at once and I'm having to realise again that you can't really trust anyone. The people who care the most don't really care at all, don't even know why they're still around. The people for whom you stopped doing horrible things to yourself don't understand that it works the other way around too. Trust me, I want to escape as well. But people are all too happy to tell you to stay put before they go away, as though there's any point at all in existing here alone and never moving anywhere. Yet at the same time people think I'm nothing for not seeking to do fun and pleasurable things because I overanalysed things to the point where "fun" and "pleasurable" are as much meaningless noise as sadness and confusion and become more unpleasant than anything; they're lacking and they're incomplete and it's so much easier, so much better to accept being a useless nothing than to get really close to whatever you persist in stupidly wanting but be unable to ever actually reach it. |
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This aggressive guy at work is soooooooooooooooooooooooo damn annoying the shit out of me!! He has absolutely no sense of empathy or knowledge when to stop talking bullshit/stop raging/almost shouting instead of talking... aargh. |
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"I'm not here. This isn't happening."
So ... is this the real universe, or is it just a preliminary study?
Its been so long since I've been kissed that I've forgotten what it feels like. |
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"you will not transform this house of prayer into a house of thieves"
Only rant is that I feel guilty for not having done anything at all the last two days! And I have a physics exam in two weeks... |
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I like destruction and reality, and one invariably leads to the other.
'Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life?'
'We die to remember what we live to forget'
I hope the exam goes well |
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Why the heck do places like El Pollo Loco and Subway skimp so much on frickin napkins! I buy a family meal or 5 sandwiches and I expect everyone to have a napkin or two dammit! |
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Welp, I'm at that point in the school year where my work load steeply increases and my motivation steeply decreases. I'm not only swamped with homework, but also swamped with just a butt-ton of regular life things. I'm running on very little sleep, and I hardly have any time to work on anything between everything that's going on. If it weren't for the fact that I have to keep my grades up for my Honors scholarship, I would just check out and not do any assignments the rest of the semester. |
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"Going through life worrying about the little things is like cooking with motor oil instead of cooking oil. Sure, you can still probably pull it off, but it'll leave a bad taste in your mouth in retrospect." - Me, apparently
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I got a little sick this week and had to come home. |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
I've been sleeping a ton... no lucids here though But, actually, I'm okay with that lol |
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Destiny was supposed to be back up online after the update already, the fuck Bungie????? Do you think I have a fucking life or something? You bastards! |
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Ugh... new rant... extreme vomiting. What's worse is that I don't know why. One minute I felt just slightly nauseous, the next I was grabbing a bag. Then I got the jitters and chills. But my temp is 98.5. No earache, no stomach upset (other than the obvious), nothing. |
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Last edited by Zhaylin; 11-14-2014 at 09:05 AM.
Sounds rough, Zhaylin. Hope things pick up soon.=/ |
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Last edited by GavinGill; 11-15-2014 at 05:32 AM.
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