If I could have anything for Christmas I would wish for a healthier happier family, all the way around.
It is the ultimate wish for me, because every year I am reminded on Thanksgiving that at the top of my list of things I'm thankful for: my family. I feel very blessed and grateful to have been to be born into the one I've got, truly. Blessed in a way that honestly feels like...pure luck.
The mere thought of living without any one of them, is just devastating to me at this point.
Something inside me is saying, "but that makes no sense, it goes against nature!"
Yet not even that is enough to stop me from breaking down every time I stop and think about it.
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