Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Rant
Weird and creepy shadow woman/man is deeply in my lucid dream this morning and I did nothing to understand it ...

Rave
Feel I am getting closer to understanding darker sides of myself though as a result of her/him turning up...

Anju. so sorry about the breakup.
everyone else and welcome to the newcomers

I saw something "strange" the other day. I went to Speedway, the other day, for a soda and an older guy was ahead of me. He filled a cup with a whole lot of "flavor shots" then filled it with tea. Then he did something I've never seen before but I'm fairly certain it's a Catholic thing. with his right hand, he moved his hand up then to the left and right. He did it very quickly and "discreetly" but I've been wondering about it ever since. I think it was a blessing over his drink.

Other than that, nothing out of the ordinary going on (excluding this late season snow we're currently getting ). I've been playing my game a lot and just chilling.
We have THREE litters of kittens.. no, FOUR litters of kittens. GAH!!!!! I want to find homes for ALL of these stinking cats. I never adopted any of them. They just found us over the years and have been here ever since.
Because we live in the country, at least half of the babies will die from predators. But still. Wayyyyy too many friggin cats.

Ms.Molly hasn't lived with us for 6 months but came home to give birth. She has 4 kittens and they're about a month old.
Squirmy gave birth to 2. Mojo gave birth to 4 but lost one. Pumpkin gave birth to 3 but lost one. Squirmy gave birth about a week ago. Pumpkin and Mojo had theirs a few days ago around the same time.

Pumpkin has always been a bad mom. She's had 2 litters previously. She abandoned the first and we never saw the second. The kitten she lost this time around was because it was either a still birth or she didn't eat the sac. My son brought me the baby thinking it was deformed lol. Nope. it was just completely in it's sac. I opened it and it "looked" completely healthy

So, let's see. We have: Simon, Boyoh, Boyoh2, Tabs, Squirmy (+2), Mojo (+3), Pumpkin (+2), Ms. Molly (+4), RoRo for a grand total of NINETEEN stinking cats Friggin seriously? They all need to go jump in a creek.

^ That's a lot of cats!



I really like being busy. But I don't like being busy. I just need more time, so I can be more busy.

Friday: Work, school, interview, cheesesteak, sleep.
Saturday: Gym, groceries, shower, beer run, haircut, CVS, meatball sub, sleep.

Well, that last attempt at sleep didn't work too well. Three hours later, here I am. Not sure what to do now. And there's snow on the ground. I'm over snow at this point.

Back to the haircut, I cut it all off. I casually told a few people in passing that I was thinking about cutting it, but I don't think many actually expect to see me with short hair come Monday. I haven't said a word to anyone in my family, so it'll probably blow their mind. Nearly 15 years of really long hair, but I like it so this is a rave.

Rave: I forgot my wallet at home, and started to freak out when it wasn't in one of my back pockets. I spent like 15 minutes looking for it only to call home and was informed it was in my room. And to top it all off, the Fuji apple I couldn't pay for because I didn't have it on me, the checker was nice enough to pay it off. It's not really something to bask in for weeks, but it's the type of girl that did it for me that I appreciated. It's not everyday that you get kindness from workers you don't know much about other than their performance. I wasn't starving, but either way, it's nice of her.

She's pretty, and it was nice eating the apple on my way back home late at night while playing the extended version of Colony 9 on my phone with how things were today. On a different tangent, it would be nice to have a Xenoblade Chronicles related dream because that soundtrack alone hits home.

Sorry Anju that sucks

Rant: I feel I may be going mad, I have been having epiphanies in the early morning where I come to a certain realisation, usually after a dream, its been going on for the past few months they leave me totally spaced out.
Today I had one in the middle of the day,while at the shops, leaving me totally blissed out, I felt drunk on it (and I rarely drink and don't do any drugs).
I was incapacitated and had to just sit in my car, till it passed :S I'm quite frankly shaken by the whole thing

I'm having so many synchronicities that day waking and night dreaming are starting to blurr a bit, I probably need to get more rest.
Serpent's kiss - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

Originally Posted by Anju

I got dumped last weekend. It feels different this time because I think it was my fault. Welp.

Sorry to hear that.

Why is it that when you mention something to employees at a shop they ignore you than get annoyed? Even if your being polite.Well, if someone actually slips and hurts themselves it'll be on them. Like how I almost slipped. Also, I know cleaning wasn't their job but there was no one else around to mention it to. Ah well. This is a crazy world we live in.

Originally Posted by DreamCafe11

Why is it that when you mention something to employees at a shop they ignore you than get annoyed? Even if your being polite.Well, if someone actually slips and hurts themselves it'll be on them. Like how I almost slipped. Also, I know cleaning wasn't their job but there was no one else around to mention it to. Ah well. This is a crazy world we live in.

The last time a customer mentioned to me that their was a spill on the floor, i yelled at the top of my lungs that if they have a problem they should clean it up themselves.

Originally Posted by Anju

I got dumped last weekend. It feels different this time because I think it was my fault. Welp.

Correction: It was not my fault. He just wanted to blame me.

Dear Professors: Please stop making our reading responses giant walls of questions and expecting us to answer fluently in paragraph form. If you give me a big list of questions,I'm going to do this: (See below) If you give me one or two thought provoking questions, I'll write in paragraph form.

Bob thinks that Macs are Better than Pcs? Do you agree with him? What are your views on the new Iphone? Is it better than an Android? Bob says on page 104 that 'Linux is the next step in computer software'. What do you think he means by this? How might you view the next step in computer software? Do you think that green desktop backgrounds really help people to feel more relaxed? Should pop up ads be made illegal? Why or why not? Answer in paragraph form (420-1337 words)

Name: JadeGreen
Class: Stupid Gen-ed
Date: 4-13-2016

Bob thinks that Macs are Better than Pcs? Do you agree with him?

No.

What are your views on the new Iphone?

I hate it.

Is it better than an Android?

No.

Bob says on page 104 that 'Linux is the next step in computer operating systems'. What do you think he means by this?

That Linux is the next step in computer operating systems.

How might you view the next step in computer software?

Making Skype not lag.

Do you think that green desktop backgrounds really help people to feel more relaxed?

No.

Should pop up ads be made illegal?

Yes.

Why or why not?

They're annoying.

Originally Posted by tropicalbreeze

The last time a customer mentioned to me that their was a spill on the floor, i yelled at the top of my lungs that if they have a problem they should clean it up themselves.

Employees who can't control their anger and listen to helpful comments on the job wont be very productive. Also, its definitely not the customer's job,especially if they didn't make the mess, so why didn't you just call a janitor instead? Like I said, its a crazy world we live in. >.>

Name: JadeGreen
Class: Stupid Gen-ed
Date: 4-13-2016

Bob thinks that Macs are Better than Pcs? Do you agree with him?

No.

What are your views on the new Iphone?

I hate it.

Is it better than an Android?

No.

Bob says on page 104 that 'Linux is the next step in computer operating systems'. What do you think he means by this?

That Linux is the next step in computer operating systems.

How might you view the next step in computer software?

Making Skype not lag.

Do you think that green desktop backgrounds really help people to feel more relaxed?

No.

Should pop up ads be made illegal?

Yes.

Why or why not?

They're annoying.

xD lol.

Originally Posted by DreamCafe11

Employees who can't control their anger and listen to helpful comments on the job wont be very productive. Also, its definitely not the customer's job,especially if they didn't make the mess, so why didn't you just call a janitor instead? Like I said, its a crazy world we live in. >.>

I wasn't being serious hence the smilie afterwards:

Rave: Got my mac's audio fixed last week. There was a silica ball stuck in audio port. The IT guys crushed it with a screwdriver, now it works fine. The audio had stopped working a year ago and I was too lazy to get it fixed. Now I can finally watch movies.

Rant: Might have to buy a new vehicle soon since this placeholder vehicle is really starting to become a money sink. I can afford the monthly payments vs. paying $1500+ all at once with no assurance that it won't have any major problems (excluding usual maintenance).

Rave: About 63 lbs. down so far, so only 17 more at the very least until I get into the 160-170s, and then I'll get into exercising a little more. Wearing 32s for dress pants and jeans, which is crazy compared to what happened a month ago. I also found a protein shake that tastes like salted caramel, and it's even approved for the dieting in general. I thought the peanut butter Quest Protein was awesome, but man, it's like drinking ice cream with this one! Never thought regulating your body would be this easy, and 4 months seems to go by so quickly too. I still have 4 more days of vacation, or staycation as well!

Grats on the healthy weight loss Link. Keep up the great work!

lol, Jade. If you want a proper grade, though, you might have to do a bit better

to all.

Rants:
I have been insanely sleepy lately. I'll sleep from 1 -11 AM then go BACK to sleep from around 3-9PM. I've had migraines almost every day and sleep is the best thing for them. Because I was without my Gabapentin for 3 days, I don't know if it's from that or my Klone Berries e-juice or something else entirely.
My allergies have also been flaring 19 cats would do that though- even if they're not in the same room as me lol *sigh*

Something interesting is that I've been waking up to songs during this migrainy/sleepy phase. Today it was a strange mesh of Turn the Page and Electric Love.
Before sleeping I also heard music from the Nutcracker clear as day (though faint) and I concluded it was because I heard raindrops hit at similar notes and my brain just filled in the blanks.

Rave: I got free e-juice this week. I was chatting up some temp employees 10 minutes before closing. I told them I wanted to test some juices but didn't want to take up too much of their time because it was so close to closing. They reassured me that it was fine and to take all the time I wanted. I told them vanilla was my go-to flavor and I ended up buying a bottle of Yummy by Holy Cow. She asked if I liked Sugar Maple and (just being polite) I said I did.
She gave me a 10ml bottle of French Vanilla and a 10 ml bottle of Sugar Maple. I should be set on juice for an extra week.

Rant: I have to get off my butt and go to the store. The kids need tubes (for roll-your-own cigs) and hubby needs more yogurt.

Hope everyone is well.

The Denver Broncos won the Super Bowl.

I'm a little late. Been a long time since I've posted.

Originally Posted by tropicalbreeze

I wasn't being serious hence the smilie afterwards:

Oh, sorry. But I didn't know that smilie meant you were joking around. I thought it meant you could care less. ^^"

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Grats on the healthy weight loss Link. Keep up the great work!

lol, Jade. If you want a proper grade, though, you might have to do a bit better

to all.

Rants:
I have been insanely sleepy lately. I'll sleep from 1 -11 AM then go BACK to sleep from around 3-9PM. I've had migraines almost every day and sleep is the best thing for them. Because I was without my Gabapentin for 3 days, I don't know if it's from that or my Klone Berries e-juice or something else entirely.
My allergies have also been flaring 19 cats would do that though- even if they're not in the same room as me lol *sigh*

Something interesting is that I've been waking up to songs during this migrainy/sleepy phase. Today it was a strange mesh of Turn the Page and Electric Love.
Before sleeping I also heard music from the Nutcracker clear as day (though faint) and I concluded it was because I heard raindrops hit at similar notes and my brain just filled in the blanks.

Rave: I got free e-juice this week. I was chatting up some temp employees 10 minutes before closing. I told them I wanted to test some juices but didn't want to take up too much of their time because it was so close to closing. They reassured me that it was fine and to take all the time I wanted. I told them vanilla was my go-to flavor and I ended up buying a bottle of Yummy by Holy Cow. She asked if I liked Sugar Maple and (just being polite) I said I did.
She gave me a 10ml bottle of French Vanilla and a 10 ml bottle of Sugar Maple. I should be set on juice for an extra week.

Rant: I have to get off my butt and go to the store. The kids need tubes (for roll-your-own cigs) and hubby needs more yogurt.

Hope everyone is well.

Feel better soon zhaylin. That part you mentioned about waking up to songs reminded me of moments where I was sick and had a stuffy nose, I would wake up with the thought of music and how if I could play a note perfectly my stuffy nose will go away. XD hehe

lol, DreamCafe. I've had similar thoughts before.
I feel better, then I feel worse, then I feel better.........

I finally told the kids last night that we need a family meeting today. They're going to start keeping that kitchen clean or they can move out. They also need to tear down the walls at the back of the house (severe water damage).
When I can smell dirty dishes from my bed, there's a problem. They're not children any more. They need to start cleaning up after themselves
These environmental issues are making my headaches worse... as is the stress of having to deal with family. But in truth, most of my issues are likely seasonal. I've spoken to neighbors and it seems a lot of people are suffering from migraines and headaches right now.

FINALLY found a med to help with my sinuses though

Rant: I woke in severe pain (at some point) because I laid on my ear wrong It seems so silly that that's such an ongoing problem for me lol

Rant: I was going to fill my 64 oz cup with soda when I went out earlier. So I stopped by the outside spigot to rinse it out when I noticed the straw What I've been thinking was water droplets for the past several days is actually mold. I rarely ever "wash" my cup. It's used only for soda. I only drink 1/2 before refilling it the next day, so I just dump the old soda, rinse the cup thoroughly as well as the straw (it's part of the cup, with a cap at the end), then refill it. Nope. That straw is gone. Disposable straws ftw from now on. Perhaps that's been contributing to these migraines too.

Rant: I ran out of my Celexa. What the heck is wrong with my brain. I've ran out of meds these last few weeks. I actually know what's wrong with my brain but it's so silly. I have a pill organizer. Lately, I've been filling it half through the week instead of at the beginning. So when I *see* the organizer, I *think* it's filled with meds for the entire week, but I come up short And then I'm surprised about it lol. I tore up my room, thinking I had more Celexa. Then I looked at the date.
These headaches are making me stupid
It would help if the pharmacy put my pills in an actual bottle instead of 2 punch out boxes. I keep forgetting when I'm on the second box. (I SAY that, yet I ran out of 2 other meds a couple weeks ago that are in bottles).

Rant: The yogurt I LOVE so much is starting to annoy my reflux too much. It's also making my tummy gurgle.

Despite all these rants, today is actually okay. Nice and peaceful. I might go back to bed.......

Rants: I still have to wait until May 13th for my next hospital appointment. I honestly feel like the doctors don't give a shit about fixing this. I always get send home and then eventually I'll have to come back because my infection is still there. It's been a whole year and nothing's changed.

I'm so stressed because of school. I'm in my last year and for our end project, we have to organise a cycling event. Which we've been working on ever since Semptember. And I'm just so nervous because there's still loads that need to be done and the event is already next weekend. We're expecting so many people and it's gonna be really busy and overwhelming.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

It would help if the pharmacy put my pills in an actual bottle instead of 2 punch out boxes. I keep forgetting when I'm on the second box. (I SAY that, yet I ran out of 2 other meds a couple weeks ago that are in bottles).

.......

I put all my meds on autofill and get a call from the pharmacy about a week before I run out

Hey ya'll. Im here again for my annual hello then my inevitable disappearance right afterwards. I just wanted to make a post saying my prime years on dreamviews were honestly some of the happiest times of my life. I met so many great people and have so many memories from this site. I just wanted to make that declaration

I wanna eat a potato. Do you wanna eat a potato? I think potatoes are nice don't you think so, they're so bland and immature I could just spew nonsense and drivel the point home by shooting a cannon of zoidphobia (what the hell am I saying) to the moon which will yell "SERVES YE RIGHT YOU SMELLY BUGGERZ" when it turns the tide on my head.

Dam that, would you please? No, I'll do it...

*has some idea of what he said but not really 100% consciously yet. Maybe we shall turnip some rad-ish results.

Feeling not good enough at music and art. 2 things I like to do. Part of me is feeling like giving up at them. But another is telling me not to give up. Tired of social media. I'm trying to give up facebook for at least a week. I might give up social media all together, but I want to give dreamviews one last try.