Rave: Pay raise coming next August, and I exceeded expectations, apparently. Thought they were going to curb stomp me to the ground with criticism, but, it turned out well; that one constructive criticism seems manageable, and just shows that I was right in trying to talk myself into calming down in hectic situations, even if the other person doesn't get in trouble for being aggressive. Not sure how that works out, but apparently being serious with one co-worker one time caused them to not talk to me for a few days. At least they'll stop spamming memes on their phone to me. They're too afraid to address it to the leaders though, which is hilarious, and probably means in terms of documentation, they're not going to win. How do you coach the coach?
Anyway, starting next Monday, I'll be working out, and I have a better plan of what I need to do, and knowing how to diet in general might make it easier as it's just a matter of going through the motions with the exercises. I wanted to get fractional weights, but the gym I'll be going to probably doesn't have free weights like that, or whatever you call them. I think three times a week on non-consecutive days will work out for me, which means on days with work where I'll be working early afternoon to late at night, I'll just have to make it a habit to go to the gym, and get the motions done and over with.
Hopefully, like the 5 months progress I had before with the 70 lb. loss, in 3-4 months, I'll hopefully get somewhere with this routine I have set up. It's basically the diet + a few more calories, and remembering to alternate with certain workout routines. I just feel that whatever happens, it's not going to change my personality much, I think, but we'll see. It's just annoying having to think about getting new clothes in the future, though. It really adds up.
I end up being a billboard at work for progress, which can attract some weird people, man. And it seems people create some high standard that just one minor slip-up and they feel disappointed. Like, if you have time to do that, why not change yourself as well?
Rant: Women and their non-existent boyfriends-- really, you don't need to ask for my opinion because you want a guy's point of view because "he" did something that didn't jive with you. He doesn't exist, and you've been doing this for months, and I'm surprised you haven't moved on. It was hard getting her to give up on what I wanted to say to her. She started saying please please please numerous of times, but it's nothing to feel anxious in knowing, hahaha. Somehow, this scrambles their mind, or rather, anyone's mind.
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