I used every component on it's own and tried combining them later , my experiences with Psilocybe and especially Psilocybe atlantis was very peculair.
i used Psilocybe atlantis several times ... the first time was the best since the effects were new and noticable.
First time i used directly 10 grams but after reading different forums i decided i should take a additional 5 grams ( 15 grams total ) it took an hour before the effects to set in , as preparation i listened to feel-good music and tried to think of the problems i solved and positive things i did , it's important to go in positive to when using these shrooms - however my main goal was not to enhance a positive state on myself my goal was healing / soul retrieval. Few months prior i had psychological problems which i couldn't solve since they go a long time - hardwired problems , at that time i used hawaian baby woodrose seeds ( 3 seeds) and changed my state - unconcious things became concious and i could see and explore my problems. During this trip my mind gone FAST and many thoughts shoot through my head i accepting my healing and realized i resisted reality too much, my unconcious told my concious mind i couldn't solve those problems because i resisted my reality i resisted the feeling about who i really was.
I knew i could heal psychological problems by using pscychotropic/ psychoactive drugs i decided i need to look inside myself , after reading different subject about mushrooms - how they merge the subconcious and concious mind it looked perfect for me.
I wanted to look into myself - my goal was not to enhance dreaming or dreaming recall.
After meditating my mind was clearly empty - this is important because i got told that if you have concious problems then your unconcious can amplify that problems ( and vice versa) resulating in a very bad trip so i knew i should be neutral of mind. a Hour after ingestion i felt the first effects kicking in and this is where the story starts.....
First of all my eyes became tense.. like there was alot of pressure on my eyes and i could clearly feel my veins pumping alot of blood - suddenly the candles i lit turned blue of color.... all candelight was blue/purple and i enjoyed these awesome effects , the weird thing is that normal electric light was normal of color no matter the light intensity.. only candel light seem to have a different color suddenly i was questioning myself : is blue color the real color?.... which reality is real ? few minutes later i could see my own eyes .. it's hard to explain but it's like i was superconcious of my eyes and i could see pictures of my own eyes. The amplified sensetivity of my eyes lead me to believe my concious mind was multiplied , i could feel sensations i didn't feel before like there were two people in my body '' one that is hiding and one that is walking around ''. My thoughts didn't race through my head like other psychoactive drugs i actually felt very calm and could easily guide myself without any problems.
Suddenly i felt like i forgot things and mental projections started to go into my mind... i suddenly remember dreams which i never conciously remembered , i even remember dreams i've had years ago - i cannot explain how this happened or how i got into this state. i can only say my mediation prior to my trip and the use of the substance itself caused this state. i was getting thoughts about certain dreams , dreams with vampires and dreams with aliens walking into my room. suddenly i realized asking myself questions like im asking someone else is a good idea so i asked ; how can i be healed or how can i be a better person. Alot of answers which i got during the trip i didn't remember after the trip so it would be wise to write stuff down if you eveer decide to ask some good questions.
Physical state also changed , i felt very horny and energetic i had thoughts about girls who i didn't like - im not attracted to those girls but i had erotic thoughts about them. It almost felt like a ego thing - being suddenly attracted girls who are easy to get .... weird. The most weirdest were the visits to the toilet , my vision was almost if i was looking through a magnifying glass and time was passing by rather fast - walking to the toilet was like i was running and after each toilet trip i realize alot of time have past.
when i looked in the mirror my eyes turned green and the whole room started to have a greenish tint , i didn't realy have to turned my head to look it was almost if i had a certain vision before i even looked at a certain place.
My voice also changed - or my perception of my voice im not 100 % sure but i was seriously feeling like i was in wonderland like a was some dark elf or something. When i gone back into my room i suddenly could feel plants when looking at them.... i knew what problems they had and who they are , i felt their energy but again im a very sensetive person with a deep connection to nature im addicted to gardening and im fascinated by plants. i have this plant and i treated him according to the information i got during my trip - the plant even recovered ( soil was not acidic enough)
Suddenly i realized i had dreams about these girls , plants and all these situations , there was no information or state aquirement during my trip i was just reliving ( mentally ) dreams and deja vu's which i had during my sleep). ialso got deceived by certain things... i have seen ufo's in my life and i don't know if they are alien or not , ( unidentified object ) my opinion is that they are paranormal appearations but during my trip i got told that they are entities which are part of chaos , since you have balance in nature you also got choas as counterpart ( ying yang idea ... balance and chaos ) most of those entities come in alot of forms like shadows and are here to balance things by spreading choas ... even the mushrooms are part of this..... it sounds familair and a few days later it sounded like something i read before .. look for trickster on wikipedia.
since i took the shroom i didn't knew if i had entered choas or stability... but i do know the reality i was in was very alien , everything weird , i couldn't stop moving and i seemed to be switching from one reality to the original one , lightning changes etc.
after my first trip ( on atlantis mushrooms) i was completely fine, no hangover or other weird physical side effects a important note is that I ALSO LOST 90 % OF THE DREAMS I REMEMBERED DURING MY TRIP so it's important to take notes during the trip - since my goal wasn't recalling dreams at all i didn't do it at that time.
After my trip i became more sensitive to my enviroment , i started to notice things i didn't noticed before and trips or other substances were much more effective - i halved dosage of most psychedelic drugs ( even normal herbs ). im not saying you will have experience the same effects like me , experiences are variated.
BLUE STILTON CHEESE I have used blue stilton cheese , i have heard people talking about legal high in a radioshow called ''coast to coast am'' and the guest said alot of people had very vivid lucid dreams when they ate 20 grams of blue stilton cheese 30 minutes prior to sleeping. I was just curious because most people and reports told me it was quitte an effective substance for dreaming, at least 70% reported lucid dreams after one time use and 90 % experienced at least one lucid dream in 3 times of usage. i bought 60 grams from a local cheeseshop ( we have those in holland ) that evening before i went to bed i ate 20 grams of blue stilton..... and WOW... im not a fan of blue cheese but it was delicious ,i decide to eat a additional 15 grams to make sure it would take effect. lots of saturated fats lol clogging my brain arteries could also make me dream .. i mean this cheese contains lots of saturate fats. (looking back i think 20 gram is enough ). Stilton works due high levels of Tryptophane and some people said the fungus used for making the cheese having certain effects as well.
I had serious lucid dreams that night ; i dreamd that world had fallen and there were vampires or vampiric like humanoids roaming the planet killing everyone - we fought them with weapons and the movements and feelings were so real i even felt pain and fear , walking felt like walking in real life. The dream ends with me being somewhere in a pine forrest on a isolated island in canada - vampires do not go there because no people live there so i was relatively safe.
anyway blue stilton is a solid dream promoter.. the reason i switched over to certain plants and seeds is because stilton is expensive and not healthy by daily use, i've also used proteine shakes contain lots of Tryptophan but it doesn't work as well, stilton is better. however when you combine plants like datura seeds with stilton....holy shit .... it's like a instant dream inducer and if you take shroom like Psilocybe atlantis when waking up or later you have in most cases a serious dream recall session. You should however not do this every day or every week because you can have very bad dreams and bad trips and it takes a special person to endure these trips - with special i mean someone who is trained in shamanic practice , entheogenic drugs and psychotropic plants.
Since my stilton adventure i became more interested in dreams and realities and tried different substances when and before sleeping. i've tried ayuashya ( mimosta hostilis and syrian rue ) , LSA seeds like morning glory and hawaian baby woodrose and so forth and those all had healing effects but they didn't really promote dreaming on a consistent result. I used certain plants like datura because they seemed very effective on small dosage ( regarding chemistry ).
Like i said im not a newbie in plants and im experienced with a wide variety of plants - toxic or non toxic , i also do plant spirit medicine and meditations and this could be a certain factor by certain results. i am a newb in english grammer so sorry about that.
Dreams are fascinating indeed , i've had dreams about people before i even see them in real life - i had a dreams about me and my ex-girlfriend breaking up before i even had a relationship with her.... it all happened in real life months later.
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