creeeeepy! seriously! I'm kinda glad I don't get SP's much anymore. that does remind me of a strange FA I had once, if I can call it a FA, since I don't remember 'waking up'
either way it was a subtle sleep paralysis, I wasn't worried that I couldn't move, since I wasn't trying to move anyways.
I was really drowsy and my thoughts were heavy, like on the onset of sleep. So nothing really bothered me because I had no sense of reality.
I felt small hands doing something to my legs, and I look down. The lights are off in my room, but my door was open and the hallway light was on. So I saw the dark silhouette of a girl sitting by my legs and she was doing something to them. It was painful, and whatever she was doing prevented me from moving my legs. She looked to be about ten years old. I wasn't disturbed at all. Thinking I am awake, I whisper "what are you doing to my legs?"
I can tell by her body posture that I shocked her, as if I wasn't supposed to see her. Though I can't see her facial expression because her silhouette is so dark. She answers, in a weak voice "uhh...I'm......uh...healing...your legs"
"ohh...thanks. are you some kind of angel?" I remember trying to get a better look at the girl claiming to be healing my legs. She nods her head, but the more I tried to see her face the more she hid it with her long hair. My gaze made her really uncomfortable.
Afterwards she curls up next as if this is where she always sleeps, like I'm her mom or big sister. It even happened to be the spot of my bed I never touch. Her face was turned from me so all I could see was her hair. This was like ten years ago when I was really interested in angels - and I remember reading that night that if you tell an angel that you love them they will return your thoughts a thousand fold.
so I thought I'd give it a try and I told her I loved her. She flinched and whispered in a weak voice "uh...yeah.....me...too"
No explosion of fiery and eternal love? At that point I wake up. And when I mean I wake up, I don't mean physically, I mean mentally. I didn't close or reopen my eyes. She just disappeared and my sleepy grogginess just vanished - instantly. Reality hit me hard, but it was the reality that I no longer knew where my dream began and ended. I wanted to tell myself it was all just a dream. But the only time I remembered opening my eyes was when I felt the pain in my legs.
And when I woke up, my emotions came back. Because suddenly fear took over me. And I realized, I'm a chicken. The experience should have scared me from the very beginning
I had never heard of an SP before, or the hag. I only knew about FA's.
I think its interesting though, that most people never 'see' the hag. And at least for me, most of the time when I encounter the hag, the hag will push my face away so I can't see him/her
but hags and dream characters pulling you into a dream, is one thing, the opposite is even weirder.
The creepiest hags I've encountered where two male presences. I was trying to WILD from the SP - and as the phasing vibrations kick in - the two pull me by the arms and slam me back to my bed. threatening me, and daring me to try it again. The WILD 'exit' vibrations hadn't ended, and they just held onto me harder. I felt like I could rip in half. their hackling trailed off into the deepest throaty noises that's not even possible by a human voice. The sound burned in my ears and was enough to ruin my WILDing adventures for the longest time
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