AlleyMaria
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Last night and peering into this morning, I have a series of nightmares. I don't obviously remember a great number of details since I don't care to remember nightmares. Well, I remember throughout the whole dream(s), I was constantly chased by someone wanting to kill me. I remember a group of girls who constantly would threaten me and i would fear them knowing that they had some sort of weapon under their girly dresses. I don't remember much of their facial features but I do remember them being quite angelic looking, popular? I also have forgotten the reason why they all wanted to kill me,too. But i remember walking through my high school but it was a new high school as I was transferred due to overpopulation or certain classes being unavailable. So, I remember feeling normal,no sign of a choking feeling from anxiety,walking through the hallways i remember in particular taking a seat next to a random group in that school. They were all rapping and while one of them went solo, i finished the last lyric. She was surprised at my rapping skills and wanted me to do my own verse. Afterwards, I remember constantly trying to just escape from where i was. I remember being in Texas with an unrecognizable grandmother. Everyone was on my side at one time then wanting to kill/butcher me the next minute. It was very terrifying remembering it now. I remember trying to get a phone to call police and I had the phone in one hand and a razor blade in the other as my hand was battling with my enemy. At this point, I was numb and couldn't feel any pain though I saw blood trickling down, clear as day. I was furious that they wouldn't stop chasing me now and the enemy, which was a man, started to feel the cutting and I felt pleasure now but it didn't last too long. I remember I also had one foot and leg out my a high window while doing this. Early in the dream, I also remember someone had a chopping knife and/or machete and I could feel the pain as they sliced through my leg. I still don't understand how I can incorporate these kind of feelings and levels of pain when in real life, I've never experienced anything similar. I even remember being threatened by my father and he also had a knife and knew i was trying to get a hold of the iPhone or iPod so i could call for help. Why do I feel real life pain in my dreams?

Last night, I had a rather disturbing nightmare that turned out interesting and satisfying. When I awoke, i was highly fascinated with the dream revolving around death yet more open-eyed. Leading towards the middle, I remember walking home from a former outlet/mall my mother used to work at. I remember I was with easily recognizable girls and I remember all the sudden running fast on an open road as I was getting chased by an obese,blonde girl. She seemed pissed for some reason and I'm not sure if i was laughing? After escaping this goose chase, I looked behind and I remember her throwing me and I saw my lifeless body, dead of course as I had blood detailing and it was as I was my spirit looking at my dead body. Fast forwarding, I remember being in a dollar general? I was fully aware that I was now a ghost, encountering people in the world of living. I was trying to tell people of my death but it seemed only one man in particular could see me. I've seen him in my dreams before, darker skinned with light eyes I believe .It's as if he knew too who had murdered me. I felt the actual struggle of people not being aware of ghost and it was very aggravating trying to interact. I also remember my name before me as a newspaper headline followed by details of my death. I then remember being a ghost yet people could see me now as I looked alive. I remember walking the halls of my middle school normally AND everyone knew I was dead yet still interacted with me. When I woke up, I took it as a lesson to cherish life more as I won't live forever. It also made me more interested in the paranormal world as i felt their pain last night. I'm not sure if this was a lucid dream or not but i know it will permanently stay in my head for a rather long time.