Looks like no one has ventured a stab at your problem due to its complexities. And I hate to see a person ask for aid and not to recieve, but here is my unprofessional advice/ramble;
That appears to be a very personal related dream, nightmares and recurring dreams can have many base attributes from fear of the unknown, or specific fears such as claustraphobia, fear of imminent "bodily" harm, and fear of loss. Though I am no psychiatrist or hold any form of academic achievement. Nightmares are a topic that interest me and it is from my own personal experience that nightmares are reflective of "you" personally that I will attempt to help you answer your question.
Your dreams appear to be loss related dreams that are quite upsetting to your particular personality or mindset. To understand what is happening you may want to take an internal stock of what values you hold dearest, and which values the dream offends, and what response you should make in retaliation. Dreams can be a learning experience, as well as a self help tool. At the basic line, there are no physical missing bookcases, "its all in ya head jack". But just because there is no physical missing bookcase, does not mean it is not real. To answer your question of "understanding what is happening" I can only hazard further that your mind may be seeking a solution to a specific problem you fear you may face. It may be upsetting, you may feel annoyed you are fixiating your mind on this "stupid dream" you might call it, but it is your response to this event that determines the outcome, whether a satisfied conclusion of the recurring dream is reached, or it continues until you either forget, or move on. A month is a lot of time for a dream to idle between manifestations. They usually dissipate mostly from memory after a time, again relative to a person, this is a notable fact.
Speculating far far out here:A bookcase is synonymous with knowledge, and you seek a dream character for knowledge. it could be this loss of knowledge, you feel a part of yourself has died? if you have recently lost a loved one I would be inclined to think you fear losing your memories of this person. Dreams are tricky buggers to pin down!
That is all I am able to glean from your writing, I hope in some way I have aided you in understanding your dream. One point I am confused with. Did this Bridgette character die, or the actor die, if so my last point may be relevant, if it is not, I just wonder? Maybe it will simply blow away. Such complexities in a dream tend to be very fragile, the mind requires sleep for recuperation, not to maintain drama
regards; smee
EDIT: Took out "must"s and softened tone
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