Ever since I moved away to college, I've been having a dream of my mother dieing at least once a month. I've never dreamed this before in my life, but it's suddenly happening over and over again.
My relationship with both of my parents is very good, but I'm more attached to my mom than I am to my dad. I do miss them a bit, but I'm also very glad to be away from them and able to be myself at college. The worst part of these dreams is that they force me to confront my fear of my mother not being part of my life. My parents are both together, love each other, and have never fought. They have the best married relationship that I know of.
Each dream is slightly different, but they all involve me sobbing and being very upset to the point of barely functioning because my mother has died. My father doesn't care at all. He's totally apathetic towards the death and towards my tears. I spend most of the dream chasing him around, trying to get comfort from him but being met with the same apathy. He's aware she's died, but just isn't present emotionally for me.
Any advice on this would be very much appreciated.
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