Well Melatonin have proved to be completely ineffective at helping me sleep in periods of Insomnia. I even got pharmacuitical Melatonin. Much stronger than the commercially sold Melatonin. Totally useless. Didn't help at all. Not even slightly.
I've been prescribed subsequently stronger sleep-aid medications bcause none of them would help me sleep. Eventually my Psychiatrist decided to bring out the big guns. She prescribed me Ambien, which helped me to sleep only sometimes, but usually kept me awake in a very uncontrollable, disturbed, overactive thought process.
So I was prescribed Midazolam. What the Atom bomb is amongst conventional bombs, that is about what Midazolam is amongst conventional sleep-aid medications. It would allmost allways help me to sleep. Well "sleep" wouldn't be what I'd call it.
It's most of the times very successfull at bringing you into a numbed, unconscious, dreamless and coma-like stupor. Uppon waking up you'll feel drunk, disorientated, groggy, QUITE sick to the stomach and likely very grumpy for the rest of that day. You'll probably feel physically exhausted and have alot of muscleaches and cramps.
This is why I really detest taking the drugs my Doctor prescribes me. I DEFENITELY prefer the medicine I buy myself and vaporise it before bedtime to fall asleep much easier. Works like a charm, does no harm.
Psychiatrists keep describing horribly destructive and addictive drugs to patients suffering from "general psychological unrest" and (the therefrom resulting)Insomnia.
I have such horrible experiences with ALL of these drugs, every single one of them. And I have heard MANY people who suffer from Psychological unrest and Insomnia say exactly the same about the destructive and non-effective nature of these drugs they prescribe us.
Why won't they see that this Mind numbing shit isn't helping people's problems, only worsen them?
And the Irony is that an Invasive Weed that every fool could grow and happens to be an ideal, very effective cure against General Psychological Unrest and the therefrom resulting Insomnia is Illegal and socially condemned.
And so Insomnia patients, not wanting to break the Law, turn away from Cannabis and instead turn to Psychiatrists to end their Unrest who prescribes them a variety of drugs that will destroy them. They handle these drugs like it's Candy. They seem far too keen on and lighthearted about prescribing people really hardcore, overkill, risky drugs for the slightest of problems. Anxiety? > Have some Oxazepam. Hyperactive or Neurotic? Have some Ritalin/Concerta(AKA a slighty altered Methamphetamine-Molecule) or have some Valium. Can't sleep? Here have some Valium or some Midazolam, Ambien or Truxal. They are making many millions of people addicted and mentally and physically sick around the world.
These Neurologists, Psychologists and Psychiatrists think and pretend that they know so very well what they're doing and how the human mind works, but it has become appearant to me that they Haven't got a Clue. And not the slightest idea of what the devil they're doing to people's minds. Nor do I have the impression that they even remotely give a damn.
Most of them seem to be "just doing their work" in a self-absorbed, inhumane, rigid and indifferent routine endlessly.
I've taken a rediculous variety of these psychiatric horror-drugs on psychiatrists' prescription and I'm sick and terrified of them all. I refuse to ever take any of their deliriant, emotionally destabilising, addictive, neurotoxic, liver-toxic, prescription poisons again in my Life.
No thanks. I'll stick to the smelly plant if I want to battle servere psychological unrest and Insomnia.
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