The Haunting Truth Sought Beyond Human Reason


When Mother Nature calls
Platonic darkness falls
Upon the forgotten land
All hope is abandoned
The dark beast has risen up
From beneath the glowing sand

Twinkle, sprinkle, little stars
Starting new tomorrow
Tinkle, tinkle, little scars
Startled by the sorrow
Twinkle, wiggle, little stars
Twinkle for tomorrow
Tinkle, winkle, little scars
Wear now down the sorrow

Hoping for tomorrow
Making this so hard to swallow
Wandering through the maze
With my eyes ablaze

I Can see nothing,
As my sight betrays
The corridors are covered
With some yellowish haze


Do you understand why I'm stranded here
Can you really feel the way I feel?
I want to make all sins undone
And restore Mother nature by now long-gone

I wish to set up a new era begin
Where sins are cleared and no evil wins
I want you to feel the raging power within
It is your spirit, your long-disposed twin

I want you to drown with me in here
I want you to grow up with pure fear
I want to sink down into you and think
The walls tumble, down you're on the brink

Screaming and dreaming
Blood-flow is streaming
Concealing the feeling
And shooting and hooting
And raging and booting
And never relieving

I'd like to bleed where rivers run
I'd finally like to have some fun
I'd like to feel how rivers run
Letting my blood flow is so much fun

If you would know nothing's been real
If you'd believe in what you feel
If you would know what to conceal
If you could see what I sadly see

I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way

I'd like to set up wicked plans
Rape virgins and join lunatic clans
I thought my spirit would live eternally
To live forever is to betray fraternity

If you'd know what you've felt is real
And taking the risks which lurk beyond
You surely too'd like pull the trigger
And wish for something even bigger

If you'd know the truth's not true
If you would know doomsday is due
Your world's gonna take up a gory hue
What's been inside now turned outside

I want to perish from the inside
To end where I really began
And want to have you by my side
To know deep within I was someone

I want to penetrate your darkest dreams
Abolish your fears and choke your screams
And resurrect from the grave I am embodied in
The largest of lies, a prison I am embroidered in

I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of the Earthly bliss
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way


I want to see how it really is
I want to deprive myself from Earthly bliss
And rise from within the bottomless abyss
I want to put an end to this

If you'd just know you've been part of a lie
Earth is the scene where spirits collide
Want to break free but can't ally

Not even eternity can last forever
So wear down the fever
For the silver cord to finally sever
To finally beat the physics with lever

I'd like you to see what reality is
grand illusion of truth wrapped in bliss
Screaming souls are blunted by abyss

I want to see you beam me up
My cheeks are churning.
What is turning up?

Now it's really not making much sense
Kill myself now. but on what pretense?
To burn up the shelves I regulated
The work of my life I strangulated

Children of corn and all the new-born
You won't stand a chance,
You're already war-torn
But the ages are forlorn
You were born to die
Do Live till you die

I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to dispose of this deadly bliss
I want to throw myself into the abyss
I want to get rid of the Earthly bliss
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way
You certainly too would want away
You certainly wouldn't live this way

I want my buried soul to be set free
I want you to feel how to really be
I want to erase what is left of me
I want to sip the sheer scent of me
I want to have you by my side
I want to feel you bleeding inside

And abolish your scars
Not to mourn the loss
Reality kept us apart
Right from the start

So Twinkle, sprinkle, little stars
Starting new tomorrow
Tinkle, tinkle, little scars
Startled by the sorrow
Twinkle, wiggle, little stars
Twinkle for tomorrow
Tinkle, winkle, little scars
Wear now down the sorrow